Saturday, February 28, 2009


I don't feel like 'm being myself right now.
Something's missing, something's not right.
This may sound cliche but I felt like my heart's like a puzzle.
&I feel like there's REALLY a missing piece.

I had fun w friends just now,
but something's just missing.
I was genuinely happy w them just now,
but SERIOUSLY something's missing.

I looked in the mirror in my room just now
&I have convinced myself that something's definitely missing in me today.
Inner or outer?
I have no idea but it's really missing.

I need to search for it, but how& where do I begin?
I hate to say this but I don't feel that excited anymore,
not even for the upcoming chalet on Saturday till Monday.
What's wrong w me?

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Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything

When I love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that aint real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

; Broken Strings By James Morrison Ft Nelly Furtado.

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Now, I really need you.
Where are you?
:\.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

1) Min, Azri& Taufiq quit also. :O (Min's last day was last wed/Azri's gg to be on Sat/Taufiq's yst.)
2) Chalettttttttttttttttttttttttttt is on the weekend!!!!!!!!!
3) Ini bukan random: Saya sayang sama 9 letter-name boy.

Byeeeeeeeeee.
(obviously soooooo high right nw aft chatting w A about 9 letter-name boy.)
(kinda hungryyyyyyy but ate a lot already...)
(zzzzzzz...kinda sleepy too o.O)

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

To Tai Boon Seng,
I cannot type my company's name or else they will eventually trace out my blog.
But here's a picture of me, w my uniform and the company's name.
:D.
If you still cannot see, click it for a bigger view.
If you still cannot see, change your spectacles.
If you still cannot see, ask me personally in Msn la!
He he.
Cheap Labour you say?
.....
..........

Actually I also think, yes.
HAHAHA!

Okay bye!(:
I have to stop crying over little things.
I need to clarify but he's not responsive.
As much as I hate that, it's the littlest things that he do, that kept me coming back to him.
As of now, I'm no longer a c-b-t-l worker.

(:(

Yes, I purposely put 2 expressions there because 'm both elated yet sad because 'm not working w the awesome people anymore. My reasons is because of the pressurized environment& the manager. Anyways 've quit and am happy so no more worries about anything, except to find a new job right now. But no pressure, if 'll get a job, good for me. If not, never mind then. I'll just relax at home I think, but definitely make use of the free time. Like exercising, cleaning up the house/room/closet, throwing away my uniforms(Maybe yes, maybe no!?)& books. I realised that I have too much clothings right now. Time to give it away I guess. But I can't bare to part w my babies ):

Currently waiting for 9 letter word-name boy to text me to make sure he's home. But he texted earlier saying that his battery's running flat. -.- Bacin nyer bdk. Tak tau nak charge phone sebelum kluar. Grrrr~ So I have to wait till he reaches home, then he'll text me. Maynnnnnnn, so darn tired right now. But have to wait laaaaaaaaa :D.

Omg& just now, Taufiq called and asked if I was free to replace him later..but I quitted already ): Sorry Fiqqqqqqqqqq. ):

ANWS, prolly going out w Kakak& Kak Ida later in the afternoon to follow to Kak Ida's interview or else I'll die of boredom. Could be returning my uniforms, aprons& nametag too i think laaaaaaaa.

Alah, rinduuuuuuu 9 letter word-name boy la suddenly ): Cepat la text si bacin ni. I soooo ngantuk......... Grrrrrrrrrrr~

P/S, Currently Nsaes is a facebook addict and broke like hobo eating instant noodles' broke. HAHAHAHA.

xoxo.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

I thought being skinny or average size means having lots of advantages....but no. Talk about being really sad at that point of time.

Shopped w Kakak& Ibu on Sunday at Wisma, and Kakak& I tried on these two v pretty dress. It's like free size and all of you readers know that Kakak is way bigger than me and 'm definitely smaller than her. But we managed to slot these 2 dresses into each of us. The dresses were small enough for me to fit, so yeah, I thought it'll look good on me more. But to my disappointment, both dresses doesn't fit me well& it somehow looked too loosed, but it fits the sysse perfectly. I was like.....o.O It's soooo pretty but if I don't look good in it, it definitely defeats the purpose of buying it right? So I didn't, but Kakak did ): I felt sad at that time, because free sizes suck! It makes me look like a little girl in an adult dress.

