Random Note: I've submitted and finalized my JAE, JIE, DAE, JPSAE& SAE all by last Thursday.
I'm soooo zeee sleepy........
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2nd Random Note: I'm having loads of great fun time w my v charming friend nowadays. Texting& Meeting Up had never been thaaaat fun ;). Heh. Lots of (L) forrrrrrr you tau. ^^
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& To my friend, hello there. I'm not being a meanie right now, but I don't like like you. I only like you as a friend. Yes, you may say that you know it and you will still want to try. & you are expecting me to say the cliche things like "Gasak kau la." or "Up to u then." but let me make it clear right now. You& Me? No chance. Takde peluang.
So we are better off as friends, ayyyee boy?
Thank you.
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To Hazwani Bte Omar, Goodluck on your new journey at Poly on Monday okay! Think of us every now and then babe! ILY!!!(: Aku masih tgh kire friendship kiter tau, dari zaman kental. Hahaha.. (L)'s for you babe!
In 2008, I... [ ] cheated on someone [x] been kissed [x] kissed someone new [ ] made out [ ] made out in a car [ ] kissed in the rain [x] fell in love [x] fell in love with a fool [x] had my heart broken [ ] broke someone else's heart [x] had a stalker [ ] questioned my sexual orientation [ ] got pregnant [ ] had an abortion [ ] got married [x] kissed someone of the same sex [x] met someone that I will never forget [ ] kissed under the mistletoe [x] got a job [ ] got straight A's [x] failed a class [x] cut class [x] skipped school [x] did something I was proud of [x] embarrassed myself [ ] fell in love with a teacher [x] was involved in something that I will never forget [x] painted a picture [x] ran a mile [x] listened to music I couldn't stand [ ] double dipped [ ] skinny dipped [ ] went to a sleepover [ ] went to a camp [x] threw a surprise party [x] laughed till I cried [x] flirted shamelessly [x] visited a foreign country [ ] visited a foreign state [ ] cooked a disastrous meal [x] lost something important to me [x] got a gift I love [x] realized something new about myself [x] tried to lose weight [x] dyed my hair [x] smoked [ ] came close to losing my life [ ] went to a wild party [ ] got arrested [ ] read a great book [x] saw a great movie [ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry [ ] saw a favorite band live [x] did something that I wanted to tell everyone [x] experienced something new [ ] kissed a stranger [ ] hugged a stranger [x] made new friends [x] lied to your parents [ ] snuck out [ ] got in trouble with police [ ] kissed in a pool [ ] kissed under the stars [x] stole [x] had the time of your life [ ] performed [x] fell out of love [ ] had a crush on someone of the same sex [ ] changed your sexual preference [x] swam in a pool [x] held someones hand that you didn't care about [x] held someones hand that you care about [ ] got caught for something illegal [x] told someone you like them as more than a friend [ ] gone on vacation [ ] gone on vacation with a friend [ ] witnessed a loved one die [ ] played strip poker [ ] danced in the rain [ ] seen someone get in a car accident [ ] got in a fist fight [x] laughed until you couldn't breathe [ ] had an amazing year [x] missed someone so badly you just cried [ ] got hit by car [ ] sent someone to the hospital [ ] got a new pet [x] am glad 2008 year is over
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It's already 30th December 2008. Like omg. So fast. In one day and a few hours time, it'll be 2009. Wow.
So far in 2008, I've
- been in catty fights which was actually a misunderstanding/stupid/immature that obviously involves boys. - been humiliated for a gazillion times. - been broken hearted once. - made new friends. - rebelled against Ibu by going back home after the national curfew. - been single for, until now, 2 years 7 months. - not gone to solat terawih, instead hanging out w the boys. - been getting into trouble w teachers but got away w it w my excuses. - been performing for Yuan Ching Secondary in Malay Dance, until now, about 5 or 6 performances, which I'm v proud of. - managed to sustain the grueling dance practices. (major stretching, btw!) - been buying my close friends birthday gifts without fail. (read:close(!) only) - fell in love twice. - kissed a boy on the cheek. (it was sincere! heh.) - hugged/hold hands w two boys. (who actually meant alot to me!) - almost got into a relationship thrice! - done w O levels. - been flirty. - been trying to control my anger. (trying not to curse alot.) - know what's real& what's fake. - celebrated National Day by watching fireworks w love ones. - met him face to face. - tried to improve in my studies.
