If it's true love, then it will be back.

I am having a runny nose& sore throat right ):
Tgif, but tomorrow I still have to replace for my sick leave. Haiyyooooooooooo.
Oh, get well soon Ridhwan Selenge who contracted hsatunsatu(unbelievable but true) and now thanks eh for making me worry for myself since I'm always w you after our shift! &I'm having the symptoms already.

Sidetrack;
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National day w this people was awesome. (see picture above& spot someone who is v the semangat to wear red& white top to bottom :P)
Instead of watching fireworks like I thought we would, we ended up going to random places decided at that point of time.
Got home at 3am& hit the sack right away.
:)

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Meeting w Dd was great also(L)!
He looks cute as always just like my text ringtone.

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I've got to go now, me nose is killing me! zzzzzzz.

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You are still special to me.
But if we're meant to be,
we'll meet again.
Instead of me working hard on it, you'll do it next time.
If we're not meant to be,
hopefully you'll be happy in the future w your life
&we'll be friends w benefits still.
:)

xo.

JP0904A's Chalet (3D2N),
This chalet is like a gathering before our attachment to separate hospitals/wards/etc.
So that's why I was super excited about it,
expected more but it's okay.

I didn't get to sleepover for the first night because basically there's no plan on the night except for those who wants to drink. But since I don't drink, I decided to not sleepover. Reached the chalet at around 6pm w Shanti, Nab& Yass. Waited for the rest to get dressed and off we went to downtown to eat dinner together. After which, headed back to chalet and played games and stuffs.
My initial plan was to catch the last train then meet up w a friend after that, but apparently there was no more train at Pasir Ris, so called up my savior...my dad and he picked me up so I didn't get to meet my friend ):

Anws, I overslept the next day so my plan to go for mandarin class backfired so decided to delay my time to go for the chalet. Asked Ayah to send me to downtown at 6pm and meet up w Yass and bought some stuffs at Watsons and headed to chalet.
Joked around and I've made a new friend who is Dzul's friend who is also named Dzul -.- And he thought I was not 17 and that I looked older. :S
Headed to the bbq pit that they booked(ni part mcm what!? but just go ahead w the plan la) and eat, chat, blah blah blah. Oh yes, CJM came. Who's CJM? ChooJokeMui, Jpa's Class Advisor. Hahahaha! Naik basikal tu pun suke -.-

Then, yeaaaaaah, blah blah blah, the bbq ended at 12am. Then went back to chalet, v mendak cause their plans all like cocked up. Merepek gile part ni.
I didn't sleep till about 6am when almost half of them went to catch the 1st train back home. Slept beside Fahmy and that also, not fully sleeping. Spent half the time shifting about on the floor. Yes, I sleep at the floor. The cold cold floor, luckily it's clean.
At about 10am, started packing and bid goodbye to the rest of them. Sasha, Nab and myself showered at the swimming pool's toilet and joined the boys afterwards. Went to downtown to eat at Macs w Fahmy, Nab, Sasha, Din, Faiz, Dzul, Fad& Bani. Then took 3 to Tampines and trained back home. Told you Chalet was a bit mendak. -.-

Time for pictures(a little bit only, the rest is at FB);




















Elfy's 19th,
After our last mandarin lesson, Su asked me to join them for Elfy's 19th Birthday celebration at Tampines Mall. While the rest are gone, Suhailah, Suree& Myself headed to Simei to buy Elfy's cake first, then take the train to Tampines and walked around TM while waiting for the rest to get their seats at Pizza Hut.
After receiving a call that they gotten their seats, we gave the cake to one of the staffs to ask them to surprise Elfy later. Sally& Sid joined us later and we ate talk joked took pictures and Suree and Suhailah went to the 'toilet' and when Elfy and Aisyah came back from the ladies, the staffs and the cake came. We sang a birthday song loudly, and Elfy said she was touched and she almost wanted to cry. Awwww.
Anyways, after the celebration I couldn't follow them to Kallang because of some matters so bid goodbye to all of them in the train.

Pictures/Videos,

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Sidetrack sikit;
24th and 25th is going to be the bomb. Going back to school on the 30th for Mask Fitting& 1st July for BL Meeting!!!! :)

I miss my 4 gfs btw!!