Should I eat more, eat less or eat well then!? Grrrrrrrrrr.

Pills& Runs, here I come again.

xoxo.

Monday, February 23, 2009

I am broke.
I am tired.
I am bored.
I am hungryyyyyyyyyy.
I am quiting my not-attractive-pay job.
I am joining retail soon.
I am only working for 3 days this week.
I hate my job's pay.
I hate my job.
I am just waiting for my FTQ to finish, then 'll quit.
I am getting chubbier than ever.
I realised that 'm getting big headed, like literally; not being stubborn but being big-headed!
I am happy that my hair's being happy nowadays.
I am excited that school's starting soon because 'm soooo bored right now.
I am excited for the DAE results, coming soon because I hope, insyallah, 'll get into either Civil Aviation or Technology and Arts Management; i really want to get in it! *prays literally*
I am going to eat instant noodles now. Bye.

To the boy with the 9 letter name with a space between it, I miss you.

xoxo.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

The rope is still tangled.
The rope is still attached.
The rope is still connected.
The rope is still our linkage to each other.
The rope is still our happy link.
The rope is still never a bad link.
The rope is still ever so strong and happy.
The rope is still equivalent to our happy times.
The rope is still representing our ship.

"Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again"

xoxo.

Friday, February 20, 2009


I feel soooo tired D: I feel like a selenge bacin today at work. I feel slow today at work. Maybe, because I had to reach work at 7am just now -.- Kaauuuuuu, sungguh penat aku ni.

Okay, 'm done working at The Sail....for now la. There's training tomorrow from 9am to 4.30pm -.- I want more attachment at other places so I can avoid VC! ^ ^ Somehow after sleeping for 2 hours just now after coming back from work, I still feel so tired. Oh, 'm on a night run training every now and then. Heh. Go school canal and run la! What else? Heh.

Till next time,
xoxo.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

written partly on my heart,

(L) is for you.
Patience is a virtue,
lets make sure of that.

Locking my decision; pressing the green blinking button.
Not going to look back again.
Is it yes, is it no?
'll make sure that this part shall not be revealed. 'll make sure that no one's opinions will get into my head and change my whole decision. Whether it's either right or not, I will learn from the process by myself. I would be glad to listen to your advices but the decision is still in my hand. Whatever your advice are, be it good or bad, I'll still listen because I know you meant well. It's easy for you to tell me to move on and 'll be happy. It's easy for you to tell me that I will be glad that I move on before school's starts so that 'll mingle more. It's easy for you to say that he's a jerk and laugh at his bad qualities.

But somehow or rather, even if I didn't tell him, on the spot, right when you've started criticising about his name, looks& behaviour towards me, thinking that I don't mind(obviously I would say I won't mind), but actually I did. Somehow or rather,(call me a cry baby or a loser) I felt like crying and eventually I will but 'll quickly wipe my tears off because he's my friend. You may not respect him but please, just respect him as my friend if you were actually my true friend, or else, you'll lose respect that you've gained through the months& years from me.

'm just disappointed at times w you people. Just v disappointed w YOU people. You know who you are. Would you like it if I were to make fun of your name& compare it to a pet's sound? It's rude, and shows that you HAVE no etiquette at all. Not that 'm perfect or anything, but at least show some manners even if you think that 'm not the kind of person who deserved your utmost good behaviour and presence. Just show me that you can be the person that deserved my respect or else, 'll definitely walk away from you and never contact you again, because I don't want to be friends w people who doesn't deserve my respect.



A v lovely afternoon spent w the friends today, xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
1) Please don't mind my chubby face.
2) Ate Tyra's homemade brownies& pastas.
3) Taboo-ed for 6 rounds, I think.
4) Played around w the rest.
5) Bus ride; partnered w A again(:

xoxo.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Undone,


Before anything, don't bother to read if you readers hate me blogging about CB because right now, I am.
If you've forgotten who's CB, it's Charming Boy.
Yes, 'm warning you first in case you actually hate him to be in my life.

