byebye world .

1st week of school is overrrr~

Orang kate penat sungguh ehhh. I've never been so tired in my life that whenever I meet my boyfriend, I won't even feel that excited to meet him. Goddddddd. My body clock needs to get used to this immediately please!!!! And not to mention my endless moodswings and tendency to curse a lot more than usual and get pissed for no reason.


Now adding to my pissed state, every module except for PCA has its own project. So 3 projects in total! And I've been feeling sleepy at least in a lesson for that 5 days! God Syafiqa wake up stop wasting time. AND I'v gained weight lagi. KIMAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK kan aku mengamuk. Sialpukicibaisiakbabisetannabeinakmampus! GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.



Annoying much.

This is why we're awesome like that. Beat that suckers. I love youuuu.


&Orientation April Intake 2010 went well! Weeeeee Class C baiikkkkkk~

kbye.

alls wells ends well....or something like that. hah.

ANOTHER AWESOME OUTING W TH BCUBES w new members :)
Too bad lyana couldn't join us for karaoke.
Heee~

Well one more week of holiday and school starts and I'm officially Year 2!!! Heheheee~ Okay so for last week of th holidays, there will be BL meeting, Y1 orientation, ice skating w Fahmy(heee~) and a must outing w Nabby to ease her mind :)

So tonight's Man U vs Chelsea match, who will win uhhhh? It's like Syaf vs Fahmy match since baby supports chelsea -.-
But th darn problem is I don't care who win, I support Man U cause of their playersssss. Hehehe.

Ahhhhh whatever am gg to meet w th boys tonight for th match :)

Hmmm did I mention that I watch How To Train Your Dragon in 3D w Nab on Wednesday? Heh whaaaat an awesome show. Th belo girl is either laughing or scared -.- But itssss nice spending time w her :) Hang in there girl, i love you :)

Oh and Fahmy too. :P You know I do too okay? Hahahahahhhhhhah.

Byeeeeeee people, im high on itchy panadols. lol lol lol.

we gotta fight for this love

2nd week of holidays -.- I'm not doing anyth productive during this holidays.
&Fahmy's always having his football trainings -.-
So we'll only get to meet 2 times a week?
Buttttt all is well in th Syafahmy's lane.
Tak jumpe slalu tak mati kan beb?
Hehehehe :P
aku sayang kau btw.

Anw going back to school for 2 times during th holidays.
On top of that, we have bio project to complete.
I mean we only get 3 months holiday! Tak pasal kene ade project, kimice btul.

I loveeeee my hair but if school reopens, how eh? -.-

jello stung.

one week holiday down :(
3 weeks tak cukup!!!!! >:( padahal Ite students work harder than poly in terms of physical -.-

hmmm anw ecp w bb just now was awesomeeee though its kinda hot wearing jeans to ecp. Stupid jellyfish scars! hmph >:( oh and grabbed dinner at macs before trained home :)

what should i do for th next 2 weeks ehhhhh? -.- &i loveeee me hair colourrrrr sexaaay ehhh? ;)

hello baby! i knw you are reading this yo, been stalking me silently eyyyy. heeee~

xoxo i got nth to say -.-

I'll stop th world w my little bare hands.
I won't give in to those bigger than me.
I'll make it through another year of this love/hatred/hypocrite relationship.
I won't cry or be frustrated, I've to keep holding on.
They can't bring me down, They won't bring me down.
I'm not th nicest, I'm not th prettiest, I'm not one who could stand out, but I know I'll make it through.
Nothing they can say or do, can make me give up.
They may win by quantity, but I'll win by quality.
I love them, I really do.
&I miss them too.
Gfs, where are you?

back for a moment

Helloooooo readers! :) I haven't been updating jesuissyaf lately well because I'm busy w CR week and th long-over attachment. So yayyyyy me for getting a B for th overall clinical posting of Year 1. Heh. Hopefully it will boost my bad gpa/theory. Hahahah. Anw so fast its already March 2010. I'll be in Year 2 this april! Yay!!!! :D

Anw on th 1st, Fahmy and myself watched Valentines Day at Vivo after our morning shift and th movie's awesomeeeee. Went over to Sentosa w th boys on th 6th, spent my entire day solely w Bcube that day and it was nice being w them-stupid-self after not hanging out w them for a long time already. W their lame jokes and idiotic acts, it's childish but it's still fun being w them. Th following day which was a Sunday, Fahmydear picked me up from home and we went to watch Dear John at Dhoby Ghaut's Cathay and before that, grabbed breaklunner(breakfast+lunch+dinner) at Plaza Sing's Secret Recipe. After th movie, we dropped at City Hall and sat near padang and chillaxxxxx. After which we cabbed to Lakepark and chillax lagiiiii. Then he sent me home. My awesome date w Dear that is that day :)

On th 8th, CR week has begun and it was really wierd knowing that your stupid annoying hypocrite idiotic best guy friend isn't in class anymore. :( I miss having that boy in th class. Anw our new C.A was Mr Edmund Chong which was also th BL teacher -.- Baikkkkk but he was only around for Monday since he has to go for reservist for 2 weeks which was cuncun, our CR week -.-Anw it was an interesting first CR week. Still I have another 2 days to go so jia you Syaf, you can handle BS2 and PCA easily :P.

