Bad service for f sake.

I have so many things to update actually,
so many events had happened but as always, it's just too much.
Right now, 'm trying to make full use of my last week of holidays before I go for attachment at well, whutyoudknow....Sgh.
Pretty much excited and nervous for it since my CP teacher in charge looked fierce. But looks can be deceiving.

Anw, a helpful tip;
Jusco Tebrau City's Manhattan Fish Market suck.
I always look forward to their big grilled prawns but whutyoudknow, they ran out of it when we started telling our orders. Like actually that's the only thing I looked forward to whenever I eat there. But since I was too hungry to actually tell them that they sucked, their service sucked, I just ordered a different variety in their menu, a fish fillet w an option of a dory or pollock fish. Since idontknow what the f is a pollock fish, I requested for a dory. The meal btw, consists of chips and rice and an additional topping of either, calamari/grilled prawns/mussels.

As usual, I asked for the meal w the choice of grilled prawns, and fuckingly, the waiter said they ran out of it -.- Fkg pissed yknw. So I just requested for mussels instead since I don't favour calamari that much.

After the rest of the orders were taken, few mins later, the waiter came and said they ran out of mussels also. And 'm likeeeeeeee almost saying the f word to the waiter, but was reluctant since Mum was there. At least she said it(for me i think) when the waiter was gone. Btw, instead of making a big fuss there, I just told the waiter that just give me the damn calamari. There goes my appetite actually.

The starting of my meal,


&my unfinished meal.
(Rice taste like it could be found in any cheap roadside foodstalls, buttered flour is too thick.)
Did I mention that their chili sauce is like those found given when you bought your chicken rice kind of chili sauce? FFFFFFF merepek nak mampos. Lucky I never unleash my anger to that waiter.


Before that, our clam chowder came first. And f oh hell, there was no clam in it. F waiter said that it is like that sometimes and 'm likeeeee whut? -.- Okay fine, that's the last time 'm going there. &like we didn't even want to leave any tips for them and bloody hell waste our money for charging service charge.

Okay 've rant enough about this stupid thing. That's a really helpful tip btw, Don't Eat At Manhattan Fish Market at Jusco Tebrau City.
Instead, I think Vivo's food better at Jusco. Next try would be Nando's btw so keep your eyes peeled for my review on it.
(:


Ahhhh, have to go to school early in the morning tomorrow and Wednesday ): Need to wake up early and the morning rush and the crowd and the smell of some people not bathing in the train.
Pfft.

Depressing much? No?

Been searching for the right blogskin.
But I think simple is the best,
just like last time again.

Anyways, everything is neutral right now.
I might consider giving up doing something that 've always done for the past few years.
If I were to tell them about this, probably they'll have a good laugh for quite a bit and be skeptical of my decision and of me.
But what can I say? People change every once in a while and 'm trying to. Hopefully it's working right now.

It's going to be different this year. (will reveal this part in a few months time if I do remember about it.)
Too much inside things are happening right now and I have no idea whether to resolve those problems or leave them aside/be happy about the outcome or be sad about it.
I can be happy for a minute or two but things will get back to its neutral-self after that.
What the f does it mean?

I don't know if its the people I am w that makes you disappointed or worried or worst, angry whenever I am out or it is just me?
I know you gave me too much freedom(according to you) but I don't see why my freedom has to be only until 11pm.
You never did support me for what I love to do which is dancing(not until I told you about it).
It was never sincere, so tell me why I am now like this?

I have nothing to live for right now.
Dance = Gone.
Social Life = Gone.
R/s? (don't even get me started about it) = I presume it's gone for now.
I should give it up for now.
I need some space for my mind to think about other things rather than you.
For their sake, I miss you.

On top of that, a "i am going to work hard from now on" is plastered on my forehead and brain invisibly.
Because I have devastating results from Module 1.1.
Hopefully I will do well in my clinical practice and will buck up for my Module 1.2 after the next holidays.

& Finally, on a random note: Happy Schooling Kiddos! (:

I am happy/sad/angry/no mood right now.
Yes, I woke up this early on a Saturday.
Still wondering whether I should go out later or not?
Or should I go to my uncle's house for god-knows-what because my mum told me to?
Seriously, I have no mood to do anything right now.
Prob mood swings but it's like so so so so weird.