..... and alot more. this for now, is what I can remember. Lol.
Alrighty, it's time for me to get some shut eyes. For now, I hope 2009 would be better than 2008, because 2008 was just not my year to shine.
Dinner at Bali Thai w Ibu yesterday after which, went to Farahin's House since Grandpapi was staying there. Went home at around 11pm just to take my passport, and headed to Jb w Ibu & Ibu Yut& Ayah Lan. Ate supper there, and went home at around 2.30am. Reached home at 3.30am, and hit the sack right away. Too tired deeeyyy~
I know today's post is super boring, but 'm still sad about my hair. Haiyoooo~ Want to meet Kakak or not uhhh tonight after she finished work? Oh wait, she already finished work at 6 just now, BUT DO I WANT TO MEET HER OR NOT UH? I want to buy my lanyard!!!!!!!!!!! -___-
Anywhoos, chalet on tuesday, will be going w the bcube& meet Farahin there! Hoho(:
FYI, these are the people who attended the Sentosa Outing on Wednesday,
Yass& Ahmad told me to do this D:
Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, name and/ or objects but nothing made up. TRY to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial. You can't use your name for the girl/boy question. Have fun!
My name is: Syafiqa Boy's name: Syafiq Girls name: Siti (!?!?) Occupation: Secretary (ooo...sexciting ;D) Colour: Silver Something you wear: Spagetti Strap (?!?!) Beverage: Soya Bean Food: Salmon Place: Sembawang Something found in the bathroom: Sweet wrapper? -.- Reason for being late: Showered for an hour? -.- Something you shout: Shit you! Font: Sylfaen Show: Saw V Song title: Sexy Fuck Country: Singapore :D
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Hello Readers. Just got back from Jurong Polyclinic because of my asthma. D: Still, like I said in my previous post, eventhough 'm sick, 'll be meeting Farahin at JP later at 2pm, then take 198 to our workplace's HQ. Did I mention that it's v v v leceh? Oh I did eh? Heh, sorry. I'm soooo the tired& drowsy right now cause' I've eaten my medicines just now. After going to the polyclinic just now, headed to Jurong West to buy Macs breakfast, then buy Ibu's contact lenses& headed to a new salon to ask about the price of hair treatment& colouring. So it's decided that I'm going to do something to my hair next Monday. Pretty excited maayn.
1) Hello. 2) Sick. 3) Flu, Cough& Sore Throat = Asthma. 4) Starting work cum training next week. 5) Gg to be a dreadful weekend due to me being sick. 6) I don't really miss that guy THAT much. 7) Am proud that I can forget him bit by bit. 8) Sentosa Outing w Amirul, Azreen, Fitri, Haini, Haqeem, Iqah, Kumar, Muss, Nabilah, Thahirah& Yasser cum Rynn's Birthday was planned successfully& everyone enjoyed it. 9) Lazy to upload pictures/videos of the outing. 10) Glad that Rynn enjoyed it, LOVE YOU BABE!!(: 11) CONGRATS TO THE N LEVELS CANDIDATES WHO MAKE IT THROUGH! xoxo. 12) Despite being sick, 'm gg out tomorrow to my workplace's HQ to get my thumb printed. 13) Leceh to the max can? D: 14) Menses started today, meaning this was the cause of me eating alot& all those fatty foods like Burger King, Laksa, Fried Kuey Teow, Mudpie& many more. 15) AND it was the cause of me stomach being bloated like a fat minah. 16) I think 'm getting sick of being single at this point of time. Wherever I go, the couples that was passing by me, or sitting opposite me in the train, sitting at the benches around my workplace, eating together, cuddling, holding hands wherever they go& looking all matchy& cute while holding hands and walking together, laughing, MAKES me wonder till when am I gg to be single? 17) HAIYO! Paranoid la aku ni. 18) To my friend for 7 years, Ahmad Mustaqim Bin Muhamad Abdul Halim, ehhh kau org yg view aku dari Coburg, Victoria eh, according to my feedjit live traffic feed? If that's you, then Hello Me Brother From Another Mother! Amaciam kau? Hahaha(: Takecare ehhh kau kat saner. Woo~
My life is changing real fast,, in a happy way that is. I'm v v v v excited for this week's event. Like 'm practically have something to do th wholeeee week :DD.
