Chalet& Countdown.

Nurul Syafiqa v v much lazy to post up pictures of the chalet
&also the details of the chalet.
But for Yasser's sake, I'll do so. -_____-

As you all know.... or not, the chalet was organised by the Jurong kiddos mainly the Express Malay Students. I was invited precisely because...... okay the connection between me& them is a little complicated, so lets just forget about that part. Heh.
But the other connection was that my cousin, Farahin was part of it. So yeah, something2 like that uhhh.

Anws firstly, I actually was THE EARLY ONE to reach Lakeside, and I had to wait for Yasser, Hisyam& Azri. Member cakap pukul 3, tapi datang almost 4. Aci kau Yass.
So yes, waited for them for about 30 mins, until Syam called me and told me to go from the last cabin to the first. -___-
Luckily, I was in a good mood, if not, i don't know ahhh eh.

Then the late aci came, and we boarded the train.
Alighted at Tampines and took 29 to Aloha Changi.
We reached there at about 6pm. Then put our belongings at Chalet D.
Oh yeah, they booked two chalets, C&D.
So yes, for now, my belongings were put together w the boys.
Joined the rest downstairs and met up w the Jurong kiddos consists of Farahin, Min, Solihin, Azura, Nasri, Nadrah, Ierfan, Izwan& Murni.
After which, Sufiyan, Faizal, Kamarul, Nizam& Uzair came.

Then we tried starting the fire then after almost 1 or 2 hours plus, the fire started w the help of Yan& Faizal and the BBQ begin.
I decided to help Farah w the BBQ-ing and we BBQ the bacon, hot dogs, chickens& satay. Also, Nadrah, Murni, Azura, Izwan, Min& Sol helped with the bbqing.
We bbqed for quite sometime till 8.45pm then Farah& Myself took a eating break while Yan, Nizam, Faizal& Uzair helped w the BBQ.

Sparing all the miscellaneous details, and so at 10 plus, we decided to play the 'Ling Ling Chi Bang' game w the penalty of using the wet head.
Trust me, you don't want to mess w the wet head. Hahaha, don't get me? Never mind, you don't need to ;).
Then something happened so the game was stopped.
But the matter subside soon enough and by 1am, we played Taboo which was another form of Charades. For the first 3 rounds of the game, there were two teams.
1st team consists of Izwan, Murni, Farah, Myself, Azri, Uzair, Kamarul& Yan.
2nd team consists of Nizam, Faizal, Nadrah, Azura, Sol, Yass, Ierfan& Min.
Well 2nd team won. But it's all good.

For the next 3 rounds of the game, and by then it was already 1.30 am, two teams were formed again. But members were changed.
1st team; Izwan, Murni, Farah, Myself, Azri, Uzair, Min, Kamarul& Yan.
2nd team; Nizam, Faizal, Nadrah, Hisyam, Yass& Ierfan. (but Sol& Azura came later).
Yet again, 2nd team won.
Yan said we lose but w dignity. Haha, macam paham. Lol.

At 3am, Farah& Myself decided to go and bath together. All of us slacked and at around 4am, they played Taiti outside. By 6am, all were tired& we went to bed. I took my belongings and moved from Chalet D to C or else I'll be sleeping w the boys instead. Lol.

Slept w Farah, Murni, Izwan, Nad, Min& Ierfan and all woke up at 9.30am thanks to Sol for waking us up.
Bathed and check out at 10.30am, then we took 29 back to Tampines Interchange. By then, all of us were separated from Sol, Azura, Yass, Kamarul, Azri& Hisyam who took the train.
We took 65 to Vivo and the bus ride was 1 1/2 hours. Baik peee? -_-
Ate at Harbourfront and Nad left early. Then we took 30. By then, most of them were out of the bus when it passes by TJ& Teban. So it was left w Farah& Myself.

I took the train back home and reached home at 4pm.
Played w the computer and slept at 6pm. I was awaken by Ibu's knock on my bedroom door and woke up at 8.45pm. Haha, I slept like a pig sak. Lol.
Checked my phone and there was 4 msgs.
Texted Yass and said that I wanted to follow my friends to go the Countdown. And bathed and went out of the house at 9.30pm. Met up w Rauf for a while. Then, I got sleepy& tired. Called Kumar and said that I wasn't going to follow them and went home instead.

At 12.30am, received a text from Yass asking whether I want to lepak w them. By 1am, went out of the house despite being tired and went to meet them and went to lepak at the void deck near TJ. I think Rauf got mad cause' I'm the only girl and it was already late at night. Lol.

By 1.40am, separated from them and walked home. Bid goodbye to Kumar& Yass, walked home from Ycss front gate w bravery though it was already 1.45am and it was dark already. Rauf wanted to pick me up but I was near Lakeside already and he was sick. Didn't want to trouble him anyways. Went to 7-11 and bought drinks& snacks and went home. Slept at about 3.30am.

