Chee-bay.

M.
My uniform size is M.
I'm not mega. I'm a small.
But no, they told me that they ran out of a Small. So they decided a MEGA for me.

Okay fine, I'm exaggerating the size. I know la that M is medium. BUT I'M A FREAKING SMALL!!!
I will look like your bloated ass father if I were to wear that uniform. Kay fine, I'll have to bear w it.

Training starts soon& if you see me, greet me as your father.

Bye.

stay my baby.

I know this gambar tak perlu, mcm takde motive gitu. Haha,
OMG. I was shopping w Kakak just now and when we were on our way home, I realised that I bought 6 tops in under $65.
That's like aweshumm(inside joke :D) considering the place that Kakak and I shopped at was like not in Bugis.
Yay! I love Pre-Christmas Sales ^ ^, but I hate the crowd seriously.

Right now, Ibu is at Johor for a seminar& Ayah is working night shift. Adoo~
'm currently doing lame surveys in facebook.
Mega addictive maayyn. Heh.

Oh did I mention that 'm going to watch the S'pore vs Vietnam match tomorrow w Farahin& her friends, thanks to Nas for the extra ticket? Huhu(: But must pay leerrrr. DUH!
& that also, 've bought the long awaited new perfume, Silky Girl's Forever Yours, w a mega bargain. Like I said.... again, Yay! I love the sales. Hoho(:

Okay dah, I WANT TO DO MORE SURVEYS! ^ ^

xoxo.

can you stay?

Don't know where to start 'cuz something ain't going right
Feel it in my soul 'cuz I've tried, oh baby
Tried to keep you satisfied, please don't cry
I just think we both need time

I just feel that we are in the same room
But living two worlds apart
And it's causing too much pain

She said, "Baby can you please just stay It ain't too late to work this thing out,"
I said, "Girl this ain't easy for me,
At least the truth is coming out"
She said, "Why can't we make up like the last time, I'm just afraid to hear you say go."
I said, "Baby I'm sorry,
I think it's time we let go."

"Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave,
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay"
"Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave 'cuz
I think it's time we let go"

See these teardrops falling from your eyes (from your eyes)
That don't change my mind (oh baby)
Please don't make things more difficult then they gotta be
I can't take no more
This is killing me

And everytime I look at you
I see more reason for me to leave you,
And it's causing me too much pain yeah!

She said, "Baby can you please just stay (stay)
It ain't too late to work this thing out, (I said)"
I said, "Girl this ain't easy for me,
At least the truth is coming out (coming out)"
She said, "Why can't we make up like the last time,
I'm just afraid to hear you say go." (say go)
I said, "Baby I'm sorry,
I think it's time we let go." (time to it let go)

"Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave (baby don't leave)
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay" (I gotta leave)
"Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave 'cuz
I think it's time we let go." (think it's time to go)

"Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay"
"Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave 'cuz
I think it's time we let go."

Time that we let go!

She said, "Baby can you please just stay (please just stay)
It ain't too late to work this thing out, (this thing out)"
I said, "Girl this ain't easy for me,
At least the truth is coming out (coming out)" (she said)
She said, "Why can't we make up like the last time, (make up the last time)
I'm just afraid to hear you say go." (wanna say go)
I said, "Baby I'm sorry, (GO!) (say go)
I think it's time we let go." (time we let go)

"Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave (I gotta leave) (I gotta leave)
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay" (I gotta leave) (I gotta leave)
"Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave 'cuz
I think it's time we let go." (no, no, no, no)

"Baby don't leave, don't leave, don't leave (I gotta leave) (I gotta leave)
Tell me you'll stay, you'll stay, you'll stay" (I can't stay) (I can't stay)
"Gotta leave, gotta leave, gotta leave 'cuz
I think it's time we let go."

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I've done my part. Now time will tell whether you'll do the same or not.
Haiz......
I am soooo sleepy now.
But there's this butterfly feeling in my stomach.
Nervous?..... i couldnt be.
There's nothing to be nervous about. Hai....