Th plan to go flyer w Ibu, Kakak& Farahin yesterday was cancelled. Instead, watched a 7.15pm movie of Bolt w Ibu& Kakak at Lot 1. Ate at Ljs before heading to watch th movie. V cute& funny movie, though the kids in the movie theatre was v irritating -________- Personally, it's worth your money. So go go go & watch it ^ ^ In the evening or shall I say, morning, followed Ayah& Kakak go Johore. Hoho, reached home at 3am.
Walk-in interview w Farahin just now was denied. They said that it was full. ): On the bright side, we got a job, a different one that what we wanted. But yes, I have a job. Omg, 'm mega happy& sexcited when both of us got that job(: Lets just leave the part where you people start asking where 'm working at, hanging please. Though 'm v v sure you'll figure out soon enough(: & the fact that I wore a skirt to make sure I look presentable for the interview was actually unnecessary -_-
Tomorrow is Rynn& Shahiran's Birthday(: Might be gg to polyclinic for a injection tmw D:
Wednesday, a date w kawankawan at Sentosa(: Can't wait for that, especially since the birthday girl's coming ;).
Thursday, meet up with the manager w Farahin for more of the job briefing.
Friday, ? ;)
Alright, that's all. 'm off to watch Double Shot At Love(: 'M V V V V V V HAPPY,, REALLY. My life is really turning around, I guess(:
xoxo.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
"I never needed you to be strong, I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs, I never needed pain, I never needed strength, My love for you was strong enough you should have known."
Okay I admit, I can be pessimistic at times. Like really pessimistic. I can't help it.
Anws, Could be gg to flyer w Kakak, Ibu& Farahin later in the evening. Prolly meet up w Farahin tomorrow for a walk-in interview. I know, i know. Baru skrg nak pergi walk-in interview. But hey, at least I tried to get a job.
Recent updates, 1) I've still got no job. 2) Gg to get my Pink Lg Viewty soon though may be delayed cause' Singtel ain't got no stocks of the pink. Bleaah. Ibu's gg to ask the Singtel people to reserve the pink. 3) Gg to do smth about my hair. Ibu's gg to decide the colour. 4) My life has been awes fyi. 5) Sent Ahmad off to Aust. on last Tuesday Morning w Nabb, Tyra, Yass, Sulaiman, Ami& Qeem. 6) Have been gg out w Kakak& Ayah late at night recently just to have dinner/supper, and fyi, the idea was super random. 7) Flyer w Kakak, Ibu& Farahin soon. 8) Sakae Sushi-ed w Kakak, Ayah, Kak Aisha& Farahin recently. 9) Have been gg on a diet. 10) Gg to plan to have late night walk/run soon to burn the calories& fats. 11) Been having movie marathon suchs as Harry Potter's, Old Malay Movies starring P.Ramlee mostly, Wild Child& Sydney White which is mega awes btw.
That is just a snippet of what's been happening in my life right now. 'm still sick w flu but pretty much alive right now. Friends have been a great company nowadays.