If you've read my previous post, we got in contact again.
Told ya' he keeps coming back, better than ever, whenever 'm done w his games.
Friends thought 've moved on and was glad that I did because he was such a jerk, and I thought I did move on. But no. Apparently, absence makes the heart grow fonder. You're like an addictive drug, meaning I'm not able to get rid of this addiction. Rehab you say? Not everything can be solved w rehab. I know if I put my mind into it, then yes, I could..but seriously for now, no. It's like 've quote you in my heart as "always have and always will".

I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. 'm afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too...but 'll never know because 'm too afraid to ask.

People so seldom say I love you, and if they do, then it's either too late or love goes. So when I tell you I love you, it doesn't mean I know you'll never go, only that I wish you didn't have to.

Right now, 'm saying these 3 words, 8 letters& 3 syllabus to you.

xoxo.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

You, you& you.

How's my Valentine's Day, you were saying?(:

1)It started off as when I had to work from 1pm to 10.30pm. Mind you, I hate working on Saturdays. The crowd/ queues and what not are soooo outrageous. There's like no time to rest, and even if there was, we couldn't rest because our manager was there, and she was...... well, fucked up w our work. So from the period of 1pm to 10.30pm, I regret taking over Farahin's place and was v much not in the bad mood. Like Mama said, "Today, all smiles from the workers are fake." So much for V Day huh? I've always been calm physically even if I would be angry, but yesterday I almost blow up, mega because of my manager.

Trust me, she is messed uppppppppppppppppp.
"Syafiqa do EB!"
"Syafiqa do IB!"
"Syafiqa do Service!"
Slapping her was what I really almost wanted to do. Telling her off was what I really almost wanted to do. Right when I was about to do those two things, she suddenly starts being nice. Told you she's messed up. :S

After work, met up w Kakak& our cousin, Sufyan for a never-before-outing. Hahahaha, those two were even nice enough to wait for me for 1& a half hour because initially, I was supposed to finish at 9pm. Anwssss, changed into home clothings, and off we went to Marina for pool session for 2 hours. Kaaaay, so I lost. Expected pe. Kakak& Sufyan got draw, 4 each. After that, we walked to Clarke Quay for makannnnn at 3am. -.-" &I saw gays at the pubs there!!!!!!!! o.O

Went to walk around CQ again, passing by the clubs and seeing drunk people. Hahahahaha, and gosh the scene was so fucked up. 4am and there are so many people there. Walked to the bus stop near the Bungee Max thingy, and took a bus ride home. Reached home at 5.30am, and sleeeeeeep time!

Now I'm awake, not enough rest, and am going to go for training at 12pm w Kakak& Farahin, thank god Ayah is sending(:


2) Okay so my V Day wasn't really what I expect it to be..but I got to spend it w my cousin and sister so it's all good. xoxoxoxoxo.

3) At the same time, yesterday, I think we kind of..... rekindled the flame that was lost, managed to be in contact w CB againnnnnnn. :O (One part, YAY! The other part, HMMMM.)

4) Many exciting days to look forward to this coming week.
-Attachment at The Sail for Tuesday, Thursday& Friday! Yay, no need to see my fucked up manager!!!!!!! :D.
-Monday is SATA check up!
-Wednesday is Expresso Picnic! (my attendance is still under pending cause' Im not sure if Azri confirms want to replace.)

5)That's all I guess. Till next time,
xoxo.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Clock's ticking and I'm still free?
Must be a bad luck.
Yes, I still believe in luck.

Am eating toast bread w peanut butter& a small bottle of orange juice for dinner right now.
Zzzzz.
I'm bored right now. Deep down,,,,, I still want a surprise from that special person. Anything, as long as it's from you. Yes, it's megaaaaaaaa hard to forget the boy. I look so happy at times, like v happy..but no, I'm not.

:'(.