Enjoyed Wednesday night's company (24th) = The Bcubes, Kak Aqilah, Wanie, Isha, Farahin& Rabbani(Baby cameeeee!!!!)




Okay done!

I'm sad huh, Dzul? Lol.
Apparently I still have no idea why 'm like this.
Right now, 'm still happy/sad/angry/no mood.
WAIT! I'm still having no mood not the rest.

Should i go or not?
(:)>:(:|

KIMICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Feels like I have always known you.

And I swear I dreamt about you.

All those endless nights I was alone.

It's like I've spent forever searching.

Now I know that it was worth it.

With you it feels like I am finally home."

It's double the beat every single time.
Even you could feel it,
and when you asked about it,
'll giggle non-stop.

Fed up siakkkkk, kimice betul.

JP0904A's Chalet (3D2N),
This chalet is like a gathering before our attachment to separate hospitals/wards/etc.
So that's why I was super excited about it,
expected more but it's okay.

I didn't get to sleepover for the first night because basically there's no plan on the night except for those who wants to drink. But since I don't drink, I decided to not sleepover. Reached the chalet at around 6pm w Shanti, Nab& Yass. Waited for the rest to get dressed and off we went to downtown to eat dinner together. After which, headed back to chalet and played games and stuffs.
My initial plan was to catch the last train then meet up w a friend after that, but apparently there was no more train at Pasir Ris, so called up my savior...my dad and he picked me up so I didn't get to meet my friend ):

Anws, I overslept the next day so my plan to go for mandarin class backfired so decided to delay my time to go for the chalet. Asked Ayah to send me to downtown at 6pm and meet up w Yass and bought some stuffs at Watsons and headed to chalet.
Joked around and I've made a new friend who is Dzul's friend who is also named Dzul -.- And he thought I was not 17 and that I looked older. :S
Headed to the bbq pit that they booked(ni part mcm what!? but just go ahead w the plan la) and eat, chat, blah blah blah. Oh yes, CJM came. Who's CJM? ChooJokeMui, Jpa's Class Advisor. Hahahaha! Naik basikal tu pun suke -.-

Then, yeaaaaaah, blah blah blah, the bbq ended at 12am. Then went back to chalet, v mendak cause their plans all like cocked up. Merepek gile part ni.
I didn't sleep till about 6am when almost half of them went to catch the 1st train back home. Slept beside Fahmy and that also, not fully sleeping. Spent half the time shifting about on the floor. Yes, I sleep at the floor. The cold cold floor, luckily it's clean.
At about 10am, started packing and bid goodbye to the rest of them. Sasha, Nab and myself showered at the swimming pool's toilet and joined the boys afterwards. Went to downtown to eat at Macs w Fahmy, Nab, Sasha, Din, Faiz, Dzul, Fad& Bani. Then took 3 to Tampines and trained back home. Told you Chalet was a bit mendak. -.-

Time for pictures(a little bit only, the rest is at FB);




















Elfy's 19th,
After our last mandarin lesson, Su asked me to join them for Elfy's 19th Birthday celebration at Tampines Mall. While the rest are gone, Suhailah, Suree& Myself headed to Simei to buy Elfy's cake first, then take the train to Tampines and walked around TM while waiting for the rest to get their seats at Pizza Hut.
After receiving a call that they gotten their seats, we gave the cake to one of the staffs to ask them to surprise Elfy later. Sally& Sid joined us later and we ate talk joked took pictures and Suree and Suhailah went to the 'toilet' and when Elfy and Aisyah came back from the ladies, the staffs and the cake came. We sang a birthday song loudly, and Elfy said she was touched and she almost wanted to cry. Awwww.
Anyways, after the celebration I couldn't follow them to Kallang because of some matters so bid goodbye to all of them in the train.

Pictures/Videos,

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Sidetrack sikit;
24th and 25th is going to be the bomb. Going back to school on the 30th for Mask Fitting& 1st July for BL Meeting!!!! :)

I miss my 4 gfs btw!!

I ammmm sooooo hungry right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Packet of maggi, here I come for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
:B.

xoxo.

update soonnnnnnn!!!!!!!!

Elfy's 19th; proper update w pictures soon!
Jpa's Chalet; proper update w pictures soon!

Right now, 'm going to meet the boys and the cousin!!!!! :P
..................i think.

xoxo.