Showing posts with label Heart Matters.. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Heart Matters.. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

sorry i can't speak french :)

Went out w Rafi, Qeem, Nab, Tyra& Wanie over to town on Monday.
W a little gossips + frappe + window shopping + shopping + th boys joining us for th conversations makes th little outing a lil bit more fun than always :)
Love you all.


Was out the whole Tuesday;
over to Fahmy's place in the morning and thn to Jurong Point for a v late lunch, then Farah's grannyz place.
Thn to boon lay for karaoke session w Min, Yass, Aji, Syam, Farah& Fahmy(came!!! :P).
They ate their supper(-.-) and played crocodile(!!!) at th nearby playground. Hahahaha,
yes.
Love you all too.


+ Countdownnnnn w baby&friends :).
Byeeeeeeee~

Saturday, November 07, 2009

i still stand.

For once, I get what they were all trying to say.
I should get myself into an activity or something,
I need to distract myself from all this negative vibes.
It doesn't even help that I am sick.

I can't never forgive myself if I were to love a guy whole-heartedly immediately again just like I did w you.
I loved you.
I'm sorry, but then again, you should be the one who's sorry.
So i take it back, no, I'm not sorry.
I'm still strong.
bye love.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

my muse.


(1) Less than 24 hours<3
(2) Less than 24 days more<3
(3) Less than 24 minutes ago<3

Oh how i loveeeeeee 24 :)
&24 divided by 2 is 12.
Soooo what makes me love it more is that 12 is my fahvurret number :)


Okay I am happy today because I finished 22 skills which qualifies me to pass my clinical posting.
Hehehe, i will try and get my book back from the lecturer for other skills to be signed but yes, no more worries :)


I am strong enough to face this obstacle and I've open up enough details to talk about my private life before you.
I've learned that ego plays a big part in any r/s& being big-headed doesn't even help.
So if you think you want to leave, leave and don't say "we'll meet again" or "keep in touch" b/c it hurts too much for me to think about it or you anymore.
Sorry is cliche.
If it's goodbye, then IT IS goodbye.

S-"Till we meet again." (hands out hand for a shake)
C-"Just go." (walks away)
C- (in his mind)If i were to hold your hands, I won't be able to let go. So please just leave.
S-"Stupid boy." (runs to C and hugs him)

That's our story.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Us is still alive.

Before you all start judging or whatever, we are fine.
We are still us.
:)

This lyrics is just awesome;
Listen...

Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you just gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

Listen...

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don't think I forgot
Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

So don't promise me
So don't promise me.

Friday, August 14, 2009

If it's true love, then it will be back.

I am having a runny nose& sore throat right ):
Tgif, but tomorrow I still have to replace for my sick leave. Haiyyooooooooooo.
Oh, get well soon Ridhwan Selenge who contracted hsatunsatu(unbelievable but true) and now thanks eh for making me worry for myself since I'm always w you after our shift! &I'm having the symptoms already.

Sidetrack;
//
National day w this people was awesome. (see picture above& spot someone who is v the semangat to wear red& white top to bottom :P)
Instead of watching fireworks like I thought we would, we ended up going to random places decided at that point of time.
Got home at 3am& hit the sack right away.
:)

//
Meeting w Dd was great also(L)!
He looks cute as always just like my text ringtone.

//
I've got to go now, me nose is killing me! zzzzzzz.

//
You are still special to me.
But if we're meant to be,
we'll meet again.
Instead of me working hard on it, you'll do it next time.
If we're not meant to be,
hopefully you'll be happy in the future w your life
&we'll be friends w benefits still.
:)

xo.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Depressing much? No?

Been searching for the right blogskin.
But I think simple is the best,
just like last time again.

Anyways, everything is neutral right now.
I might consider giving up doing something that 've always done for the past few years.
If I were to tell them about this, probably they'll have a good laugh for quite a bit and be skeptical of my decision and of me.
But what can I say? People change every once in a while and 'm trying to. Hopefully it's working right now.

