sorry i can't speak french :)

Went out w Rafi, Qeem, Nab, Tyra& Wanie over to town on Monday.
W a little gossips + frappe + window shopping + shopping + th boys joining us for th conversations makes th little outing a lil bit more fun than always :)
Love you all.


Was out the whole Tuesday;
over to Fahmy's place in the morning and thn to Jurong Point for a v late lunch, then Farah's grannyz place.
Thn to boon lay for karaoke session w Min, Yass, Aji, Syam, Farah& Fahmy(came!!! :P).
They ate their supper(-.-) and played crocodile(!!!) at th nearby playground. Hahahaha,
yes.
Love you all too.


+ Countdownnnnn w baby&friends :).
Byeeeeeeee~

If it's true love, then it will be back.

I am having a runny nose& sore throat right ):
Tgif, but tomorrow I still have to replace for my sick leave. Haiyyooooooooooo.
Oh, get well soon Ridhwan Selenge who contracted hsatunsatu(unbelievable but true) and now thanks eh for making me worry for myself since I'm always w you after our shift! &I'm having the symptoms already.

Sidetrack;
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National day w this people was awesome. (see picture above& spot someone who is v the semangat to wear red& white top to bottom :P)
Instead of watching fireworks like I thought we would, we ended up going to random places decided at that point of time.
Got home at 3am& hit the sack right away.
:)

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Meeting w Dd was great also(L)!
He looks cute as always just like my text ringtone.

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I've got to go now, me nose is killing me! zzzzzzz.

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You are still special to me.
But if we're meant to be,
we'll meet again.
Instead of me working hard on it, you'll do it next time.
If we're not meant to be,
hopefully you'll be happy in the future w your life
&we'll be friends w benefits still.
:)

xo.

JP0904A's Chalet (3D2N),
This chalet is like a gathering before our attachment to separate hospitals/wards/etc.
So that's why I was super excited about it,
expected more but it's okay.

I didn't get to sleepover for the first night because basically there's no plan on the night except for those who wants to drink. But since I don't drink, I decided to not sleepover. Reached the chalet at around 6pm w Shanti, Nab& Yass. Waited for the rest to get dressed and off we went to downtown to eat dinner together. After which, headed back to chalet and played games and stuffs.
My initial plan was to catch the last train then meet up w a friend after that, but apparently there was no more train at Pasir Ris, so called up my savior...my dad and he picked me up so I didn't get to meet my friend ):

Anws, I overslept the next day so my plan to go for mandarin class backfired so decided to delay my time to go for the chalet. Asked Ayah to send me to downtown at 6pm and meet up w Yass and bought some stuffs at Watsons and headed to chalet.
Joked around and I've made a new friend who is Dzul's friend who is also named Dzul -.- And he thought I was not 17 and that I looked older. :S
Headed to the bbq pit that they booked(ni part mcm what!? but just go ahead w the plan la) and eat, chat, blah blah blah. Oh yes, CJM came. Who's CJM? ChooJokeMui, Jpa's Class Advisor. Hahahaha! Naik basikal tu pun suke -.-

Then, yeaaaaaah, blah blah blah, the bbq ended at 12am. Then went back to chalet, v mendak cause their plans all like cocked up. Merepek gile part ni.
I didn't sleep till about 6am when almost half of them went to catch the 1st train back home. Slept beside Fahmy and that also, not fully sleeping. Spent half the time shifting about on the floor. Yes, I sleep at the floor. The cold cold floor, luckily it's clean.
At about 10am, started packing and bid goodbye to the rest of them. Sasha, Nab and myself showered at the swimming pool's toilet and joined the boys afterwards. Went to downtown to eat at Macs w Fahmy, Nab, Sasha, Din, Faiz, Dzul, Fad& Bani. Then took 3 to Tampines and trained back home. Told you Chalet was a bit mendak. -.-

Time for pictures(a little bit only, the rest is at FB);




















Elfy's 19th,
After our last mandarin lesson, Su asked me to join them for Elfy's 19th Birthday celebration at Tampines Mall. While the rest are gone, Suhailah, Suree& Myself headed to Simei to buy Elfy's cake first, then take the train to Tampines and walked around TM while waiting for the rest to get their seats at Pizza Hut.
After receiving a call that they gotten their seats, we gave the cake to one of the staffs to ask them to surprise Elfy later. Sally& Sid joined us later and we ate talk joked took pictures and Suree and Suhailah went to the 'toilet' and when Elfy and Aisyah came back from the ladies, the staffs and the cake came. We sang a birthday song loudly, and Elfy said she was touched and she almost wanted to cry. Awwww.
Anyways, after the celebration I couldn't follow them to Kallang because of some matters so bid goodbye to all of them in the train.