Today, I woke up at 1pm. Hahahahaah, like pig sey. Heh. But it was worthwhile because I am not that tired anymore. Heh.

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So yes, it's already 2009. What's in store for me in the future? I'll never know. Now lets just hope it's all about
- having at least 20 points for my O level results, if better, alhamdullilah(:
- having great company in the future.
- having more gatherings w my friends whom I love dearly.
- being schooled in NP or NYP in a course of Nursing. Heh.
- having a boyfriend!?!?!? (This is still skeptical to me. Lol.)

p/s, this is not a new year's resolution. Lol. This is just a 'I hope that this will happen' and not a 'I want this to happen'. Hahaha.

pp/s, I dont want to make a resolution anymore. This will stop right here.

;)

Sorry if there's no pictures, I'll post it some other time. Or not. Heh.

&gyming and abs exercises, "Hello. I'm Nurul Syafiqa. And I'll be your best friend for the days coming ahead in 2009. Heh."

xoxo.

2008.

In 2008, I...
[ ] cheated on someone
[x] been kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[ ] made out
[ ] made out in a car
[ ] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[x] fell in love with a fool
[x] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[x] had a stalker
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[x] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[ ] kissed under the mistletoe
[x] got a job
[ ] got straight A's
[x] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] embarrassed myself
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldn't stand
[ ] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[ ] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to a camp
[x] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[x] flirted shamelessly
[x] visited a foreign country
[ ] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[x] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] tried to lose weight
[x] dyed my hair
[x] smoked
[ ] came close to losing my life
[ ] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[ ] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[ ] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[ ] kissed a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[x] made new friends
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out
[ ] got in trouble with police
[ ] kissed in a pool
[ ] kissed under the stars
[x] stole
[x] had the time of your life
[ ] performed
[x] fell out of love
[ ] had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool
[x] held someones hand that you didn't care about
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[ ] got caught for something illegal
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[ ] gone on vacation
[ ] gone on vacation with a friend
[ ] witnessed a loved one die
[ ] played strip poker
[ ] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[ ] had an amazing year
[x] missed someone so badly you just cried
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet
[x] am glad 2008 year is over

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It's already 30th December 2008. Like omg. So fast. In one day and a few hours time, it'll be 2009. Wow.

So far in 2008, I've

- been in catty fights which was actually a misunderstanding/stupid/immature that obviously involves boys.
- been humiliated for a gazillion times.
- been broken hearted once.
- made new friends.
- rebelled against Ibu by going back home after the national curfew.
- been single for, until now, 2 years 7 months.
- not gone to solat terawih, instead hanging out w the boys.
- been getting into trouble w teachers but got away w it w my excuses.
- been performing for Yuan Ching Secondary in Malay Dance, until now, about 5 or 6 performances, which I'm v proud of.
- managed to sustain the grueling dance practices. (major stretching, btw!)
- been buying my close friends birthday gifts without fail. (read:close(!) only)
- fell in love twice.
- kissed a boy on the cheek. (it was sincere! heh.)
- hugged/hold hands w two boys. (who actually meant alot to me!)
- almost got into a relationship thrice!
- done w O levels.
- been flirty.
- been trying to control my anger. (trying not to curse alot.)
- know what's real& what's fake.
- celebrated National Day by watching fireworks w love ones.
- met him face to face.
- tried to improve in my studies.

..... and alot more. this for now, is what I can remember. Lol.

Alrighty, it's time for me to get some shut eyes.
For now, I hope 2009 would be better than 2008, because 2008 was just not my year to shine.

(:

xoxo.

coconut head.

Dinner at Bali Thai w Ibu yesterday after which, went to Farahin's House since Grandpapi was staying there. Went home at around 11pm just to take my passport, and headed to Jb w Ibu & Ibu Yut& Ayah Lan. Ate supper there, and went home at around 2.30am. Reached home at 3.30am, and hit the sack right away. Too tired deeeyyy~

I know today's post is super boring, but 'm still sad about my hair. Haiyoooo~
Want to meet Kakak or not uhhh tonight after she finished work? Oh wait, she already finished work at 6 just now, BUT DO I WANT TO MEET HER OR NOT UH?
I want to buy my lanyard!!!!!!!!!!! -___-

Anywhoos, chalet on tuesday, will be going w the bcube& meet Farahin there! Hoho(:

Dah dah, aku nak kluar uhhhh. Byeeee~

dtothepress,

I know what you're thinking.
This is too early in the morning to blog, butttttt I can't really sleep well due to my hair.
Not that it was giving me problems.