I am predicting that he will be sleeping late today, because his favourite show has a 2nd telecast at 2am and he will definitely want to watch it(:

No, I still have no plans after work on V Day. Eh, w myself yes. W other ppl, no. And I don't plan to have any w anyone.










Okay stop it Syafiqa. Pfft.

xoxo.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I'm such a loser.
V Day is coming.
I know, according to my religion, we are not encouraged to celebrate it,
therefore I think I won't celebrate laaaaaaaa.

I think only la.
Besides I'm working on V Day!
Yes, pathetic kan?
Thinking that I should splurge on myself on V Day is a brilliant idea,
but I have to pay my pathetic fine of 200 buckaroos.
Such luck huh? Pfft.

Alah, maybeeeee after my work ends at 8pm on V Day, I'll probably go back home straight and change into my casual clothing and probably go to the park or something and read a book or just enjoy the breeze. My last V Day date was on 2005. Pathetic kan? Hahahahaha.

Okay, I'm not excited about V Day, or maybeeeee I am. Because I'm going to buy sooo many chocolates and go to the park nearby and sit and relax alone. I AM GOING TO DATE MYSELF!

-_-

Okay, I've got to go and bath; meeting up w Farahin and going to HQ for training till night!

xoxo.
Boys& Girls,
Want to know Nsaes& Charming Boy's movie ending for now?

It's after midnight already and Charming Boy didn't reply to her indirect confession.
Maybe it was because he didn't realised that she did confessed.
Maybe he was just ignorant.
Maybe, just maybe he could be a jerk.
Not a mean jerk to Nsaes, but a nice jerk.

Only now did Nsaes knows that she actually didn't like Charming Boy but she actually love him.
Because she knows that if it's lust, her heart couldn't be in so much pain right now just to forget him as a crush& accept him as a normal friend.

School's starting in April for Nsaes, and there's bound to be something interesting happening soon for her.
Charming Boy will still be a part of her, probably more special than her other normal friends eventhough she promised to treat him as a friend.
Whatever it is, she now knows that fate is going to do its job from now on.

Nsaes is going to try to be happy.
Nsaes is going to not contact him so much because then, he's bound to miss her somehow by just reading that last memorable text message that she had sent.
Nsaes knows that Charming Boy is bound to be bored when he's about to go to bed and somehow will read all his msgs and must have bound to see her name and read the msg and will definitely ponder about it.
Nsaes is certain that all of that will happen because she partially knows Charming Boy's pre-sleeping habits.

Goodbye my crush,
Hello my normal friend.

xoxo.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Aku am NSAES(:

You always second guess wondering if there's other guys I'm flirting with. You should know by now, if you were my boyfriend, I’d be true to you. If I make a promise, I'm coming through.

Did you know there's a new movie in the theatre? Starring Nsaes as the female leading role, followed by Charming Boy as the male leading role.

Synopsis:

1) The special thing about this movie is that only these two are acting in it. The interesting part about this movie is that it's a one-sided love story. Even though Charming Boy was 4 years older than Nsaes, she managed to be the bigger man in the movie and has the guts or in a moreeee disgusting way to explain it, has the balls to indirectly confess to Charming Boy about her feelings.

2) Nsaes feels that by doing so, she wants to see Charming Boy reaction. If he stills doesn't respond by midnight, she takes it that it's time for her to move on. No more buts or queries. Better move on for the best. But she worries that Charming Boy doesn't understand about it. She knows that Charming Boy can be a bit of a blur at this kind of situations or probably he just don't want to understand about it.

3) By the strike of midnight, everything will change. And when Nsaes says everything, it will BE everything that has got to do w Charming Boy. Definitely for sure, this movie's ending will be a cliffhanger(:

I will certainly not predict the future because I'll not know if Nsaes will reunite w Charming Boy in time to come. There may or may not be a Part II to this movie. Only Fate will tell.

xoxo.

Sunday, February 08, 2009


I became emotional. I became untouchable. I don't feel excited anymore. I don't feel that sense of happiness anymore. It was gone after I read it. There was no way that I could get it back anymore. I became the guy in this relationship. I feel like I've got more balls than you. You are still unsure of this situation, whereas I've been the sure one. Be a man.