I cannot sleep.....
I should be excited since im going to Yuan Ching's Open House tomorrow.... but there's something keeping me from being excited.
Omg.....what could it be? Argghhhhhh.
So so so so so so frustrating siak.

Things that I am frustrated about right now,
1) I am soooo sleepy....but i cant sleep.
2) My stomach is having butterflies in them, but why? why why why?
3) Something's wrong with the dammmnn computer.
4) I think I'm starting to have frown lines.
5) Why am I making this angry face while blogging right now!?!?!?!????
6) ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
7) I feel like stabbing someone right now.
8) I am serious about (7).
9) I AM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
10) But why am I angryyyyyyyy????????????

Pfft.

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I AM STILL GOD DAMN ANGRY..... BUT WHYYYYYYY!!!?!!!!?!?

xoxo.

Second Post.

"O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?"
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget what we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us.

We had it all.
We were just about to fall even more in love than we were before.
I won't forget about us.

But somewhere we went wrong.
Our love is like a song.
But you won't sing along.
You've forgotten about us.

xoxo.

My People, My Home ^^

Pardon the previous post. I was in the Comp Lab just now. Supposedly, need to be doing an English essay at Criterion. But I surfed the net, watch videos and read gossips ^ ^

Hmmm, I think i was having a fit in the morning. Haha. Seriously, no one sings in the morning. Like fo' real yo. Sheesh, wtf, sing with dance steps somemore. -.- So, didn't do any painting during Art just now. Instead, tested out colours for the robot. Mmm, English mcm siak just now. Hah. Half, no, make it ¾ of the class are already dead. Even the chairman and vice-c are sleeping, well kind of. LOL. Iqah and myself managed to keep ourselves awake by showing off our completed summary to those sleepy ones, make fun of people who sleeps funnily and make rude remarks about the Che-Cher. Hahaha[:

After English, it was CH. Did some admin things, then went down and sit and crapped till 3pm. Went up to Comp Lab 2 and like I said, I didn't complete the essay. Hoho^^ After rem, sit with kawan kawan at the 'canteen' and ckp ckp ckp. Then, watched the Malay dance practice. Waited for kawans to finish the Colours Awards. But no one was appropriate to go home with me, so went home by myself ]: Sedih sak babi hutan ni -.-"

Random:
Kau rindu ni ehh Yasser? Ehh, atau lagu dier? :S And don't be sad or demoralised by him okay? ;]

Alrighty, gtg. I want to singgggggg~

Im so hyper after school today! Heh.

AND IM FAT LA! ARGHHHH! FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

And this isn't exaggerating. ]':
Going to gym won't even work. I exercise but still fucking same. Ahhhh, die you fat thighs!!!!!!

XOXO, Syaf.

dumbass. / second post.

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The scene kept playing in my mind. Nabei sak! Get away from me, you stupid fucking scene.

Waaahh, I ate alot just now. Mother asked me why I ate more than usual, I said that I want to be fat. Mother laughed mcm orang tak pernah ketawa. Then, she told me that if I want to be fat, i have to stop weighing myself everyday. I smile and said, OKAY![:

But 5 mins after eating, I weigh myself. Mother sighed. Wahahaa~ Can't help it laa, I have to weigh myself to see how much I've gained from eating. Yes, I'm very very fat like babi hutan fat. ]: I need to lose weight, but mind you. Running is so out of my league. Well, skipping and dancing and etc, isn't, so even if I do that, I still can't lose weight. FUCKFUCKFUCK la. Pfft. And tuition tmw starts at 10am. D: Have to wake up fucking early la. ]:

I'm very happy today till I actually take pictures today with full interest. I'll still have to put a smile on my face because as cliche as it is, seeing you being happy, makes me more happy, I think.

Okay, I'm done.

And suddenly, i have the urge to eat again!