& guess who 'm missing right now? GUESS GUESS GUESS! It's pretty ironic or maybe not that ironic. Not obvious though. :\ Anws,, if you guessed right, 'll give you a hug(:
Videos below taken during the recent Express-O outing, (notice how happy i was then before i found out about you-know-what.)
Random Survey, Yass told me to do this. Thanks eh kau.
TECHNOLOGY. What is your wallpaper on your computer? - Mitsubisi Lancer Evo 8.
How many television do you have in your house? - Three.
Are you right-handed or left handed? - Righty.
Have you ever had anything removed from your body? - Hair.
What is the last item you lifted? - Ferrero Rochers.
Have you ever been knocked down? - No :O.
BULLSHITOLOGY. If it were possible,would you want to know the day that you will die?? -Yes.
If you could change your name,what would you change it to? -I won't change it but add a middle name. So it'll be like Nurul Syafiqa Annabelle Edna Subhi :DD.
What colour would you think looks best on you? -Yellow. Heh.
Have you ever swallowed a non-food item? -No. Who would be dumb enough to do that? :O.
DAREOLOGY. Would you kiss a member of a same sex for $100? -Yes.
Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000? -No.
Would you never blog again for $50,000? -No!
Would you posed naked in a magazine for $250,000? -NO!
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? -NO! I can take my spices but not hot sauce.
Would you,without fear of punishment,take a human life for $1,000,000? -No.
DUMBOLOGY. What is in your left pocket? -Nth.
Is napoleon dynamite actually a good film? -Didn't get a chance to watch it.
Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house? -Carpetto.
Do you sit or stand in the shower? -Stand.
How many pairs of flip-flops did you own? -Three.
Last body who texted you? -Farahin.
Last person who called you? -Ayah.
Person you hugged? -Can't remember. Heh.
FAVOURITOLOGY! Number? -12.
Season? -Singapore got season meh? -_____-
Colour? -Pink, Black, Brown, White, Grey.
CURRENTOLOGY. Missing someone? -Yes.
Mood? -Neutral.
Listening to? -Fall By Ina.
Watching? -The computer screen.
Worrying about? -Whether I get to meet {insert name} again.
Wearing? -4E3's Class Tee w Yuan Ching's Pe Shorts, Black Bra and Pink& Black Undies.
RANDOMOLOGY. First place you went this morning? -My Room to take the camera.
What can you not wait to do? -Get Well Soon.
Do you smile often? -Yes.
Are you a friendly person? -To the people I know, then yes.
Now that you answer all the questions, list three other people to complete this quiz. I tag... 1)You. 2)Your Father. 3)Your Father's Sister's Husband.
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Well, that's all 've to type I guess. Takecare you bloggers/avid readers :D. Thankyou for the concern, though 'm still not fully recovered from the event. Till next time, xoxo.
More Zouk Pictures From Kimmy's Cam. Hahaha...i meant Haqeem's Cam.
I dont know why Im shocked in the photo below. Haha.
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Why am I still up at 1.20am?
Hmmm. Well lets see. I'm sad. Like a kitty who is homeless. Dont ask me why I type kitty eventhough I hate cats. Seriously...I love looking at the cute cats... but no touchy touchy please. V. bleaaahhh. No offence to the kitty lovers though. Heh.
But yes, I'm very sad and Yasser knows why. ): Ugggghhhhh. Beri Veri Sad Worxzxzx. Is that right? :\
Yass tried to cheer me up by sending me a penis icon. -_______- See the picture below for evidence& prove that Najib is always horny(!),
Anwsssss, I SO ZEEEEEEE SADDDDD! :'(
WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO A HAPPY GIRL LIKE MEEEEE? AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ):
YOU ASKED FOR A LONG TIME? I SAID NO AND WHY? YOU ASKED WHEN? I SAID IDK.
TRUTH IS SINCE THE DAY WE STARTED HANGING OUT TOGETHER.