Stop being so indirect, it's rather irritating. Stop giving me signals/hints/flirt shits. Be a man. Be direct. Show me that you have the guts to do so, tell me what's your deal. I can't wait no more. I've been too nice and far too patience. Be a fucking man. It's an on/off relationship. I want to know your beef. What's w the hold up? What's w the one day? What's w the some day? Is this a game to you? Because damn, if so, I would want to drop out from it.

Every profile of yours stated that love is fuck, if so, you're the fucker. Yes, I'm using vulgar towards you. You made your love, fucked up. You may have all that smooth moves and those lines that may sound sweet and makes you go aww at first, but actually sounds cheesy in the end, but you don't really understand the basic about love now, do you? Now, everyone,, lets all together chant ''Fuck Love!''. Because then, that's fucked up ain't it? I don't know if I'm supposed to be happy or sad anymore. I don't even understand what that means anymore. I'm glad I'm going away soon. Away from all this. Just when I thought that 2009 is going to be great, but it's too early to say that right :/ I really really miss you suddenly, but the way you asked me that question, it was like a smack to my face and told me really wake up and realised that this is not a fairytale where this Cinderella gets her happy ending. Whenever I think about it, it's rather sad that I have to create a smirk on my face and say "That's life!", when people asked me if I was waiting too long or he was just too slow to catch up or that I'm missing the best things in life when all I did was focus on that tall, charming& gentleman human being. It's not like he swept me off my feet when we met but......well it actually was that he DID swept me off my feet, literally. Personally, I'll admit that I can't forget you and I do like you. Yes, I admit, that I, Nurul Syafiqa Binte Subhi has fallen head over heels w __________________!!!!!! But I can't seem to actually tell him this. I need a hug right now! No no, not from C.B. From my friends or anyone but him! I want to go out, I need some fresh air. This house is too full of sadness. I want to go out w my friends now! I need you guys right now. I need to tell you guys something. 2009 is a good year for a change! I need that right now.

But please, don't take away my Express-O crew.
don't take away my interest in dancing.
don't take away my family.
don't tale away charming boy.
don't take them.

I miss my old family.
I miss my express-o crew.
I miss Nur Farahin Bte Amran.
I miss my grueling dance practices.
I miss Rauf.
I miss the lepak boys.
I miss my Ycss friends.
I miss my old dance mates.
I miss Rauf.
I miss the running around the canals.
I miss being punished.
I miss being late.
I miss being a performer.
I miss Rauf.
I miss my relatives.
I miss my social life.
I miss going back late at night.
I miss sneaking out in the wee hours in the morning to lepak w C.B.
I miss going to Johore w Ayah& Kakak for late night suppers.
I miss buying gums for you.
I miss the butterflies in the stomach whenever I want to meet you.
I miss Rauf.

&&&& I love heart to heart convos w my Babyg, A.

A: Don't you think it's too long already?
Me: I know it is, butttttttttt idk eh.
A: Personally, I can't wait for a guy that long seyyy.
Me: (laughs)Well, that's life I guess.
Me: But I just want to know my position w him!!!!!!!!!!!
A: You should find out la.

It was something like that la btw. To A, i love you okay. We are similar in a way, y'knw ;). Isn't that why people think we are twins? (:

xoxo.

Friday, February 06, 2009

...




Somehow or rather, he said it's okay.
But I feel like I messed up, and I lose his trust..i think.
I didn't mean to, y'know.
Who wants to lie? Seriously..
If the situation requires lying, I have to.
Okay no, that's wrong.
It's a white lie laaaa, in that case..haish.

Main reason: Work.
Second other reason: You.

Why work? Because I have to do 5 freaking hours of free labour which almost equals to 12 hours of working. Pfft.
Why you? Because I thought it would be awkward for me to pass by you. I don't know whether I should acknowledge you or ignore you.

So yes, no friend of mine was at the bus stop. I lied.