Pictures/Videos,

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Sidetrack sikit;
24th and 25th is going to be the bomb. Going back to school on the 30th for Mask Fitting& 1st July for BL Meeting!!!! :)

I miss my 4 gfs btw!!

I ammmm sooooo hungry right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Packet of maggi, here I come for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
:B.

xoxo.

It's all good.

"'m still good, 'm still fine.

But what's life without a little drama? Just a teensy drama(wouldn't call it drama, but hell it sounds so suspense-y! :P) but it's all good and back to the ol' times."
- updated JeSuisSyaf.bs at 9.27pm.

Some of the bunch,
Going back to Yc on Friday night was the best decision 've made so far! ;).
It made me realized how much I loved high school when I saw the teachers, juniors and the performing arts group(obviously malay dance) performing that day.
I wanted to almost cry when I saw a particular boy performing that night because he reminded me sososososo much like C.B.
No, everything is good between both of us, just that the resemblance was so uncanny that I feel that I was looking at C.B instead of the boy(:

I hugged the 3 other girls when I met them up. First was obviously, Wanie because I met her first. Then, Iqah& the failed attempt to hug Tyra -.- Haha, still I did! Heh. Love the girls so much. Orgasmic(sp?) feeling after meeting them, hehehe so excited la!

Everyone's so different in a way already when I saw them that night. Malay Dance was theeeee bomb okay!(being biased right now, but wth, I was from it what!) Hehe.

After Syf Gala, went to SB Macs for supper! Catch up a lil bit, hehe. But Tyra, Wanie& Iqah left early. So it's Yass and the Bcube boys who actually joined us early just now. Walked back w the boys but I took the bus soon later and reached home at almost 1am. Hehehehe.

Saturday:
Some of the bunch
Went to school in the morning w Nab for Nursing Studies lesson.
Ms Choo was kind enough to give us questions that was not in the previous years' exam papers.
Hopefully, it'll help me w the revision.
After class finished at almost 1pm, the girls(Sasha, Maj, Nab& myself) went to the toilet to fix our makeup for the outing and the boys painstakingly waited almost half an hour for us to finish outside school. Hehehe.
Then we(Sasha, Nab, Maj, Iqbal, Yass, Rab(Baby), Fad, Dzul& myself) went to Tanah Merah to take the train to Marina to eat there first.
Went off w/o Iqbal after that since he got a date w Mira. Hehe.
Headed to Zara, Topman& Fourskin first since Sasha wanted to get a leather jacket for her bf, searched and searched but to no avail.

Ate at Ljs next and Fahmy and Min joined us later. Bought takeaways Din also, and headed up to underground to meet Din.
Left underground at about 3pm i think, then studied at Esplanade Library(which was the original plan but it took a lot of time to get to the original plan which we finally did). Heh.
In the library, all studied Nursing Studies and Raudha/Stef& Syu joined us also. Then we left the library at almost 7pm and took 960 to Bugis. Stef had to leave after that.
We headed at Haji Lane for Mosi Cafe to sheesha there. My virgin sheesha puff that is, that night. Hehehehe.
Played games to lighten up the atmosphere and everyone was having a blast at that point of time. Had to leave at 9.30pm since Ibu reminded me in the morning not to go home late like the night before.
Went to Bugis station w Fad, Nab, Fahmy& Din and trained back home. Reached home by 11pm. Bathed/ Watched tv and slept early.


