M. My uniform size is M. I'm not mega. I'm a small. But no, they told me that they ran out of a Small. So they decided a MEGA for me.
Okay fine, I'm exaggerating the size. I know la that M is medium. BUT I'M A FREAKING SMALL!!! I will look like your bloated ass father if I were to wear that uniform. Kay fine, I'll have to bear w it.
Training starts soon& if you see me, greet me as your father.
Hello Readers. Currently, I'm feeling all lefty, so my post today is all lefty. -.-" Okay merepek.
Ahhhh, tomorrow prelim exam is a do or die thing. It's Phy/Chem 1 and Chem 3 paper. :\
I'm soooo dead, gaaahhh!
Lets see. I hope the whole Chem 3 paper contains Organic Chemistry, Acids, Bases and Salts and a lil' bit of Chemical Reactions. I h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 h8 the rest!
Argghhh, yes I studied btw. And for Physics Paper 1, I dont want the left-hand/right-hand rule thingy to come out! Wait, will it? :S
I'm supposed to be sick and resting, but {insert a reason}. Heh.
Anws, if you did see the news about the Madrid plane crash, the victims were apparently, mostly children, including 2 babies! Like what was that all about?
Omfg, pity those kids. Stupid budget airline! o.O
And they were barely flying off, well actually, the jet was taking off when it veered to the right of the runway before breaking up in flames.
Tsktsk, so much for thinking that it was a terrorist act. LOL.
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Gifs/Picture has arrived!
Hurray for long tissues,
I love this girls alot(plus Iqah! but she's not in it),
Tyrabelo,
My "GeetItt, GeetItt?" Partner,
It's 11.05am right now, so prolly my friends are like eating right now. Hahahaha! HELLO KAWANS! Lol.
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To _______,
This charade of yours has got to stop. I don't want to be a part of this anymore. You are TOTALLY twisting your words. You are assuming things that are just not right. YOU wanted it to end, not me. I am going with your flow. GET THIS RIGHT. One minute you would be like "Lets end it." The next minute, you would say "Sorry. Give me sometime okay? Stay with me, will you?" And I'm like Ohh man. You are totally.... indescribable. I can't believe I could even fall for you. I'm really sorry, this really hurts, but I don't want to be your guinea pig anymore. Next time you want to say something, please MEAN IT. I have totally made up my mind. _______ was right. You don't mean what you said at all. My instincts were totally right from the start. I shouldn't have done this in the first place. I shouldn't be giving in always, now, I feel like I'm the gullible one. I may have feelings for Rauf but it ain't a love feeling. We are just friends, do you understand? Ohwait, you wouldn't understand because you always want things to go your way. I'm lucky enough not to continue on this charade with you, because I know this situation will eventually repeats. And if it does repeats, I am the one to give in, NOT YOU. So in the end, I will lose out, straight up. I was just going to meet Rauf because he wanted some company as a friend. Then there you go, texting me a msg which I know, I'll be expecting, because after we said goodbye at the bridge, you went on a texting parade. WOW. It's amazing how you can get jealous so damn frigging fast, when it's nothing compared to how you and _____ were in school. Oh don't say I'm being jealous, because you are, and not me. I understand that you have to entertain and be with _____ because of some reasons. But I don't think it's fair that you judge me in a way like we ARE in a relationship, when we actually aren't. I have to stop this and no one told me to do so, because I make my own decisions. My friends are there to help ME. So don't you go judging them also. DON'T because you are just going to start a real bad conflict. Yes, I know that you are sincere, but I'm sorry. I know all of your tricks and I'm not going to fall for it. Well, not anymore. I also don't want to continue this because my relationship with _____ may be at stake, because I love her dearly that I don't want to lose her as a friend again. I don't care if you want to forget me as a crush or a friend. Because I know, even if I lose you as a friend, my girls will still be there for me and they will always know the truth.
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Okaayy, that took me at least 25 minutes to finish what I have to say to _________. Anws, it's 11.30am now. I better be bathing.
M.