Those who are free tomorrow, go to ilovetvshow.eventbrite.com and go sign up for the Zouk organised by SP! Heh...then text me if you're gg. So you can join Nabb, Rynn, Qeem, Myself& many more..... for a v. sexciting session! Heh. Don't worry its free. I know....I sound as if im promoting this event. :DDDDDD.
zomgg... im soo v.v.v.v. sexcited mayynnn(:
Okay I saw this from Imeem comments and normally I don't read all this chain msg thingy...but just read it okay. Super sweet....and surprisingly, I felt like crying while reading it. )':
Here you go:
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy : Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl : *hugs him* Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. Girl:Alright, now slow down Guy: I love you babe Girl: I love you too, please just slow down now! Please!
(in the paper the next day) :
"A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of a brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived ."
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
Omg, mega sweet can? Now everybody say "awwwww...."
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That is soooooo sweet.
p/s, im still in my grad night party mood. hahahahah....i know random much? pp/s, i am soo writing this chain msg in a book and keeping it. super sweet y'know.
again, "awwwww......"
i think im high right now. heh. cause i drank redbull LESS SUGAR in the morning. I know, crazy. heh.
I still keep your text that you sent me in the wee hours on 14th November. That was the first __________ that I've got in my life....ever. Yes, there's Friendster, but they didn't see me in the real world, but only virtually. P.s, Everytime I read it, I'll smile widely and you know, I'll get high and active after reading it. Whenever I'm sad, I'll read it and it makes me calm and happy. I know that I won't get tired, even if I have to read it forever.
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Okay tonight I'm going out. YAY! & I hope I'll get a job soon, because I'm tired of living in this house doing absolutely nothing but rot and gain weight. Pfft.
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Yasser& Insyirah tagged me to do this.
1. Do you have secrets? - Hmm yes.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you? - Is he cute& nice? If so, why not?(:
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? - Hmmm,till he's taken? Idk la.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? - Do what a common sense person would. Give parents, spend it& donate.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? - Idk. I dont have one.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? - Both, but more to being loved by someone.
7. If your parents didn't understand your big dreams,what will you do ? - Prove them wrong, by going for it. If that fails, then beg and weep and cry and beg and weep and cry.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? - Cry for the whole night till dawn, then wipe the tears, come up with a plan to destroy the relationship. Alternatively, just wish him good luck with the relationship, naikkan kening and walk off.
9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal? - I want to party.... party real hard. OR get my license.
10. Would you leave your boyfriend/girlfriend for someone you once love & waited? - No. Since I have a boyfriend, its a fact that I've move on.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? - Having a babygirl, a great career in teaching and a gorgeous husband who's caring and a police officer. Hahahaha. (I have a thing for men in uniforms. Heh.)
12. Who is currently the most important people to you? - Hmmm. My secret crush ;).
13. How many times your heart has been broken? - Hmm, I think 3.
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor? - Married But Poor, because I'm rich in love.
15. What is your favourite colour? - Black, Pink, White, Brown, Grey.
16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do? - Go to that someone else. Seriously.
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done? - Forgive yes. Forget no.
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like? - "I like you, but do you?"
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose? - Lover. Sorry kawan kawan. Heh.
20. What are you thinking about now? - Whether I'll get a job or not.
5 people to so this survey:
My Uncle's Wife's Sister, My Nenek di JB, Kakak dier nyeee laki, Your father and my adikberadik anj.
Okay done.
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The rules & regulations: 1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
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1) I love to irritate people. 2) I love to imagine myself, dancing or singing in front of a bunch of crowd on the stage. 3) I will criticize ugly people, and ugly, i meant rude people. 4) I like to pretend that I'm a teacher. 5) I will wash my hands whenever I want to touch any things, even though I washed them 5 mins ago. 6) I don't like to share my food with my family members. 7) I will keep on calling my mother even though she already answered me. 8) I am two-faced. 9) If you hurt my friend, I'll criticize you till you cry. 10) I will shop and spend whenever I have soo many cash and I'll spend on things till I am dead tired, meaning till I have no more strength to walk.