Life Right Now:
'm still the same Syaf btw. Only trying to change to be a lady meaning no more swearing and instead use polite but angry words. Get it? No? Nevermind.
I have to change since it's for the best.
Because I think 'm falling head over heels for him again.
(:(
Good or bad?
...........
'm starting to be smitten when I see him even just a glance..
That's how much I think I love you.
But it's interesting that I can't seem to tell you that I love you. It's interesting how you are always the one that 'll still choose now matter how many guys 've got to know. It's interesting when I say "i'll move on" but in the end, it always revert back to you. It's interesting that 'll always think of what to say to you to make sure I don't make a fool of myself infront of you though you have already seen my candid moments. It's interesting that your little gestures still makes me feel all tingly and happy jumpy little girl. It's interesting that I can't count how many times 've cry and giggle excitedly for you. It's interesting that I always think of you whenever I see my junior. It's interesting that you find me funny at times when I know my jokes are always lame. It's interesting that I still do not know the real reason to why I still fall for you eventhough I can never know when and whether you'll love me back. Buttttt, it will be more interesting if only you knew my blog and read this and straight away text me and tell me you love me too. It will be more interesting if you knew about this feeling that I have kept from you for you for a long time.
(:(


Exam is tomorrow& wednesday.
Hep B jab is on this coming week.
Napfa test is on this coming week also.
Posting results is on this coming week also.
Clearing of lockers is on this coming week also.
Idris's 17th/ Nadrah's 17th/ Sysse's 18th is on this coming week also.
Chinese Lesson is on 3rd week of June.
JP0904A Chalet is on 3rd week of June also.

So many events! Okay, since 'll be busy to update, 'll do an advance shoutout to them.
JUNE 1st; Happy 17th Idris! :)
JUNE 1st; Happy 17th Nadrah Rozman! :)
JUNE 3rd; Happy 18th Ainni Subhi! :)


xoxo.

two worlds apart..

Firstly,
Happy Belated 18th to the v Dearest Nad!
Sorry I couldn't update last night, I went back home late. Hehe.
Love you girlfriend,
Muacksmuacks, xoxo!

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I had to wake up early for school on Saturday for a walkathon, which was actually optional but if you did attend, you'll get 3 cip hours which is considered good for an hour walk.
Anws, met up w the usual two and reached school at 7.40 and went to report at the field. Everyone was v cheery and happy because the walk seemed fun w the class being united eventhough only almost half of the class attended the event.

After the walk, went to Cafe 1 and discussed some things w CA and the other classmates.
Then Sha, Nab and myself changed into our home clothes and left school at 10am.
Took 31 to Tampines Interchange and Sha left to meet her boyfriend.
So it was left w Nab, the boys and myself.

Walked to a multi-purpose hall at Tampines at 11am and the boys started playing takraw while Nab& Myself entertained each other w taking pictures or looked at the boys play.
Baby injured his toe while playing takraw but he still want to play -.- Luckily after awhile, his toe is fine(:
Nab had to leave at around almost 2pm to go to her cousin's house at Tampines and Yass sent her to the bus stop.

I wasn't that bored actually after Nab left because luckily Peter& Min was not playing at that point of time.
The boys continued playing till 3pm and they started to change and we left at 4pm.
Bid goodbye to Peter& Fad since they're walking home while the rest took bus or the train.
Then, bid goodbye to Dzul& Iqbal and the rest took the train back; Din left somewhere before lavender and Baby left at Jurong East )':

Min, Yass& myself dropped at Boon Lay where we met Ain. Then we headed to Banquet to have our brunchner(breakfast/lunch/dinner). Syam, Azri joined us later, and we went to Golden Village to purchase 8 tickets for NATM 2.
Then we went to Coffeebean. Bought drinks and chatted around to pass time for our movie to start. Ian, Nizam, Sol& Ierfan then came. Had to buy 2 more tickets for the other two.
Movie started at 9.35pm, and it ended at around 11.40pm. Left them at 12.20am and took 240 back home.
Met up w Rauf for a while and reached home at 1.30am like that. Bathed and slept afterwards.

Presenting, my other baby..
Hehehe.
&you all thought that I have a boyfriend.
Haha.
Finally I got to meet her yesterday after walkathon.
Love you babyg, xoxo.
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At school on a Saturday for a Walkathon,

Look at Baby at the v right, the boy wearing the brown bermudas,
v v cute! Hehehe.

After the walk,




Changed into home clothings,


The ever so charming Peter,

At night, meeting the B-Cubes at Jurong Point,

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I have always been there, it's just that you didn't took the initiative to search for the one who have always got your back w whatever that you choose to do.
I felt bad and wanted to cry when 've let you down.
Your smell still lingers somewhere around me right before, now& after.
Why must ego always overtake your feelings?
Please put your ego aside and let whatever you're feeling out.
I want to see you do you, not you do what people want you to do.

xoxo.