I ammmm sooooo hungry right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Packet of maggi, here I come for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
:B.

xoxo.

happy sesaaaaaaaaaaangat!

Usually, 'll start my post w quote. But this time, 'll end this post w the quote.

This post is partly for my darling Ain. Or her friends call her, Farah or In. She has been w me for the past 16 plus years that 'll lived till now. People said we looked too alike to be cousins and some even insists that we are sisters and we are denying it. But no, we are really really cousins. Eventhough she's older, 'm taller and built bigger than her. But still, we're the same age. We have the same taste in almost everything, every humans(especially boys) and well, anything. She gives me good advice and well, it's because she experienced much more things than me. I can confide to her about anything because she's my cousin who is as close as a Siamese twin could ever be close. We even worked w each other at the same company at the same time. But 've moved on, and she's still the coffeemaker that 'll always love.

Who's the girl, Ain?
This Ain i meant. Or Farah. Or In.
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Our C --- B --- T --- L days together,


Why is this post partly dedicated to her? Because she was one of my companions during last night's trip to Fico w the boys. No, make it my only girl companion(:

Saturday evening, headed to JP w Sysse to watch Hannah Montana(hehehe!), then headed home after buying some necessities. After which, doing nothing at home till I got a call from Yass and he asked to watch them play at Fico at midnight. &luckily Farah was there, so yes, I agreed.
The boys fetched me and then, Farah and off to Fico. They played for 2 hours then, sent me, Farah, In and his cousin back and I reached home at 4am.

Didn't sound interesting huh? Well, the inside story is. Hehehehehe.
That's why I am soooooo happy sesangat(sorry Cikgu for the bad malay!) today...still. :P

"I was already in too deep.
Because when I thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes.
I wanted nothing more than to be w him."

xoxo.

happy still...

Bunny-ish teeth :B and chubby cheeksssss :O
"I think I prefer it this way(:
We are good the way we are,
not more not less,
just awesome.
(:"
-updated JeSuisSyaf.bs at 10.19pm.

I think 'm high right now. No, not because of drugs or redbull(which 'm craving for right now! :S) or caffeine for that matter.
It's......well......yup. One of those things where you don't know how to explain but it actually makes sense somehow or rather, in a girl's language(:

Anyways, I actually woke up early today despite this week being the last week of school; we-can-skipped-it-because-exams-are-over-week.
Initially, I planned to sleep till afternoon or something, but during the weekend, Yass invited me to the boys' soccer game.
Yes, to see the Paramedics/Nursing Boys is worth my morning by the way because their lame jokes still somehow gets to me and get this, I was not annoyed(which actually isn't surprising considering that I don't get annoyed easily).
Plus, Aiman and Tyra was there, so it's like double the worthiness(:P).

1)Meeting w the cousin tomorrow for a show.
Excited or what?! :D.

2)I am just only 16, barely 17.
&'m expected to make a decision which could make the chosen party happy and make the unchosen party sad.
Can I not choose? I don't want to hurt anyone so can you please stop asking this questions.
Maybe 'm a pessimist because of them.
Maybe I can't have a proper built r/s because of them.
Maybe I can't convince myself that this will work out because of them.
Maybe part of the reason why I choose to be careful about my r/s w any boys involved was because of them.
Maybe part of the reason why I always delay my answers is because of them.
See how much of their problems is affecting my daily normal teenager life!??!
So much for telling a teenager to live life to the fullest and not make adult decisions.

3)I miss having actual things to do w him.
Having actual quality time.
When I browse through his folders, I realised that I have no idea what the events are in those pictures.
I realised that I had miss out on a lot of things that happened in this life.
Partly maybe because we are of opposite sex and it's hard to talk about a teen girl's life to her own father.
Maybe because of the recent events that had occur including my school, my social life and his work, we have no more actual time to go out and do things together like, painstakingly following him to go fishing in the middle of the ocean, rollerblading, driving lessons, late night escapade across the border or even watch him repair the car.
I miss this simplest things.
I miss spending quality time w him.
I miss Ayah.

xoxo.