It's going to be different this year. (will reveal this part in a few months time if I do remember about it.)
Too much inside things are happening right now and I have no idea whether to resolve those problems or leave them aside/be happy about the outcome or be sad about it.
I can be happy for a minute or two but things will get back to its neutral-self after that.
What the f does it mean?

I don't know if its the people I am w that makes you disappointed or worried or worst, angry whenever I am out or it is just me?
I know you gave me too much freedom(according to you) but I don't see why my freedom has to be only until 11pm.
You never did support me for what I love to do which is dancing(not until I told you about it).
It was never sincere, so tell me why I am now like this?

I have nothing to live for right now.
Dance = Gone.
Social Life = Gone.
R/s? (don't even get me started about it) = I presume it's gone for now.
I should give it up for now.
I need some space for my mind to think about other things rather than you.
For their sake, I miss you.

On top of that, a "i am going to work hard from now on" is plastered on my forehead and brain invisibly.
Because I have devastating results from Module 1.1.
Hopefully I will do well in my clinical practice and will buck up for my Module 1.2 after the next holidays.

& Finally, on a random note: Happy Schooling Kiddos! (:

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I expected more from Jpa's chalet, but it's all good.
We did bond and everything, so it's all good.
I did enjoyed it btw(:
Pictures will be up in the next post or smth like that..

//
've made up my mind,
it's my final decision.
've seek advice and 'm taking it.
I don't want to be at the losing end,
(lending S's quote,) I am fighting for my happiness.
I am comfortable w both but there is this distinct difference between both of them that only I know about.
"We're still friends so I don't see the difference." - If you're reading this, I am sorry. You have your happiness already and you can't be greedy to want to have both. I still want to be friends w you, but just friends, not more than that. Take care of your other half.

If you read my fb page, I said, "I'm left w one. The old one."
I have made a promise to a friend that I will pluck up the courage to do so, and You, the one I promise at 3.40am in the morning just now on the phone, jangan pula kembang biler baca ni. Aku kan dah promise kau so you know i'll do it right? Because we're talking about Syafiqa here who will somehow or rather not break her promise ;)

I ask myself everyday whether was it worth it doing all this for you? Well, only you will know my answer.

xoxo.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

happy sesaaaaaaaaaaangat!

Usually, 'll start my post w quote. But this time, 'll end this post w the quote.

This post is partly for my darling Ain. Or her friends call her, Farah or In. She has been w me for the past 16 plus years that 'll lived till now. People said we looked too alike to be cousins and some even insists that we are sisters and we are denying it. But no, we are really really cousins. Eventhough she's older, 'm taller and built bigger than her. But still, we're the same age. We have the same taste in almost everything, every humans(especially boys) and well, anything. She gives me good advice and well, it's because she experienced much more things than me. I can confide to her about anything because she's my cousin who is as close as a Siamese twin could ever be close. We even worked w each other at the same company at the same time. But 've moved on, and she's still the coffeemaker that 'll always love.

Who's the girl, Ain?
This Ain i meant. Or Farah. Or In.
(:







Our C --- B --- T --- L days together,


Why is this post partly dedicated to her? Because she was one of my companions during last night's trip to Fico w the boys. No, make it my only girl companion(:

Saturday evening, headed to JP w Sysse to watch Hannah Montana(hehehe!), then headed home after buying some necessities. After which, doing nothing at home till I got a call from Yass and he asked to watch them play at Fico at midnight. &luckily Farah was there, so yes, I agreed.
The boys fetched me and then, Farah and off to Fico. They played for 2 hours then, sent me, Farah, In and his cousin back and I reached home at 4am.

Didn't sound interesting huh? Well, the inside story is. Hehehehehe.
That's why I am soooooo happy sesangat(sorry Cikgu for the bad malay!) today...still. :P

"I was already in too deep.
Because when I thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes.
I wanted nothing more than to be w him."


xoxo.

Monday, June 08, 2009

happy still...

Bunny-ish teeth :B and chubby cheeksssss :O
"I think I prefer it this way(:
We are good the way we are,
not more not less,
just awesome.
(:"

-updated JeSuisSyaf.bs at 10.19pm.

