Soaring High.

Hello Readers. It's 11.30pm right now and I can't sleep because I got back from meeting Lelon and Elmon for video making just now at 9.30pm. Alrighty, since I've got not much to update about, I shall just update about today then.

Woke up at a whooping time of 10am and skipped Subuh, obviously. I was goddamn tired, prolly because I was kept awake by my phone, being put to loud mode, causing it to burst tunes to signal that I have msgs. From 1 to 3 to 5 msgs at a time. o.O Wahh siaaan. Anws, since Mother cooked already, decided to have brunch at home, then, bathing at 12pm since I'm meeting Eeerah and Wanie at Lakeside by 1pm. Heh. I was late, ASSSSS USUUAAALL. Huhu[: Brought along the laptop, but without an internet modem. -.- Sooo, we settled down at The Frontier to do the video. Had our usual laughs and was obviously amazed with what Windows Movie Maker, well at least Wanie and myself was. It was lucky that Lelon was around, or Wanie and myself would have use the kental PowerPoint software. Lol.

Anws, we were there from 1.45pm to 4pm. And then, we got hungry, so we ate at Banquet. Had a really large amount of claypot rice. I grew fat after that. :O. Went over to a photo shop since Wanie wanted to photostat the Hua Yi Prelims' Paper. After which, I went on a sandals' finding rampage, since I was in need of a sandals and believe me, I don't even have a single sandal in these 2 years, since my last one broke. ^^ And after rounding from level 1 to level 3, I finally got the sandals...... at level 1 where I firstly, wouldn't want to go to, since it's like at John Little and I've got a budget, but it was quite prettaay for a 20 buckeroos. So took it, and went rounding at Jurong Point. Decided to work on the video again at Macs at JP, hoping we'll get an internet connection, but failed. So editted the video again over there. Had a chocolate sundae, which adds up to my fatness factor for the day. :\ After that, we left the place at around 5.45pm.

Then, went rounding, and I saw my Bibik and family theeerreee and the little boy was also there too. Too bad there ain't any pictures to be shown. Safuan is superr duper cute. Ahhh, he knows me! Heh. Ermm, then left Jp and Wanie initially wanted to go to TJ Shopping Centre but it was cancelled. So we sat around at Macs at Superbowl for about 1 or 2 hours then, went home at almost 9pm. Took 240 bus ride home. Reached home at around 9.30pm and now I'm here.

Pictures just now,

Eeerah; Alter Ego, Lelon.

Wanie; Alter Ego, Elmon.

Hundreds of pictures,

My Prettaay Sanddds,
Kakak went off to meet Farahin to have their night study at Pioneer Mall just now. So I wanted to follow but I know that they'll be studying until 4/5am and my tiredness got the best of me, so instead I'm blogging right now. I'm waiting for _________________right now. But I'm guessing it ain't happening. :\

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Night Study Pictures,
I H8 NABILAH FOR BEING TOO FAIR-SKINNED.


XOXO, Syaf.

WTH.

Hello Readers~

I'm supposed to be sick and resting, but {insert a reason}. Heh.

Anws, if you did see the news about the Madrid plane crash, the victims were apparently, mostly children, including 2 babies! Like what was that all about?
Omfg, pity those kids. Stupid budget airline! o.O
And they were barely flying off, well actually, the jet was taking off when it veered to the right of the runway before breaking up in flames.
Tsktsk, so much for thinking that it was a terrorist act. LOL.

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Gifs/Picture has arrived!

Hurray for long tissues,


I love this girls alot(plus Iqah! but she's not in it),


Tyra belo,


My "Geet Itt, Geet Itt?" Partner,


It's 11.05am right now, so prolly my friends are like eating right now. Hahahaha! HELLO KAWANS! Lol.

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To _______,

This charade of yours has got to stop. I don't want to be a part of this anymore. You are TOTALLY twisting your words. You are assuming things that are just not right. YOU wanted it to end, not me. I am going with your flow. GET THIS RIGHT. One minute you would be like "Lets end it." The next minute, you would say "Sorry. Give me sometime okay? Stay with me, will you?" And I'm like Ohh man. You are totally.... indescribable. I can't believe I could even fall for you. I'm really sorry, this really hurts, but I don't want to be your guinea pig anymore. Next time you want to say something, please MEAN IT. I have totally made up my mind. _______ was right. You don't mean what you said at all. My instincts were totally right from the start. I shouldn't have done this in the first place. I shouldn't be giving in always, now, I feel like I'm the gullible one. I may have feelings for Rauf but it ain't a love feeling. We are just friends, do you understand? Ohwait, you wouldn't understand because you always want things to go your way. I'm lucky enough not to continue on this charade with you, because I know this situation will eventually repeats. And if it does repeats, I am the one to give in, NOT YOU. So in the end, I will lose out, straight up. I was just going to meet Rauf because he wanted some company as a friend. Then there you go, texting me a msg which I know, I'll be expecting, because after we said goodbye at the bridge, you went on a texting parade. WOW. It's amazing how you can get jealous so damn frigging fast, when it's nothing compared to how you and _____ were in school. Oh don't say I'm being jealous, because you are, and not me. I understand that you have to entertain and be with _____ because of some reasons. But I don't think it's fair that you judge me in a way like we ARE in a relationship, when we actually aren't. I have to stop this and no one told me to do so, because I make my own decisions. My friends are there to help ME. So don't you go judging them also. DON'T because you are just going to start a real bad conflict. Yes, I know that you are sincere, but I'm sorry. I know all of your tricks and I'm not going to fall for it. Well, not anymore. I also don't want to continue this because my relationship with _____ may be at stake, because I love her dearly that I don't want to lose her as a friend again. I don't care if you want to forget me as a crush or a friend. Because I know, even if I lose you as a friend, my girls will still be there for me and they will always know the truth.