But I was actually too sad about the lost of my locks.
Major ADOOOOOOOOOO~
Now how?
Extensions?
Wait for it to grow?
WHAT WHAT WHAT?

See la...itchy hand sampai buat bende drastic.
-_______-

Now now, don't tell me 'm crying right now?
Omg, for a boy or my hair?
Pfft.

've never been this upset about my hair since last year.
Nor for a boy either.
I don't have any more confidence to go out w this kind of hair.
Don't ask me out.
Don't call me.
Don't text me.
I only want to go out when 'm in a good state and figure out how can I look great w this kind of short hair.
Don't get me wrong, I love the perm/curls but I hate the length. TOOK ME AT LEAST 5 MONTHS TO LET IT GROW TILL AFTER MY SHOUDLER.
Now, 'm like a boy w boobs. A short boy.
I can't face anyone anymore.
I will cry if you say anything about my hair,
because THIS, by far, was the regret of my life.
No point crying over it, I know.
It's over.

p/s, alah you make me so darn confuse laa boy. tak nak layan cakap aje laaaaaaaaaaaa.

Bye ah.

itchy hand.

Hello There(:

Okay, now don't scold me because I did something really stupid today.
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee don't.

Being me, who is fickle minded and itchy hand, I cutted me long-after-shoulder-length-locks to a layered-kinda-bob-kinda-shoulder-length hair.

:'(.

SHORT SIAK. But whaaat to do. Adoooo~
Now, it's like nyonya-going-to-market-kinda-hair because of its perm and length.
Heh. I know la I v. the itchy hand. I really hope this hair will grow long faster(! x infinity) or I'll get extensions if I'm too darn upset already. Sheesh.
Right now, I just have to work it w this hairdo& *imitates Tim Gunn's Voice* MAKE IT WORK.
Strut& Work it. :D.

Before:
After:


*sobs like a baby*

SEDIH GILEERRR DEHHHH. Adooooo~

I KNOW LA I LOOK FAT ACI. Pfft.

pieceofmymind,

From the first day I met you face to face& one on one, I confessed to you that you were the first guy that I could be comfortable w and that I was not going to be shy or irritated like I was w other guys. I give up, you win. I was almost on the tip of the mountain, wanting to cheer and celebrate because I had stopped liking you already.

But you pulled me down. You came back again. Mentally& Physically. Tell me, what do I do now? Those feelings are coming back. It's making its debut again. Deep down in my heart, I can hear a voice screaming whether do I hope or not hope& bits of pieces that was torn in my heart is slowing joining back. Is this a good thing or bad? I'll never know. I don't want to be humiliated again& again. It's v frustrating that you have to make a disappearing act whenever we are at the bottom of the mountain enjoying the view together. It's either I have to look for you, hope for a miracle that you would show up or that I have to stop liking you. Your smell is still lurking around me. I smile to myself when I walked into a shop and found the perfume that you showed me that you were wearing.

Stop making this difficult for me. I WAS STARTING TO STOP LIKING YOU, DID YOU EVEN KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME TO DO THAT? No you don't, because you only wanted the good stuffs. I know I can't compete w those girls that are filled in your contact lists because they're prolly older and better in many ways than me. I'm just 16 and what do I know, right? I'm still little, immature& don't even know how to navigate myself around town(still!). It hurts you know, it really really hurts. I'm such a mess. Omg. I think I may be starting to give in to you. I might be starting to like you again. Omg. MESS MESS MESS!

"Hand, Arm, Anything, I'm All Yours."

xoxo.



*Chatting w Iqah was nice, I poured out my feelings to her. &girl, you know it will work out if you try okay(:

- HAPPY 16th TYRA! LOVE YOU TO THE MAX BITCH. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo. ;)

Tell Me,

Hello Readers.
Went out w Iqah, Rynn, Qeem, Haziq, Bedah, Leha& Sulaiman just nw, to watch Yes Man at Cineleisure.
Was in the 2nd front row, pathetic but the seats was comfy, so I didn't really mind.
V.v.v. funny show :D.
Town was packed& we felt like sardines, leading us to hold each other's hands in order to get through the crowd.
Aci maaynn.
Idk why I started saying Aci. Lol.
Didn't join them for dinner, instead alight at Lakeside w Haziq& Sulaiman and met up w a friend for a while, then back home& v.v. tired. Hoho(:
Will be sleeping soon, i know, v. early but what to do, tired already siak.
Gonna play Stardoll for a while, then sleep. Adooo~

To YOU, I can't bring myself to believe you anymore. Sorry.

p/s, Spotted. Nurul Syafiqa Annabelle Edna Subhi has a new hair style.

Hair Colour: Mocha& Black.
Type Of Hair: Permanent Waves(Permed).

Note:Do not mind the face, I was reminiscing about those days when I was still little, and smile& pose like that.