Ifffffff only you could read this,
I'm very dory strawberry sorry.
Okay lame Syafiqa!
But really, I am sorry.
):

What is your True Fear?
Your Result: Disappointment

You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.

Commitment

Losing Someone

Where Your life is Going

Death

Being Alone

Looked down on

What is your True Fear?
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Do Guys Think You're Difficult to Date
Your Result: Total Pushover

From faking that you love his restaurant to standing on the sidelines while he gets his flirt on, you might as well have doormatt tattooed on your forehead. Guys don't want a parrot for a girlfriend; they're turned on by a little challenge. Communicate. Pissed that he's late? Tell him! And instead of waiting for him to take the lead, suggest date plans too. Expressing the real you will keep him intrigued.

Sexy Challenge

Dating Dictator

Do Guys Think You're Difficult to Date
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Okay, I'm not joining Ite West Clementi for the higher nitec, business studies (admin).
Instead I'll be joining Higher Nitec in Paramedic & Emergency Care and Nitec in Nursing (Dual Certification Course) in Ite East College.
So instead of 2 years, I'll be taking up a 3 yrs& 3 months course, because it'll secure my future in the working industry, and I could either be an Enrolled Nurse or a Paramedic at the end, insyallah.

So far, 2009 have been both pleasant and bitter for me. It definitely spells 'surprise' for me. Even my darling cousin, Farah, agrees w me during our random night meet up last week. It's like everything's new to me. No more same old things, more like new things. I'm both elated& scared. So what's next? Me getting a boyfriend? Haha, no. I don't think so. Me actually growing? Again, no. We'll just have to wait and see I guess.

Till next time,
xoxo.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

I think I want to be pampered because {insert necessary reasons}.

):

Pathetic but true.

{insert feelings right now}!



Sad..so sad.
xoxo.

Monday, February 02, 2009

The Coffeemaker,


Workkkkkk all weekend, so that explains my lack of updates.
zzzzzzzzz.
Being a barista issssss hard work, yknow?
I didn't know baristas have to do almost all the hard work, wait, all of it i guess..
Be it part time or full time mayyynn.
I've been doing IB, EB& Service almost every shift,
Okay, EB once only. Heh. IB& Service most of the time.

But I admit, all the 3 straight days hard work somehow paid off..cause' I so-called got my unplanned reward at the end of each day or shall I say, in the wee hours in the morning?. Heh. Only Farahin& Nabilah knows what I meant. Heeeeeeeee. Okay dah, 'm smiling right now while typing this(((((:
Alah, aku rindu dia pulak ni skrg. Haissshhh..how to mingle like that? -.-

Someday, just someday I will know about this fact. Hopefully it will be happening soon, because 'm starting school soon and my social life is going to expand, and I may just delete you of from my phonebook. 3 months is too long already. Hurry up boy!

;).

Btw, Kamaliah's, a full timer, last day was yesterday. Farah& Myself bought for her a small blue bottle that she wanted. Heeeeeeee. Gave her a big oldddd hug after I finished my shift. Haha. Awwwww, gonna miss her. She's definitely funny& fun to work w.

):

74688,
MOE: NURUL SYAFIQA BTE SUBHI, you are posted to ITE WEST-CLEM, BUSINESS STUDIES (ADMINISTRATION)(V33) under 2009 JAE.


I'm not disappointed or anything la, cause' that's what I wanted somehow.
Because of this,

Higher Nitec in Business Studies (Administration) graduates may apply for polytechnic courses in the following areas:
-Accountancy

-Accounting & Finance

-Banking & Financial Management

-Business Administration

-Business Management

-Business Studies

-Hospitality & Tourism Management
-Integrated Events Management
-Marketing
-Real Estate Business
-Retail Management
-Sports & Leisure Management

Like hello...? Better than nothing, cause' I wanted to join hospitality & tourism management supposedly if I were to qualify for poly, but I didn't..so yeah. Anwsssss, I have another interview at Simei again for Nitec In Nursing tomorrow. We'll see how that goes.

Till next time,
xoxo.