Hello there. Today I went out with the cousin, Farahin, to hunt for jobs.
Our main aim? Movie Theatres. Specifically Cathay Cineleisure or GV Vivocity. Yes, we went to these two places for a job application. So now, both of us must wait for the call if we were to be shortlisted.
Lately, I've been feeling down or sad because of what's happening around me. My Pms thingy have arrive and I just told off someone whom I treasure alot. I'm sorry. I need some time alone. I didn't meant to tell you off, I just.......had a moment of angryness :\.
I really miss my friends. The Express-O crew, The awesome Gfs and my ohsocute _______.
I guess I'll take my leave now. You wont be hearing anything about me anytime soon. I really need some time alone.
Apparently, I'm soo bored that I'm blogging right now. Pfft. I've applied for sooo many jobs online, still none called. Prolly not my luck.......yet. Hah. Overall, I've applied like 5 or 7 jobs online, mostly salesgirls. If not, telemarketer. Hahahaha, baekkk pe.
Anws, I have a bbq date with friends tmw! Yay, excited aku. Hahaha. At least, takya nak rot kat rumah peeeee. Heh. And dapat jumpe bitch aku dgn matair dier dgn kawan matair dier. hahaha.
Ya ya ya, I miss my friends. Haha, i know.........like kental lodeh ahhhh to say that. But really, Nurul misses you all. XD. Nurul ehhhh? -_____________-"
Hahahahaha. Okay im bored. Ibu go the convention thingy, Ayah go out and utak utik the car i think, Kakak sebok ckp lovey dovey dgn matair kat telephone, I'm here being horny..............not. I think I'm going to bath soon. Heh. Oh ya, I havent bath since morning. Heh.
I miss my fwweennnsssssssss lortttssss horrrxzxzxzxz. -_____________-"
And I sayang you all..........corny ehhh aku? mega -__________________-"
Currently, this is what I look like. Yes, I cutted my oh-so-tak-glam fringe to make it neater, or so I thought it would be. Hah. My life for now, is alright. I'm enjoying every minute of it, though there will be fights in every scene.....and I meant a lot of it. I wish that it would stop happening, but I can't cause' this is reality and I can't revert back to the old times.
The picture above is a recent but random photo. And I have like hmmmmm......trillions of tees but short of jeans/shorts/skirts. -.-" But nevermind, once I have a job, I'll buy whatever I want, provided that I'll get a job soon.
Hmm after the last paper end on this coming tuesday, will be going to watch a movie afterrrrr a long time, with the cousins. HSM 3 that is. Yes, we are very kental to actually watch it now whereas everyone has already watched it. Hah. Then, prolly going to find a better mask that has soooo many feathers, sequins and beads and shiny shiny thangsss on it. Heh.
On this coming Thursday, Kakak is planning to highlight her hair and Farahin is planning to go for hair treatment in the hair salon.... and so that puts me in a position of me thinking of what do I want to do with my hair. Do I highlight it? If so, what colour? Do I dye the whole hair? If so, again, what colour? Do I do hair treatment? If so, the texture of my hair could be more better. Do I put extensions? Do I soft curl it? Because I've been thinking of doing so for a very very long time. :S So many decisions, so little time to complete it. D:
On a random note, I've been doing some soul-searching on my free time and decided that I should mingle alot and not be sooooo fixed to one thing. But that takes such hard work, so I think I will have to delay that plan. Lol.
Anyways, hope all of you enjoy some verse of a particular song; I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired Of being your (Your) Unofficial girl Unofficial girl And I'm tired I'm tired of trying (Ooh but I'm still your) I'm still your unofficial girl
(You gotta learn to love me) You gotta love me in the light and the dark You gotta give me, give me All of your heart I wanna be your official girl Said I wanna wanna wanna be your (Be your) Official girl I wanna be your official girl I wanna be your official girl Official girl (Official girl)
[Verse 2] If you keep this up there's bound to be a mess cuz I ain't really like duress Put to the test I could surely pass You better do the math I'm so stylish So bossy It'd be ashamed to say you lost me But if you want that It's a wrap And I won't look back (And I won't look back)
Said I won't be with you unofficially anymore And I can't make you choose Long as you're cool on knowing you're bout to blow a good thing And I ain't making ultimatums I'm'a tell you this verbatim.