;)
Meaning the picture on top of this post, is the close up of my recent hairdo.

xoxo.

1-0

As you all know, S'pore lost ):
Watching on the telly will make you frustrated,
but me being there was more frustrating& depressing at the same time.
Like I want to cry like that. Super sad mayyn, especially since it's home ground. Haiyoooo~

Firstly, met up w Farahin& her dad sent us to JE interchange. Met up w Min& Man(Hahaha, mcm twins. lol.) at the platform and headed to Kallang. Alighted there, and it was only 5.30pm, and there were lots of people already, wearing red coloured tees and many Mats, the kind that looks like Yass. :D.

Nas reached at about 5 plus close to 6pm& Izwan came along right after that. Walked to the stadium& find great seats. After which, we waited for the match to start at 8pm, meaning we waited for about 1 hour plus, close to 2 hrs w an empty stomach. Mcm tgh puasa gitu. Lol.

Then the match started. Blaahh...blahh...blahhh.vietnam score...blahh blahh...s'pore lost.

We decided to walk in a row and hold eachother. While walking, suddenly many Mats decided to fight w the Vietnam people. Haiyoooo~ We were scared that we could get arrested so we decided to cabut from there. Haha. After which, we planned to eat at Teh Tarik actually, but Nas thought that we should go to Popeye's at Singapore Flyer, and lookie2, it was closed when we reached there at 11.30pm. Haiyooooo~ Walked back to the bus stop and boarded a bus to JE. Then took 334 to Teh Tarik opp. Hua Yi Sec. Dari Jauh Pergi Jugak Kat Teh Tarik. Reached TT at around 12.30am, and ordered the foods. Saw Yasser& his Bcube& Ian watching football.

After eating, talked, joked& etc, then decided to go home at 2am. Hitched a ride from Farahin& Izwan's taxi and alight at Lakeside Mrt and walked home. Bathed& slept right away.

Nas& Min,
Izwan, Farahin, Myself& Man.


:'( SINGAPORE LOST.

xoxo.

He calls me his breezy.

Hello There.
'm so bored that I can actually entertain myself by doing more facebooks' surveys just now& sing loudly though 'm having a bad cough.
Currently, 'm not sick anymore except for that the coughs are still around. Haiyoo~

Will be meeting Farahin later at 5pm at Lakeside then meet the rest.
Will be going out w Yasser, Tyra, Nabb, Haini& Fitri tomorrow for Nabb's Job Interview& etc.
Tuesday = Start of training. Haiyoooooo~

xoxo.

stay my baby.

I know this gambar tak perlu, mcm takde motive gitu. Haha,
OMG. I was shopping w Kakak just now and when we were on our way home, I realised that I bought 6 tops in under $65.
That's like aweshumm(inside joke :D) considering the place that Kakak and I shopped at was like not in Bugis.
Yay! I love Pre-Christmas Sales ^ ^, but I hate the crowd seriously.

Right now, Ibu is at Johor for a seminar& Ayah is working night shift. Adoo~
'm currently doing lame surveys in facebook.
Mega addictive maayyn. Heh.

Oh did I mention that 'm going to watch the S'pore vs Vietnam match tomorrow w Farahin& her friends, thanks to Nas for the extra ticket? Huhu(: But must pay leerrrr. DUH!
& that also, 've bought the long awaited new perfume, Silky Girl's Forever Yours, w a mega bargain. Like I said.... again, Yay! I love the sales. Hoho(:

Okay dah, I WANT TO DO MORE SURVEYS! ^ ^

xoxo.

Boobs = Tits.

Hello.
Ignore the title.
I'm b b b b b b b b b to the ored :D.

Okay kakak just called. Alrighty, I'm off to shop w her. HOHO(:

Byeeeee, xoxo.

sick still.

FYI, these are the people who attended the Sentosa Outing on Wednesday,
Yass& Ahmad told me to do this D:

Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up.
TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the girl/boy question.
Have fun!

My name is: Syafiqa
Boy's name: Syafiq
Girls name: Siti (!?!?)
Occupation: Secretary (ooo...sexciting ;D)
Colour: Silver
Something you wear: Spagetti Strap (?!?!)
Beverage: Soya Bean
Food: Salmon
Place: Sembawang
Something found in the bathroom: Sweet wrapper? -.-
Reason for being late: Showered for an hour? -.-
Something you shout: Shit you!
Font: Sylfaen
Show: Saw V
Song title: Sexy Fuck
Country: Singapore :D

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Hello Readers.
Just got back from Jurong Polyclinic because of my asthma. D:
Still, like I said in my previous post, eventhough 'm sick, 'll be meeting Farahin at JP later at 2pm, then take 198 to our workplace's HQ.
Did I mention that it's v v v leceh? Oh I did eh? Heh, sorry.
I'm soooo the tired& drowsy right now cause' I've eaten my medicines just now.
After going to the polyclinic just now, headed to Jurong West to buy Macs breakfast, then buy Ibu's contact lenses& headed to a new salon to ask about the price of hair treatment& colouring.
So it's decided that I'm going to do something to my hair next Monday. Pretty excited maayn.