I think 'm high right now. No, not because of drugs or redbull(which 'm craving for right now! :S) or caffeine for that matter.
It's......well......yup. One of those things where you don't know how to explain but it actually makes sense somehow or rather, in a girl's language(:

Anyways, I actually woke up early today despite this week being the last week of school; we-can-skipped-it-because-exams-are-over-week.
Initially, I planned to sleep till afternoon or something, but during the weekend, Yass invited me to the boys' soccer game.
Yes, to see the Paramedics/Nursing Boys is worth my morning by the way because their lame jokes still somehow gets to me and get this, I was not annoyed(which actually isn't surprising considering that I don't get annoyed easily).
Plus, Aiman and Tyra was there, so it's like double the worthiness(:P).

1)Meeting w the cousin tomorrow for a show.
Excited or what?! :D.

2)I am just only 16, barely 17.
&'m expected to make a decision which could make the chosen party happy and make the unchosen party sad.
Can I not choose? I don't want to hurt anyone so can you please stop asking this questions.
Maybe 'm a pessimist because of them.
Maybe I can't have a proper built r/s because of them.
Maybe I can't convince myself that this will work out because of them.
Maybe part of the reason why I choose to be careful about my r/s w any boys involved was because of them.
Maybe part of the reason why I always delay my answers is because of them.
See how much of their problems is affecting my daily normal teenager life!??!
So much for telling a teenager to live life to the fullest and not make adult decisions.

3)I miss having actual things to do w him.
Having actual quality time.
When I browse through his folders, I realised that I have no idea what the events are in those pictures.
I realised that I had miss out on a lot of things that happened in this life.
Partly maybe because we are of opposite sex and it's hard to talk about a teen girl's life to her own father.
Maybe because of the recent events that had occur including my school, my social life and his work, we have no more actual time to go out and do things together like, painstakingly following him to go fishing in the middle of the ocean, rollerblading, driving lessons, late night escapade across the border or even watch him repair the car.
I miss this simplest things.
I miss spending quality time w him.
I miss Ayah.

xoxo.

Friday, June 05, 2009

NOT AS WE PLANNED.

"Should I tell you that I miss you? That I am so used to your presence that I can't adapt when you're not around? Things are just not what it was planned to be now, is it?

But I miss the other one also. I don't miss you as much as last time right now, but whenever I meet you, butterflies in my stomach kept forming and yes, my heart beats faster than ever whenever I see you. When I hear your heart beats as calm as ever, it sends all sorts of signal to me till I feel all giggly and tingly.

So who?"
- updated JeSuisSyaf.bs at 3.09am.


Was conferencing w 5 people on the phone just now,
it was all so fun except for the part where we discussed about something.
It's too serious that I couldn't even bare to imagine what would happen in the future..

Things are now not as smooth as it was supposed to be.
I messed up, I got greedy, I got unfair and finally I deserved this.

"What is actually the definition of a man?"
"Big Ego."
"They are not Syaf! I mean I'm a man or boy if you called me that but woman have much more ego as big as a hippo. Or is it because of the guys you knew and they turned out crappy, you've decided that all men have huge egos?"
"No, I've lived and learnt...so for now, men have huge egos."
"Well girls OR woman are temperamental."
"So is the guys.."
"...."

;You asked me what is the definition. &you're disagreeing? Then next time don't ask. Pfft.


I can't adapt to this. I can't be the one who you'll resort to as a last resort. No, I'm not talking about you. I'm talking to the other you.
My eyes are about to shut tight...yet I can't bring myself to sleep w/o waking up at least 10mins each half an hour to check if you would text or took the initiative to call me.
No, this time it is not the caffeine or redbull's fault. It's yours.
I guess I have to let this go, don't be such a pessimist but......well....we'll see.

:/

Sunday, May 31, 2009

It's all good.

"'m still good, 'm still fine.
But what's life without a little drama? Just a teensy drama(wouldn't call it drama, but hell it sounds so suspense-y! :P) but it's all good and back to the ol' times."
- updated JeSuisSyaf.bs at 9.27pm.