But no worries, I'm happy still. Happy to see you, happy that I have such a great company, eventhough most of the time, nothing we say makes sense.
Okayokay! 2 More Papers and It's Freedom Day Bitchesssss. So I'm left with Malay Paper which is on my birthday(hint hint. Heh.), which is 5th November. Hahahahaaha. But yes, saddening like fuck ): Anws, like I said, I'm left with Malay Paper and Phy/Chem Paper 1(:
Then I will look for a job, though Ibu thinks that I'm not capable of it. Pfft. I want to enjoy. Enjoy=Money. So yeah, though I still have no idea what job should I get. :S
Anws, tomorrow I might follow Ibu, Kakak, Cousins and Makciks to Johor for a wedding i guess, but the wedding's on Sunday. So we're going tmw to the Mutiara Hotel or smth smth like that! Semangat nak mampos, smpi nak book hotel, mentang2 dapat discount. Lol. Maybe. Anws, what to study ahhhh for Malay? :S.
Oh, I'm taking my leave now, again, but fret not. The most awesomely awesome post will be posted on 11th November. You read it! 11TH NOVEMBER! So, come back on 11TH NOVEMBER and check out the most most most awesome post for this year. It's full of pictures, videos and well, tons and tons of words ;).
Shan't tell you that much though, but YES. Check my blog again on 11TH NOVEMBER for the MOST AWESOME POST ever, at least I claimed it to be. Heh.
Skipped school today. Heh. Will be going to library soooonnnn.
Yesterday's Maths Paper 2 was grrrrrr.
Easy said, I managed to complete everything except for about 3 or 4 qns. So hopefully I can pull through for the Paper 1 on Friday.
Received the qn paper for Art Paper 2 yesterday also. The topics made me feel like a dumb blonde for a moment. Likeeee wth, for real. Pffft.
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"Everyday I sit here waiting Everyday just seems so long And now I've had enough of all the hating Do we even care, it's so unfair Any day it'll all be over Everyday there's nothing new And I just try to find some hope To try to hold onto But it starts again It'll never end
I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do
Almost giving up on trying Almost heading for a fall And now my mind is screaming out I've gotta keep on fighting But then again It doesn't end
I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do? I'm heavily broken And there's nothing I can do
Feels like I'm drowning I'm screaming for air Louder I'm crying And you don't even care
I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken
I'm heavily broken And I don't know what to do Can't you see that I'm choking And I can't even move When there's nothing left to say What can you do I'm heavily broken There's nothing i can do"
I vow and promise. But it doesnt always seems to come true.
Well well well, Had English Paper 1/2 Mock Exam just now and the best part is, for Paper 1, I think only 15/40 students attended. Lol. Talk about wtf mannnn. For Paper 2, there was more turn out, which is like better than the Paper 1 turn out. Hahahahaaa~ Semua siak.
End up, the paper was quite easy, or moderate in my case, though the Composition Topic Choices are like super mega sucky and I ended up writing crap i think. And I managed to ask Eeerah about the formats and the meaning of the word during the exam. As if the teacher would even care. ^ ^ For Paper 2, I actually concentrated on it, maybe because the topic was interesting. Hahahahahaa, about algae, coral reefs and etc. Lol. Passage B was about shark attacks. Interesting like cibai(!) right? (: No im not being sarcastic noob.