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Okaayy, that took me at least 25 minutes to finish what I have to say to _________. Anws, it's 11.30am now. I better be bathing.

XOXO, Syaf.

SyafFaysSyaf.

Hello Readers. Will be going to tuition later. So this will be a quickie, i think.

I feel like having lots of chocolates right now. Idk why, but there's this sudden craving. o.O And i'm not pregnant.
Anws, Art Room is open(!) this Friday till 9pm! Woohoo~ I soo have to finish my Art or I'm going to be waaay behind time. >:[
Ooo, HotChoco would be like nice right now. Mmmm~
Ermm, finally met up with Rauf after tuition yesterday..... for about 10 minutes only? Hahahaha lol. I'm b b b b b b b bored. Woohoo, random is so fun! ;D. I'm aloneee at home. Weeee! Apparently, there's no food at home, so this is like a diet/practice for Ramadan l8ter. Wahahaha, wtf siakk.

Okaaay, 5 more random facts about me aigghhtt? ;]

1) I h8 the fact that Ibu will pester me to eat the health(or what shit) pills she bought. -.-"
2) I always dye my hair reddish brown after school closed at the end of the year.
3) When I get high, I don't do sexual things(like other ppl do), I sing loudly[:
4) I love making funnay faces to my friends.
5) I smoke, but a non-heavy one.

Okaaay, this is all random, but deffo' true.

Anws, Monday was actually my Eng O level Oral. Wahahahaha~ Iqah and Myself were bragging to the others that took oral on Friday, that ours was waaayyy easy! ;D But, i know, dont get too cocky. Pffft. At the holding room, it was so obvious that everyone was nervous. So we made sexual remarks and etc to keep everyone happy and calm. Butttt, the best part was looking at the examiners! HAHAHAHA, One's a ______. And the Other One's a sleeper. Waaallaawww. People are like talking, she's like wanting to sleep. o.O Nehneh! I hope I gave a smooth speech delivery. Insyallah. At Night, there was night study. Did POA and laughed about a particular someone. LOL. It rained, so took a bus home with Wanie, Nabb and Sulaiman.

Tuesday was one of those days where it is easily forgotten since it's very boring. Pfffftt. But there was tuition at night. Talked with Farahin while on the way to the interchange. She's so prettaaayy now. ILY laa syg. Miss her alot man, so long never meet. Heh. I grinned alone when she came. Hahahah. So yes, like I said earlier, met up with Rauf after tuition, since Ayah can't pick me up from tuition. Texted him that I was arriving, so he came and was late for 5 to 10 secs. Hahahahaha, so walked to the shop. Talked and I reached home within 15 minutes of the meetup. Got next time perr? XD.

Today was so so. Had physics class after school. Then, went down to buy a sandwich. Around 2.45pm, went to Comp Lab 1 for Remedial and did Criterion. Went home after Remedial and here I am. There's like tuition l8ter so, gonna bath noww~

XOXO, Syaf.

Friendship.

I wonder sometimes if a friendship will ever last. Even till you graduate. Till you got married. Till you have your own family, with kids. Till you grow old. Will it happen to us?

A friendship where you know your friend's previous foes and lovers. Their heart-wreaking past or even their happy moments in the past. It doesn't matter how long you know the person. Because it's not the duration and quantity that's important. It's the quality of it that is.

If this is what you call a true friendship, then it must be with-:

1) Correcting each other's mistakes.
2) Accept each other's flaws.
3) Treasure every moment, but with less conflicts.
4) Talk Talk Talk.

If I am wrong, please do correct me. You can even add up this list, because this list, it is of my opinion.

I really miss the good times we had. All the laughter, and secrets being kept. Gossips and etc. I can feel the bond in Art Room after school yesterday. The Five Of Us can actually laugh about something. And still forget about our 'gap' during the laughter. The outings we had. Remember 'The League Of Extraordinary Immature Kids' Or 'W.A.N.T.S'? The name may be silly to some people, but it wasn't to me. Kental tuu kental, tapi best jugak kan?

This is for everyone, not just a particular person.

Friends, Old or New, it's still just friends, never to be forgotten. It is a part of your life and you will remember it forever. Whatever you do, it'll stay etched to your head because this isn't an Internet where you can delete the history and make new ones. Well, not unless, you do want it to happen.

I'll still ♥ my friends no matter what. Even though my actions are different from what I say.

From Hari Raya, to the outings, to school related pictures.

Raya 2005,
Raya 2006,

Raya 2007,




Etc 2005,

2006,







2007,











2008,

















Deep Deep Waayyy Deep Down, it's all ♥.


This Clan is the best ♥,

XOXO, Syaf.