Some of the bunch,

Going back to Yc on Friday night was the best decision 've made so far! ;).
It made me realized how much I loved high school when I saw the teachers, juniors and the performing arts group(obviously malay dance) performing that day.
I wanted to almost cry when I saw a particular boy performing that night because he reminded me sososososo much like C.B.
No, everything is good between both of us, just that the resemblance was so uncanny that I feel that I was looking at C.B instead of the boy(:

I hugged the 3 other girls when I met them up. First was obviously, Wanie because I met her first. Then, Iqah& the failed attempt to hug Tyra -.- Haha, still I did! Heh. Love the girls so much. Orgasmic(sp?) feeling after meeting them, hehehe so excited la!

Everyone's so different in a way already when I saw them that night. Malay Dance was theeeee bomb okay!(being biased right now, but wth, I was from it what!) Hehe.

After Syf Gala, went to SB Macs for supper! Catch up a lil bit, hehe. But Tyra, Wanie& Iqah left early. So it's Yass and the Bcube boys who actually joined us early just now. Walked back w the boys but I took the bus soon later and reached home at almost 1am. Hehehehe.

Saturday:
Some of the bunch

Went to school in the morning w Nab for Nursing Studies lesson.
Ms Choo was kind enough to give us questions that was not in the previous years' exam papers.
Hopefully, it'll help me w the revision.
After class finished at almost 1pm, the girls(Sasha, Maj, Nab& myself) went to the toilet to fix our makeup for the outing and the boys painstakingly waited almost half an hour for us to finish outside school. Hehehe.
Then we(Sasha, Nab, Maj, Iqbal, Yass, Rab(Baby), Fad, Dzul& myself) went to Tanah Merah to take the train to Marina to eat there first.
Went off w/o Iqbal after that since he got a date w Mira. Hehe.
Headed to Zara, Topman& Fourskin first since Sasha wanted to get a leather jacket for her bf, searched and searched but to no avail.

Ate at Ljs next and Fahmy and Min joined us later. Bought takeaways Din also, and headed up to underground to meet Din.
Left underground at about 3pm i think, then studied at Esplanade Library(which was the original plan but it took a lot of time to get to the original plan which we finally did). Heh.
In the library, all studied Nursing Studies and Raudha/Stef& Syu joined us also. Then we left the library at almost 7pm and took 960 to Bugis. Stef had to leave after that.
We headed at Haji Lane for Mosi Cafe to sheesha there. My virgin sheesha puff that is, that night. Hehehehe.
Played games to lighten up the atmosphere and everyone was having a blast at that point of time. Had to leave at 9.30pm since Ibu reminded me in the morning not to go home late like the night before.
Went to Bugis station w Fad, Nab, Fahmy& Din and trained back home. Reached home by 11pm. Bathed/ Watched tv and slept early.


Life Right Now:
'm still the same Syaf btw. Only trying to change to be a lady meaning no more swearing and instead use polite but angry words. Get it? No? Nevermind.
I have to change since it's for the best.
Because I think 'm falling head over heels for him again.
(:(
Good or bad?
...........
'm starting to be smitten when I see him even just a glance..
That's how much I think I love you.
But it's interesting that I can't seem to tell you that I love you. It's interesting how you are always the one that 'll still choose now matter how many guys 've got to know. It's interesting when I say "i'll move on" but in the end, it always revert back to you. It's interesting that 'll always think of what to say to you to make sure I don't make a fool of myself infront of you though you have already seen my candid moments. It's interesting that your little gestures still makes me feel all tingly and happy jumpy little girl. It's interesting that I can't count how many times 've cry and giggle excitedly for you. It's interesting that I always think of you whenever I see my junior. It's interesting that you find me funny at times when I know my jokes are always lame. It's interesting that I still do not know the real reason to why I still fall for you eventhough I can never know when and whether you'll love me back. Buttttt, it will be more interesting if only you knew my blog and read this and straight away text me and tell me you love me too. It will be more interesting if you knew about this feeling that I have kept from you for you for a long time.
(:(


Exam is tomorrow& wednesday.
Hep B jab is on this coming week.
Napfa test is on this coming week also.
Posting results is on this coming week also.
Clearing of lockers is on this coming week also.
Idris's 17th/ Nadrah's 17th/ Sysse's 18th is on this coming week also.
Chinese Lesson is on 3rd week of June.
JP0904A Chalet is on 3rd week of June also.