Anws after finishing the paper, played like a 7-yr-old kid, by cutting erasers and attempting to throw it to the smoking ad girl. Hahahah. But failed. After the teacher collected all the papers, throwed all the remaining parts of the erasers to that smoking ad bitch. Hahahahahaa, and her reaction was simply tooooooo funny nak mampos. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
"Dari Belakang, Dah Mcm Selenge Sak." "Kat Depan Lagi Buruk!"
Hahahahahaa, you know i know public dont know. ^ ^ Kurang ajar nak mampos nmpk? ;D
Hmmm after both paper ends at a whooping 6.30pm, Nabb, Tyra and Myself headed to J.E Mrt and waited for Yasser the Mat Horny. Intend to buy sushis only, but ended up eating at LJS, then bought sushis. After that, took 98 with Tyra and alight at Lakeside. Walkie Walkie back home, reached hm at 8.40pm and watch teevee after that. Sing, dance& watch teevee.
After that, here I am. Still singing. -.-
Okay done!
Three Cheers Babeehhh, tmw there's no school. Unfortunately, the Sec 4e/5ns still have to come for the Maths Paper 2 Mock Exam. Ahhhhhhh, havent revise! -.-
Osshhhhgoshhhbigosshhh~
D:
At least I can wake up l8 tmw and bath as long as I want till 1pm. Then must get ready to go to school by 1.45pm. Must walk thereeeeee summoreee, and collect Art Paper 2 at 2pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -.-
After that, mock exam starts at 2.30pm till 4 pluss i think. D:
READ: It doesn't rhyme. So maybe it's like a verse(s) but it ain't a song though.
Goodbye. That was your last word that you have said to me. Since then, my body and mind was distracted with all the negative thoughts. Sad. Angry. Depressed. Shocked. The more the negative feelings kept surrounding me, the bigger the hole in my heart gets. But I knew that this is reality and not a fantasy.
I sat by the window that evening. Thinking about your last word and also, about us. So I took out the diary you bought for me, and start scribbling down my thoughts and feelings, and what is currently happening. I knew that I had to forget you, and I did, real fast. But that didn't stop my hand from scribbling our good and bad memories.
Then you appeared in my mind. Your suave, sexy smile melts my heart. The more I try to shake your image off my head, The more you kept appearing. I gave in; You hold my hand and place it at your chest. I could hear and feel your heartbeat, beating faster than ever. I reached for your shoulders, intend to hug you. As I was about to hug you tightly, you faded within a second.
You faded so fast, that I didn't even had a chance to say goodbye. I miss you.
XOXO, Syaf ♥
How about that?(: And no, I repeat, I'm not sad or anything. I just happened to have a interest in writing this kind of poetry. Heh.
Anws yesterday, I did went out with Kakak and Ibu to Geylang. Met up with Ibu at Geylang with Kakak. Ate Mee Tomyum for buka, then went off to Joo Chiat to get Kakak's altered Raya Clothing from the boutique. I got my white outfit from there also(: Only that I don't have to do alterations, which is good and that means I'm not fat or skinny minny. Heh.
Ermm, this year, I'm going with the white/off-white and maroon theme. Wooo~ And both are kebayas, as usual. Ahhh, after going to Joo Chiat, went off to Tanjong Katong Complex *sings di tanjong katong, airnya biru. blaah blaaah blaaah.* Lol. Bought my Maroon outfit from another boutique at TKC. Then, went home. Hahahahaa, v.v.v.v.v. hot and tiredd laaaaa.
I was supposed to meet Rauf after going Geylang yesterday, but I was too tired like hell, thanks to the people who squeezed me at the bazaar o.O I know, I know. What does squeezing and tired got to do with eachother right? Lol.
Today was an okay and v.v.v.v.v. cold day. Brrrrr~ After school, went to JP with Wanie and Eeerah to find Wanie's snowcap, Nabb's fulscap and a wrapping gift for a friend's birthday gift. Then, went home. Hahahahaha, skip POA remedial perrrr. Hahahahaaa~ Hmmmm, I'm still thinking whether I want to lepak tonight or not D:
