happy sesaaaaaaaaaaangat!

Usually, 'll start my post w quote. But this time, 'll end this post w the quote.

This post is partly for my darling Ain. Or her friends call her, Farah or In. She has been w me for the past 16 plus years that 'll lived till now. People said we looked too alike to be cousins and some even insists that we are sisters and we are denying it. But no, we are really really cousins. Eventhough she's older, 'm taller and built bigger than her. But still, we're the same age. We have the same taste in almost everything, every humans(especially boys) and well, anything. She gives me good advice and well, it's because she experienced much more things than me. I can confide to her about anything because she's my cousin who is as close as a Siamese twin could ever be close. We even worked w each other at the same company at the same time. But 've moved on, and she's still the coffeemaker that 'll always love.

Who's the girl, Ain?
This Ain i meant. Or Farah. Or In.
(:







Our C --- B --- T --- L days together,


Why is this post partly dedicated to her? Because she was one of my companions during last night's trip to Fico w the boys. No, make it my only girl companion(:

Saturday evening, headed to JP w Sysse to watch Hannah Montana(hehehe!), then headed home after buying some necessities. After which, doing nothing at home till I got a call from Yass and he asked to watch them play at Fico at midnight. &luckily Farah was there, so yes, I agreed.
The boys fetched me and then, Farah and off to Fico. They played for 2 hours then, sent me, Farah, In and his cousin back and I reached home at 4am.

Didn't sound interesting huh? Well, the inside story is. Hehehehehe.
That's why I am soooooo happy sesangat(sorry Cikgu for the bad malay!) today...still. :P

"I was already in too deep.
Because when I thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes.
I wanted nothing more than to be w him."

xoxo.

happy still...

Bunny-ish teeth :B and chubby cheeksssss :O
"I think I prefer it this way(:
We are good the way we are,
not more not less,
just awesome.
(:"
-updated JeSuisSyaf.bs at 10.19pm.

I think 'm high right now. No, not because of drugs or redbull(which 'm craving for right now! :S) or caffeine for that matter.
It's......well......yup. One of those things where you don't know how to explain but it actually makes sense somehow or rather, in a girl's language(:

Anyways, I actually woke up early today despite this week being the last week of school; we-can-skipped-it-because-exams-are-over-week.
Initially, I planned to sleep till afternoon or something, but during the weekend, Yass invited me to the boys' soccer game.
Yes, to see the Paramedics/Nursing Boys is worth my morning by the way because their lame jokes still somehow gets to me and get this, I was not annoyed(which actually isn't surprising considering that I don't get annoyed easily).
Plus, Aiman and Tyra was there, so it's like double the worthiness(:P).

1)Meeting w the cousin tomorrow for a show.
Excited or what?! :D.

2)I am just only 16, barely 17.
&'m expected to make a decision which could make the chosen party happy and make the unchosen party sad.
Can I not choose? I don't want to hurt anyone so can you please stop asking this questions.
Maybe 'm a pessimist because of them.
Maybe I can't have a proper built r/s because of them.
Maybe I can't convince myself that this will work out because of them.
Maybe part of the reason why I choose to be careful about my r/s w any boys involved was because of them.
Maybe part of the reason why I always delay my answers is because of them.
See how much of their problems is affecting my daily normal teenager life!??!
So much for telling a teenager to live life to the fullest and not make adult decisions.

3)I miss having actual things to do w him.
Having actual quality time.
When I browse through his folders, I realised that I have no idea what the events are in those pictures.
I realised that I had miss out on a lot of things that happened in this life.
Partly maybe because we are of opposite sex and it's hard to talk about a teen girl's life to her own father.
Maybe because of the recent events that had occur including my school, my social life and his work, we have no more actual time to go out and do things together like, painstakingly following him to go fishing in the middle of the ocean, rollerblading, driving lessons, late night escapade across the border or even watch him repair the car.
I miss this simplest things.
I miss spending quality time w him.
I miss Ayah.

xoxo.

And there were 16.
So who's next?
:(.

Peektures W Details,

Hello Readers(:

Currently, I'm feeling soo lethargic and sick. Eek..flu, phlegm, cough& sore throat.

Haiyyoooo~

Okay, as promised. My Aunt's Wedding Pictures. But later. For now, I shall elaborate more w the event.

Friday night:
At around 9pm, Kakak, Ayah& Myself headed to Aunt's house to help with the potpourri's' and also the signboards. Went down to look at the decos, and helped vacuum the places and put the carpets also. Left the place and went home at 1am.

Saturday:
Woke up at 9am, and left home at 11am, and went to Aunt's house. Headed up to Bibik Masni's house and bring out all the items to be exchanged w the male side. Then headed down to under the block for the nikah session. After everything ended at 1pm, left the place.