Okay, I'm off. Feeling really sleepy laa.

xoxo.

curse the sore.

1) Hello.
2) Sick.
3) Flu, Cough& Sore Throat = Asthma.
4) Starting work cum training next week.
5) Gg to be a dreadful weekend due to me being sick.
6) I don't really miss that guy THAT much.
7) Am proud that I can forget him bit by bit.
8) Sentosa Outing w Amirul, Azreen, Fitri, Haini, Haqeem, Iqah, Kumar, Muss, Nabilah, Thahirah& Yasser cum Rynn's Birthday was planned successfully& everyone enjoyed it.
9) Lazy to upload pictures/videos of the outing.
10) Glad that Rynn enjoyed it, LOVE YOU BABE!!(:
11) CONGRATS TO THE N LEVELS CANDIDATES WHO MAKE IT THROUGH! xoxo.
12) Despite being sick, 'm gg out tomorrow to my workplace's HQ to get my thumb printed.
13) Leceh to the max can? D:
14) Menses started today, meaning this was the cause of me eating alot& all those fatty foods like Burger King, Laksa, Fried Kuey Teow, Mudpie& many more.
15) AND it was the cause of me stomach being bloated like a fat minah.
16) I think 'm getting sick of being single at this point of time. Wherever I go, the couples that was passing by me, or sitting opposite me in the train, sitting at the benches around my workplace, eating together, cuddling, holding hands wherever they go& looking all matchy& cute while holding hands and walking together, laughing, MAKES me wonder till when am I gg to be single?
17) HAIYO! Paranoid la aku ni.
18) To my friend for 7 years, Ahmad Mustaqim Bin Muhamad Abdul Halim, ehhh kau org yg view aku dari Coburg, Victoria eh, according to my feedjit live traffic feed? If that's you, then Hello Me Brother From Another Mother! Amaciam kau? Hahaha(: Takecare ehhh kau kat saner. Woo~

xoxo.

Right Here (Departed)

Oh when you feel your heart's guarded
And you see the brakes started
And when the clouds have all departed
You'll be right here with me

You'll be right here with me
oh, oh
You'll be right here with me

When your life is going too fast,
off the train tracks
I can slow it down, oh
Just when you think you're about to turn back
'Stead you might crash
I'll be your ground, oh

oh when you feel your heart's guarded
and you see the brakes started
and when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me
and when your tears are dry from crying
and when the worlds have turned silent
so when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me.

oh oh
i'll be right here with you
you'll be right here with me


when you're trapped and there's just no key
and you can't breathe
i'll breathe for you, oh
the fire has=s got you down on both knees
and the walls are closing in but i will
break it through
and when you feel alone
im a be at home
whenevers comes and go
you know i got you

oh when you feel your heart's guarded
and when you see the brakes started
and when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me
(you'll see the sun)
and when your tears are dry from crying, (crying)
and when the worlds turned silent, (silent)
so when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me.

I will be here right beside you
every step you take, yeah
I will be your strength, your shelter,
shield you from the rain


(oh when you feel), oh when you feel your hearts guarded
and when you see the brakes started
and when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me (right here)
and when your tears are dry from crying
and when the worlds has turned silent
so when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me.


I'll be right here with you
you'll be right here with me

yeah

sad again!?!?!?? -.-

You are gone.
You're not even here.
It's that time again, ain't it?
'm about to say something v cliche; Say it isn't so.

You never informed me about it at all.
I know, who am I to you till you have to inform me all those things?
But at least, I don't have to hope for _______ if you had told me.
Bye.



p/s, Happy 16th Azreen& Happy 17th Shahiran!

;)

My life is changing real fast,, in a happy way that is.
I'm v v v v excited for this week's event.
Like 'm practically have something to do th wholeeee week :DD.

Th plan to go flyer w Ibu, Kakak& Farahin yesterday was cancelled.
Instead, watched a 7.15pm movie of Bolt w Ibu& Kakak at Lot 1.
Ate at Ljs before heading to watch th movie.
V cute& funny movie, though the kids in the movie theatre was v irritating -________-
Personally, it's worth your money. So go go go & watch it ^ ^
In the evening or shall I say, morning, followed Ayah& Kakak go Johore. Hoho, reached home at 3am.


Walk-in interview w Farahin just now was denied. They said that it was full. ):
On the bright side, we got a job, a different one that what we wanted.
But yes, I have a job.
Omg, 'm mega happy& sexcited when both of us got that job(:
Lets just leave the part where you people start asking where 'm working at, hanging please.
Though 'm v v sure you'll figure out soon enough(:
& the fact that I wore a skirt to make sure I look presentable for the interview was actually unnecessary -_-

Tomorrow is Rynn& Shahiran's Birthday(:
Might be gg to polyclinic for a injection tmw D:

Wednesday, a date w kawankawan at Sentosa(:
Can't wait for that, especially since the birthday girl's coming ;).

Thursday, meet up with the manager w Farahin for more of the job briefing.

Friday, ? ;)

Alright, that's all. 'm off to watch Double Shot At Love(:
'M V V V V V V HAPPY,, REALLY.
My life is really turning around, I guess(:

xoxo.

"I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain, I never needed strength,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known."

Okay I admit, I can be pessimistic at times.
Like really pessimistic.
I can't help it.

Anws,
Could be gg to flyer w Kakak, Ibu& Farahin later in the evening.
Prolly meet up w Farahin tomorrow for a walk-in interview.
I know, i know. Baru skrg nak pergi walk-in interview. But hey, at least I tried to get a job.

Okay bye.

xoxo.

i wish you loved me.

Hello there.

Recent updates,
1) I've still got no job.
2) Gg to get my Pink Lg Viewty soon though may be delayed cause' Singtel ain't got no stocks of the pink. Bleaah. Ibu's gg to ask the Singtel people to reserve the pink.
3) Gg to do smth about my hair. Ibu's gg to decide the colour.
4) My life has been awes fyi.
5) Sent Ahmad off to Aust. on last Tuesday Morning w Nabb, Tyra, Yass, Sulaiman, Ami& Qeem.
6) Have been gg out w Kakak& Ayah late at night recently just to have dinner/supper, and fyi, the idea was super random.
7) Flyer w Kakak, Ibu& Farahin soon.
8) Sakae Sushi-ed w Kakak, Ayah, Kak Aisha& Farahin recently.
9) Have been gg on a diet.
10) Gg to plan to have late night walk/run soon to burn the calories& fats.
11) Been having movie marathon suchs as Harry Potter's, Old Malay Movies starring P.Ramlee mostly, Wild Child& Sydney White which is mega awes btw.

That is just a snippet of what's been happening in my life right now.
'm still sick w flu but pretty much alive right now. Friends have been a great company nowadays.

& guess who 'm missing right now? GUESS GUESS GUESS! It's pretty ironic or maybe not that ironic. Not obvious though. :\
Anws,, if you guessed right, 'll give you a hug(:

Videos below taken during the recent Express-O outing,
(notice how happy i was then before i found out about you-know-what.)






Random Survey,
Yass told me to do this. Thanks eh kau.

TECHNOLOGY.
What is your wallpaper on your computer?
- Mitsubisi Lancer Evo 8.

How many television do you have in your house?
- Three.

Are you right-handed or left handed?
- Righty.

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
- Hair.

What is the last item you lifted?
- Ferrero Rochers.

Have you ever been knocked down?
- No :O.

BULLSHITOLOGY.
If it were possible,would you want to know the day that you will die??
-Yes.

If you could change your name,what would you change it to?
-I won't change it but add a middle name. So it'll be like Nurul Syafiqa Annabelle Edna Subhi :DD.

What colour would you think looks best on you?
-Yellow. Heh.

Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
-No. Who would be dumb enough to do that? :O.

DAREOLOGY.
Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100?
-Yes.

Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
-No.

Would you never blog again for $50,000?
-No!

Would you posed naked in a magazine for $250,000?
-NO!

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
-NO! I can take my spices but not hot sauce.

Would you,without fear of punishment,take a human life for $1,000,000?
-No.

DUMBOLOGY.
What is in your left pocket?
-Nth.

Is napoleon dynamite actually a good film?
-Didn't get a chance to watch it.

Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
-Carpetto.

Do you sit or stand in the shower?
-Stand.

How many pairs of flip-flops did you own?
-Three.

Last body who texted you?
-Farahin.

Last person who called you?
-Ayah.

Person you hugged?
-Can't remember. Heh.

FAVOURITOLOGY!
Number?
-12.

Season?
-Singapore got season meh? -_____-

Colour?
-Pink, Black, Brown, White, Grey.

CURRENTOLOGY.
Missing someone?
-Yes.

Mood?
-Neutral.

Listening to?
-Fall By Ina.

Watching?
-The computer screen.

Worrying about?
-Whether I get to meet {insert name} again.

Wearing?
-4E3's Class Tee w Yuan Ching's Pe Shorts, Black Bra and Pink& Black Undies.