So many events! Okay, since 'll be busy to update, 'll do an advance shoutout to them.
JUNE 1st; Happy 17th Idris! :)
JUNE 1st; Happy 17th Nadrah Rozman! :)
JUNE 3rd; Happy 18th Ainni Subhi! :)


xoxo.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

I can't wait for June/July holiday to commence! Hehehe.
Chinese Lesson/Chalet/Holiday/Friends!

Now,
Life is good.
Life is just great.
Everyone that's involved in it is all so great.
But there's one thing that's not so great.
You.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

two worlds apart..

Firstly,
Happy Belated 18th to the v Dearest Nad!
Sorry I couldn't update last night, I went back home late. Hehe.
Love you girlfriend,
Muacksmuacks, xoxo!


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I had to wake up early for school on Saturday for a walkathon, which was actually optional but if you did attend, you'll get 3 cip hours which is considered good for an hour walk.
Anws, met up w the usual two and reached school at 7.40 and went to report at the field. Everyone was v cheery and happy because the walk seemed fun w the class being united eventhough only almost half of the class attended the event.

After the walk, went to Cafe 1 and discussed some things w CA and the other classmates.
Then Sha, Nab and myself changed into our home clothes and left school at 10am.
Took 31 to Tampines Interchange and Sha left to meet her boyfriend.
So it was left w Nab, the boys and myself.

Walked to a multi-purpose hall at Tampines at 11am and the boys started playing takraw while Nab& Myself entertained each other w taking pictures or looked at the boys play.
Baby injured his toe while playing takraw but he still want to play -.- Luckily after awhile, his toe is fine(:
Nab had to leave at around almost 2pm to go to her cousin's house at Tampines and Yass sent her to the bus stop.

I wasn't that bored actually after Nab left because luckily Peter& Min was not playing at that point of time.
The boys continued playing till 3pm and they started to change and we left at 4pm.
Bid goodbye to Peter& Fad since they're walking home while the rest took bus or the train.
Then, bid goodbye to Dzul& Iqbal and the rest took the train back; Din left somewhere before lavender and Baby left at Jurong East )':

Min, Yass& myself dropped at Boon Lay where we met Ain. Then we headed to Banquet to have our brunchner(breakfast/lunch/dinner). Syam, Azri joined us later, and we went to Golden Village to purchase 8 tickets for NATM 2.
Then we went to Coffeebean. Bought drinks and chatted around to pass time for our movie to start. Ian, Nizam, Sol& Ierfan then came. Had to buy 2 more tickets for the other two.
Movie started at 9.35pm, and it ended at around 11.40pm. Left them at 12.20am and took 240 back home.
Met up w Rauf for a while and reached home at 1.30am like that. Bathed and slept afterwards.

Presenting, my other baby..
Hehehe.
&you all thought that I have a boyfriend.
Haha.
Finally I got to meet her yesterday after walkathon.
Love you babyg, xoxo.
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At school on a Saturday for a Walkathon,

Look at Baby at the v right, the boy wearing the brown bermudas,
v v cute! Hehehe.

After the walk,




Changed into home clothings,


The ever so charming Peter,

At night, meeting the B-Cubes at Jurong Point,


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I have always been there, it's just that you didn't took the initiative to search for the one who have always got your back w whatever that you choose to do.
I felt bad and wanted to cry when 've let you down.
Your smell still lingers somewhere around me right before, now& after.
Why must ego always overtake your feelings?
Please put your ego aside and let whatever you're feeling out.
I want to see you do you, not you do what people want you to do.

xoxo.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Love is like a battlefield.

I MISS BBYGS SO MUCH SIA.