Reached home and relax till about 4.30pm. Then changed to black coloured clothings and left home for Aunt's Wedding Dinner. Helped out for a while then, the event started at 8pm. Since the wedding dinner is mostly for Bibik and Uncle Rizal's working colleagues, instead of helping out, I hang out w the male cousins. Boy were they crappy. We crapped about O's, Ite, Poly, Dyed Hair& Satay(inside joke). Hahahaha, funny maaynnn.

Anws, after the event ended at around 9pm, the cousins ate together. Then Ayah joined us to eat. We left the place at about 12am. Headed home, and bath then sleep.

Sunday:
Woke up at 9am and ironed the clothings. This time, the family was asked to wear any shade of red coloured clothings. Headed out at 10.30am, and reached Bibik's place at 11am. Then, went up to assist with the items. Then, Kakak& myself were appointed to be the kendarats but in the end, I did it myself with a distant relative of mine. -_______- Then, the real deal started at 2pm, when the male side came then I was perspire like waterfall, and etc. Blah blah blah blah...Ibu's Side of the family came, ate and left and blah blah blah. Sorry,,too lazy to elaborate more. Isshkk... Then, this and that.

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Left the place at 6pm and went home. Bath at around 7.45pm, and texted Andre(not in Ycss Andre), and met up w Rauf for a while and back home by 11pm. Slept at 2am and my legs were hurting since I wore my 4 inch heels and stand throughout the Persandingan. Adoooo~ (copying Yass. ;D.)

Here are the pictures(:
Enjoy and all aren't edited, so pardon if my face is ugly.

p/s, captions are above on each picture if available.

Friday Night Preparations,








The Nikah Platform,



Saturday Morning,
Nikah Day.
Male Side Exchanges,



Bibik Wahidah,
Kakak& Safuan,

Uncle Rizal& Tok Kadi(sp?)
Them w Grandpapi,




Yay! Officially Husband& Wife,



Ibu& Wak (something. Heh. Forgot her name.)
Cute kan datuk aku? Hoho,

Sisters w the bride,


Saturday Night,
Wedding Dinner.

Ni due posing tak perlu,
Ayah& Paman,


Bibik& Yayi,





Theme for family during Wedding Dinner: Black or White Colour Clothings,

Sneak Preview of the Aftermath of the wedding dinner,
Cousins w Kakak& Ayah.


Sunday Morning,
Persandingan,

Pretty Bibik,


Kompang Boys,

Theme for family during Persandingan: Any shade of Red colour clothings,
(Some go against the rule. ^ ^)



Believe me, this two boys are only 15, but taller than me eventhough I wore my 4 inch heels already. D:< Myself(Buruk, i know.)& Ibu.



Emotional Day,


Gg to the Male Side,

Final Dressing,

Monday:
Woke up at a whoopy 11am, and received a call from Yass. -_______- Adoooo~(Hahahaha!)

Bathed at 1pm, and changed and went out at 2pm. Met up with the Express-O at last cabin as usual. This time, IM NOT LATE! Woo~ Heh. And this time, the Express-O that could make it was, Tyra, Amirul, Iqah, Kumar, Shak, Sulaiman, Yass& Myself. ): Not complete siaaaaaa. Haiyyoo~

Anws, went to Causeway Point and intend to watch Four Christmases actually,,, but somehow it diverts to us watching Quarantine but Tyra couldn't cause she ain't 16 yet sooooo Ami decided to accompany her and then there were 6. But they didn't left laaaaa, we met up w them after the movie. Ate at Banquet and went to Arcade. Played three kiddy games(hahahaha!) and left Causeway Point to where? HOME! Well... not really. Heh. We took 187 from Woodlands and bloody hell, the 187 bus aircon sucks likes your mother's ass maynnnnn. Hahaha, padahal aku suggest naik 187. Hahahaha! ^ ^

Bid goodbye to the Jurong West Extension kiddos who is Shak and Sulaiman, then alighted at Lakeside. Went to Jurong Greens and lepaked with Yass, Tyra, Ami, Kumar& Iqah. Shortly after, Kumar left w Iqah, then there were 4. Ami played Pocket Pool in my psp to unlock the soft porn pictures -_______- ,Tyra and Yass made music videos and I played along. Huhu(: At 10pm, Ami& Tyra left and Hisyam came. Ayah picked me up at 10.10pm, and went to MacDs to buy takeaway food for my growling stomach. Heh ;). Then, went home, ate my dinner/supper, then at 12am, went to Johor w Ayah. Reached home at 3am, bath and slept at 5am.

Pictures for Monday's Incomplete Express-O Crew outing.
Non-editted pictures though,
p/s, captions are below/above each pictures if available.


Lobang Hidungku sexy!

























Spot someone else in the picture(!) and I give you a kiss :D.









Grow hair grow~





Yass's Camwhoring Moments,



& His Obsession with Nabilah,


"Hello! Aku Yasser dan Aku syg Matair AKU! Woo~"

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Okay done! Took me 2 frigging hours to do this okay! I'm gg to eat, then bath. Heh.

I'm half happy& half sad still. :\

Byeeeeeee~

xoxo.