RANDOMOLOGY.
First place you went this morning?
-My Room to take the camera.

What can you not wait to do?
-Get Well Soon.

Do you smile often?
-Yes.

Are you a friendly person?
-To the people I know, then yes.


Now that you answer all the questions, list three other people to complete this quiz. I tag...
1)You.
2)Your Father.
3)Your Father's Sister's Husband.

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Well, that's all 've to type I guess.
Takecare you bloggers/avid readers :D.
Thankyou for the concern,
though 'm still not fully recovered from the event.
Till next time,
xoxo.

Just so you know, I'm v disappointed.
To think that you could lie to me is just.... really ridiculous.
I don't knw if you would be reading my blog or not, but yes, 'm talking about you.

No, 'm not gg to curse/insult/spout vulgarities at you, because you taught me not to& remind me that 'm still a girl& girl are always the ones with gd manners.
Yes, 'm gg to remember all the lil' things you remind me which will make a gd impression out of myself(:
I have promise to myself that 'll try to forget you& move on.
On top of that, 'll try to ignore your msgs or at least reply you in a short manner.
&even though I had made that promise to myself, to remind me of you not being such a meanie/bacin most of the time, 'll still keep your v nice text msg on 14th Nov/12.55am.

'm not your ragged doll anymore.
Yes, 'll miss those times when we did hang out& have fun.
But it's time to move on.
This time, my instincts was the one who told me to move on.
've confessed to you btw& i wasn't actually talking crap or merepek that night, cause' I was still wide awake when we were texting each other at almost 3am.

But it doesn't matter now, does it?
&its too late already.
cause' I don't want to make the same mistake which 've done for almost about 6 times.
& no people, we aren't talking about my virginity here!
pfft.

This is v cliche: "There are many fishes in the ocean."
Therefore, I refused t actually believe it. cause' cliche things happens to only one-third out of a trillion people in this world.
& being me, I refused to believe that 'm in that particular one-third population.
Still,, thanks Yasser for the effort in trying to cheer me up.

To tell you the truth, nothing actually do cheer me up right nw.
So 'm predicting that I would be listening to all the sad heartbreak songs in my psp& will be crying myself to sleep tonight.

This phrase:"Never ever cry for any boy."
That's a reaaaally tough phrase to live up to.
& well, it never did worked for me...probably never will be :\

One thing I might have to admit about myself.
If I know this particular one guy, 'll get hooked, likeeee really hooked eventho we are just friends.
cause' I know that we'll be gd friends.
& then, I wouldn't want to get to know any other guys, precisely because most of the guys that want to get to know me are jerks. Yes, mean jerks.

In the end, it ended up only,
you that i'll be texting.
you that i'll be teasing.
you that i'll be laughing at.
you that i'll be calling.
you that i'll be looking forward to meet with.
you that i'll be crying over lil' things.
you that i'll be finding fault with.
you that i'll be slapping.
you that i'll be poking.

only you.

The last reminders for you,
-Please promise me that you'll take care of yourself.
-Not to mention, try not to strain your leg again.
-Don't sleep late always, its not good for your health.
-I hope you'll have a good life ahead& find the right girl of your dreams.

What is the girl of your dreams criteria again?
Oh yeah, its..
1)Don't be wild (eg, clubbing/drinking/smoking)
2)Being able to pray or know how to pray (eg, religious)
3)Don't be too open (in terms of clothing)

If 'm not mistaken, this is the only criteria right?
Anws, I hope you'll find the girl that fits the bill.

that's all I have to say to you.
it's all too late now... i guess.
& this is pretty much almost goodbye.

my one& only xoxo for you.

Peektures W Details,

Hello Readers(:

Currently, I'm feeling soo lethargic and sick. Eek..flu, phlegm, cough& sore throat.

Haiyyoooo~

Okay, as promised. My Aunt's Wedding Pictures. But later. For now, I shall elaborate more w the event.

Friday night:
At around 9pm, Kakak, Ayah& Myself headed to Aunt's house to help with the potpourri's' and also the signboards. Went down to look at the decos, and helped vacuum the places and put the carpets also. Left the place and went home at 1am.

Saturday:
Woke up at 9am, and left home at 11am, and went to Aunt's house. Headed up to Bibik Masni's house and bring out all the items to be exchanged w the male side. Then headed down to under the block for the nikah session. After everything ended at 1pm, left the place.

Reached home and relax till about 4.30pm. Then changed to black coloured clothings and left home for Aunt's Wedding Dinner. Helped out for a while then, the event started at 8pm. Since the wedding dinner is mostly for Bibik and Uncle Rizal's working colleagues, instead of helping out, I hang out w the male cousins. Boy were they crappy. We crapped about O's, Ite, Poly, Dyed Hair& Satay(inside joke). Hahahaha, funny maaynnn.