XOXO, Syaf.

♥ /Second post of the day.

"First let me say, he's the best of me
Is it cliche, to say he's destiny
It's no one else but him, well at least for me
That's exactly why, I must now repeat

He's the only one that I want by my side
He's the only one that I believe can save my life
He makes me wanna be a better man oh why,
He's higher than the sky, the suns, and the moon"

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Control yourself, Syafiqa. The time will come. But there are the words like, "her" and "she" that I'm sceptical about, that I saw from a certain source.

PS: Dont jump into conclusions please.

I Like _______ V. Much& I Wish My Life Is Like Lucy.
-I really wish you know who you are.

:/

.... / Second post of the day.

The house is sooo quiet nowadays.
I mean like, the family members are rarely talking to eachother. ( Not on a random basis.)

Anws, im munching on my fries which Father bought for me just now. And I am too lazy to reply Suhaidee's msg. Im so lazy nowadays to reply to anything thats related to technology. Ahhhh~ Soon, I'll be a short fat fag that you don't want to be friends with ]: Like what Nabilah said in her blog, eat all the way during holidays. Thats what Im actually doing E.V.E.R.Y.D.A.Y besides studying. -.-" No life, no no no life. I have such a boring life. I dont even know why i've become so boring nowadays. The Internet itselfs has lose its power to make me happy. Stardoll ain't great anymore. Mtv is getting boring. But at least, America's Best Dance Crew 2 is coming soon[:

Kaayysss, im shagged already. Going to watch the telly now. Bye.

Hiiii :D / Second POST.

I'm soooo bored. And i don't want tongue piercing. I read Xiaxue's blog and she said that after 3 days, the swelling still wont stop. :S . I want more ear piercing ajer laaaa. :D.

TAG REPLIES;

15 May 08, 12:55 PM
iqah: kitttttttte kluar on saturdae la

-Syaf: Hahaha. Ader oraaanng tuuu BROKE ahhhh. HAHAHA. Nak tgk Congkak? LOL.

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15 May 08, 04:52 PM
haini: helo syaff! XD

-Syaf: Hello HAINI! :D.

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15 May 08, 05:47 PM
wanie.: Pokai nmpk. Aku pon.

-Syaf: Hahaha. LOL. Broke mcm beggars. Kat rumah mkn maggi jer. :D.

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15 May 08, 11:10 PM
Alamin: Mangkok!!! ok dah. hahaha link me if u din u Bacin!!!! cute girl la u nie hahaha =.= mcm phm lolx kidding only about the mcm phm la...ok tag me again aite...

-Syaf: Haha! Bacin! LOL. I know i'm cute. Wahahahaha~ Dah link daah.[:

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Okay, this is extracted from atiqah's blog.

"I miss this people.I really do:D
omgosh arent they just gorgeous , you can tell it from the pictures."

Awwww~ I miss you too Iqah! ♥

Heh. Sweet kan dier! Woo~

Tioman's. One of the few favourites pictures. The first one is Daddy's. I focaled it to give a dramatic effect. Second one, lagi my favourite. Natural laa dey. The sunset there is all sexy yaw. Yeahh. The third one is at the waterfall in Paya Beach. Very the cooling laa seyy((((: The fourth one is hothothot. Because there's lots of food and the cook is a Guy/ Man/ Male. Woaah. Really delicious foods. Kudos. And the last one is Sis blowing bubbles. Focaled it laa seyy. Macam hot gitu. Lucky i got the shot. Because it's quite hard to get the right shot((:

And if i cant pursue my dreams of becoming a teacher or a singer, i'll become a photographer aite yaww. LOL. Ohohoh, i planned to take pictures of Kakak and Hashim together for my portfolio. Amacam? Okay tak? LOL. But i must ask them first. If they agree, i'll set the date yeah? And i want to go to pretty locations and take my friends pictures as my portfolio. Kirekan, korang model aku laa. Korang naknak? LOL.