i still stand.

For once, I get what they were all trying to say.
I should get myself into an activity or something,
I need to distract myself from all this negative vibes.
It doesn't even help that I am sick.

I can't never forgive myself if I were to love a guy whole-heartedly immediately again just like I did w you.
I loved you.
I'm sorry, but then again, you should be the one who's sorry.
So i take it back, no, I'm not sorry.
I'm still strong.
bye love.