Anws, after the event ended at around 9pm, the cousins ate together. Then Ayah joined us to eat. We left the place at about 12am. Headed home, and bath then sleep.

Sunday:
Woke up at 9am and ironed the clothings. This time, the family was asked to wear any shade of red coloured clothings. Headed out at 10.30am, and reached Bibik's place at 11am. Then, went up to assist with the items. Then, Kakak& myself were appointed to be the kendarats but in the end, I did it myself with a distant relative of mine. -_______- Then, the real deal started at 2pm, when the male side came then I was perspire like waterfall, and etc. Blah blah blah blah...Ibu's Side of the family came, ate and left and blah blah blah. Sorry,,too lazy to elaborate more. Isshkk... Then, this and that.

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Left the place at 6pm and went home. Bath at around 7.45pm, and texted Andre(not in Ycss Andre), and met up w Rauf for a while and back home by 11pm. Slept at 2am and my legs were hurting since I wore my 4 inch heels and stand throughout the Persandingan. Adoooo~ (copying Yass. ;D.)

Here are the pictures(:
Enjoy and all aren't edited, so pardon if my face is ugly.

p/s, captions are above on each picture if available.

Friday Night Preparations,








The Nikah Platform,



Saturday Morning,
Nikah Day.
Male Side Exchanges,



Bibik Wahidah,
Kakak& Safuan,

Uncle Rizal& Tok Kadi(sp?)
Them w Grandpapi,




Yay! Officially Husband& Wife,



Ibu& Wak (something. Heh. Forgot her name.)
Cute kan datuk aku? Hoho,

Sisters w the bride,


Saturday Night,
Wedding Dinner.

Ni due posing tak perlu,
Ayah& Paman,


Bibik& Yayi,





Theme for family during Wedding Dinner: Black or White Colour Clothings,

Sneak Preview of the Aftermath of the wedding dinner,
Cousins w Kakak& Ayah.


Sunday Morning,
Persandingan,

Pretty Bibik,


Kompang Boys,

Theme for family during Persandingan: Any shade of Red colour clothings,
(Some go against the rule. ^ ^)



Believe me, this two boys are only 15, but taller than me eventhough I wore my 4 inch heels already. D:< Myself(Buruk, i know.)& Ibu.



Emotional Day,


Gg to the Male Side,

Final Dressing,

Monday:
Woke up at a whoopy 11am, and received a call from Yass. -_______- Adoooo~(Hahahaha!)

Bathed at 1pm, and changed and went out at 2pm. Met up with the Express-O at last cabin as usual. This time, IM NOT LATE! Woo~ Heh. And this time, the Express-O that could make it was, Tyra, Amirul, Iqah, Kumar, Shak, Sulaiman, Yass& Myself. ): Not complete siaaaaaa. Haiyyoo~

Anws, went to Causeway Point and intend to watch Four Christmases actually,,, but somehow it diverts to us watching Quarantine but Tyra couldn't cause she ain't 16 yet sooooo Ami decided to accompany her and then there were 6. But they didn't left laaaaa, we met up w them after the movie. Ate at Banquet and went to Arcade. Played three kiddy games(hahahaha!) and left Causeway Point to where? HOME! Well... not really. Heh. We took 187 from Woodlands and bloody hell, the 187 bus aircon sucks likes your mother's ass maynnnnn. Hahaha, padahal aku suggest naik 187. Hahahaha! ^ ^

Bid goodbye to the Jurong West Extension kiddos who is Shak and Sulaiman, then alighted at Lakeside. Went to Jurong Greens and lepaked with Yass, Tyra, Ami, Kumar& Iqah. Shortly after, Kumar left w Iqah, then there were 4. Ami played Pocket Pool in my psp to unlock the soft porn pictures -_______- ,Tyra and Yass made music videos and I played along. Huhu(: At 10pm, Ami& Tyra left and Hisyam came. Ayah picked me up at 10.10pm, and went to MacDs to buy takeaway food for my growling stomach. Heh ;). Then, went home, ate my dinner/supper, then at 12am, went to Johor w Ayah. Reached home at 3am, bath and slept at 5am.

Pictures for Monday's Incomplete Express-O Crew outing.
Non-editted pictures though,
p/s, captions are below/above each pictures if available.


Lobang Hidungku sexy!

























Spot someone else in the picture(!) and I give you a kiss :D.









Grow hair grow~





Yass's Camwhoring Moments,



& His Obsession with Nabilah,


"Hello! Aku Yasser dan Aku syg Matair AKU! Woo~"

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Okay done! Took me 2 frigging hours to do this okay! I'm gg to eat, then bath. Heh.

I'm half happy& half sad still. :\

Byeeeeeee~

xoxo.