I MISS BBYBS ALSO.
Yes Faez, you also, though you can be a pain in the butt sometimes.
I MISS C.B ALSO!
Obviously I can't put his picture here, because what's a secret love if you revealed everything in just a post?

Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.
Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.
Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.
Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.
Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.Imypplsovmuch.
Imypplsovmuch.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Is chivalry really dead? I still am waiting for a romantic knight in a shining armor.
I know there's no perfect man in this wholeeeee wide world, so it'll take a couple more years for me to start dating again and search for the one that's perfect for me.
Again, why rush?

Was browsing through youtube and this is cute.


"I have a secret. I was watching you first."

;).

*Had a mini celebration for the birthday girl during lunch today. 10 Chicken Rice from Cafe 2 takeaways& headed up to the table at level 3. Sang a birthday song, cutted the cake, took pictures, ate our lunches and cake and went back to lesson. Gave the birthday girl a hug.

**Happy 17th Dear Majidah!(:

Thursday, April 30, 2009

(my really black mamba hair :'(. in sunlight only can see a little colour. Booo!)
Photobucket

I want to move on but that smile&charm just stops me from doing so..
You're so nice, yet you're not my boyfriend.
Like I treat you like my only dude, but you're not my boyfriend.

My favorite bunch w the CA.
(in no order; Yasser, Zahidah, Sharifah, Stefannia, Raudha, Nabilah, Nadirah, Iqbal, Rabbani, Fad, Majidah, Dzul& Peter).
Not in picture is Afiqah.

Gerek people(:

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Yay, not schooling tomorrow! Heeeeee, going out later~
I'll see you when I see you,
xoxo.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

The rope is still tangled.
The rope is still attached.
The rope is still connected.
The rope is still our linkage to each other.
The rope is still our happy link.
The rope is still never a bad link.
The rope is still ever so strong and happy.
The rope is still equivalent to our happy times.
The rope is still representing our ship.

"Now I’m speechless
Over the edge
I’m just breathless
I never thought that I’d catch this
Lovebug again

Hopeless
Head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I’d get hit
By this lovebug again"

xoxo.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

written partly on my heart,

(L) is for you.
Patience is a virtue,
lets make sure of that.

Locking my decision; pressing the green blinking button.
Not going to look back again.
Is it yes, is it no?
'll make sure that this part shall not be revealed. 'll make sure that no one's opinions will get into my head and change my whole decision. Whether it's either right or not, I will learn from the process by myself. I would be glad to listen to your advices but the decision is still in my hand. Whatever your advice are, be it good or bad, I'll still listen because I know you meant well. It's easy for you to tell me to move on and 'll be happy. It's easy for you to tell me that I will be glad that I move on before school's starts so that 'll mingle more. It's easy for you to say that he's a jerk and laugh at his bad qualities.

But somehow or rather, even if I didn't tell him, on the spot, right when you've started criticising about his name, looks& behaviour towards me, thinking that I don't mind(obviously I would say I won't mind), but actually I did. Somehow or rather,(call me a cry baby or a loser) I felt like crying and eventually I will but 'll quickly wipe my tears off because he's my friend. You may not respect him but please, just respect him as my friend if you were actually my true friend, or else, you'll lose respect that you've gained through the months& years from me.

'm just disappointed at times w you people. Just v disappointed w YOU people. You know who you are. Would you like it if I were to make fun of your name& compare it to a pet's sound? It's rude, and shows that you HAVE no etiquette at all. Not that 'm perfect or anything, but at least show some manners even if you think that 'm not the kind of person who deserved your utmost good behaviour and presence. Just show me that you can be the person that deserved my respect or else, 'll definitely walk away from you and never contact you again, because I don't want to be friends w people who doesn't deserve my respect.



A v lovely afternoon spent w the friends today, xoxoxoxoxoxoxo.
1) Please don't mind my chubby face.
2) Ate Tyra's homemade brownies& pastas.
3) Taboo-ed for 6 rounds, I think.
4) Played around w the rest.
5) Bus ride; partnered w A again(:

xoxo.