After that wholeeee week of "stress", another thing to handle which was th long awaited outing w Ibu& Fahmy. Believe or not, I went out w Fahmydear and Ibu to syarahan on 13th over at Ar-Raudhah and before that, Ibu picked Fahmy from his match over at Hougang :O. Yes so insisting, my mother that is. It wasn't that bad from what I thought it would be. Heh. And we ate at Teh Tarik after that. Th following day, Fahmy came over to my house and we went to Jb w my mum. Went to Jusco's Tebrau City and windowshopped there, ate at Vivo& got to-go's Starbucks. Happy la that boy got so many nice foods/drinks in his tummy. Hmph. And we sent him home :)

&Yesterday night, caught Alice In Wonderland 3D at Jp w Farah. It was pretty much last minute but we managed to catch up w each other and th movie's awesommmeeeee btw :D Anw I'm so shagged and fatigue now..I've got no mood to do much. And if I showed you any attitude, I'm sorry. Didn't mean to do so. I'll take off now. Cheerios people, takecare :)

Spread The Love. xo.

Hello readers!
I dont know if anybody's going to read my blog, still I'm just going to update alright :)

Firstly my CNY holiday was awesome w th Maternal Family! ^^
Although my skin got charcoal-ed by th sun and by swimming too much!

Secondly I watched Fahmy's friendly match and spent quite a meaningful time w Fahmy before I left for th holidays ^^,
Dear looking like a bumblebee catching balls below, (hahahaha ok that was funny!)


Thirdly I went back to school on Friday and saw my lovelies! Yes Dha, we need to meet up soon! Heheheheh~ Bani is so bacin that day! And sorry guys I didn't join you allllllll.

Fourthly Sorry Fahmy for allllll th inconveniences that I made you go through. Heh. Yknw I still love you. HEH.

Fifthly I AM GOING FOR SIMS TOMORROWWWWWW! Weeeee~

Sixthly I miss my boys(seriously) but th timing that they asked me out weren't perfect at all. :(

xoxoxoxox.

I promise I'll do a proper update next time round! Cheerios~
And tag laaaaa people so I know there's still people who's reading this shit.
:)

lost for words.
i'll be there for you,
but i won't support your decision.

please think twice.
please.
:'(

according to you.....?

My v first time to be sick on 2010.
I've gotten 2 days mc and boyyyyy am i sad :(
Anwwww last Saturday was awesomeeee though we met up a lil late than usual.
Th games got me laughing and being w them was just too awesome.
Sikit punye bende punnnnn boleh buat orang ketawa.
Hahahahaha!
&just because of them, I reached home nearly 4am.

Caught th movie, Daybreakers w Fahmy few weeks back and it was nice.
&also caught Santau yesterday w Fahmy again and it was scary okay! Th suspense i meant. A lil bit disgusting but yes, scary.
Th stupid boy kept on restraining my hand from covering my eyes -.-
Step brave only Fahmy~

Oh oh oh,,, I miss Nabililly! :(
Biler nak jumpe eh?
:( :( :( :( :( howshowshows!?

And back to rehab tomorrow and I've no idea what th girls are planning to do tomorrow for th old folks.
Got to go! :)

xoxoxoxo.

you know you love me, i know you care :)

Suddenly I feel like being in th cold sand w Fahmy at 2am, eating MacDs like we did few weeks back. It was so calm and quiet. I love it that way. I love that he's there and I could enjoy his company w/o even saying anything except hearing th ocean closing in on th shore and also laying down on th mat, looking at th stars. It was one of th nicest dates I've been to. Never did it before, but glad that I did. Only w you :}

Am meeting w th boys tonight! Hehehe and of course w Farah :} Just like th good ol' days people. Miss hanging out w them and glad I did last night. I could get 6 packs just by laughing at their silly antics. Ohhhh my, cant wait!!!! :)

My medical posting at Ward 53C is over yesterday. I am glad that I've opened up myself and learn to talk to others before they even talk to me. I am glad that I've gotten quite a high score for this posting which means that I've improved and I loved how my last day ends w a bang :)
They were th most supportive bunch of nurses I've met. Maybe if I graduate, I want to work at a female-only ward pleaseeeee? Hahahahah. Room 28 ftw please :} hehehe.

Next week is Rehabbbbb week. At? Hougang :O. There's a shocker. God how do I even get there? -.-

xoxoxox.

Miley's Party In The USA is growing on me.
I like it, the beats are awesome!
Hehehe.

Anw Ayah's DnD was awesome cause' the entertainment and games were fantastic.
After that, headed to Jb for a while.
And went back to school th next day for Sim Training and boy was it kinda fun. Sleepy but fun. Hah. Finally get to see Fils ehhhhhh ;).
Went back w Kakak, Filzah, Ayme& Iffah. Those really crazy bunch of girls :)

Will be heading to Kampung later for kenduri soooo can't wait for good food. Haahahaha!
Fahmy can you scold me now? I'm getting fatter dok! -.-

&next week is medical ward's last week! :(

xxoxoo.

miss me?

A quick update before I shower and get ready for afternoon shift :)

Life's been awesome. Well I'm not loving it but I do like it.
It's been nice, and everything's been going well so far for my 2010.

Attachment is kinda awesome though my competency level isn't signed yet because our dear lecturer decided to do so at th 3rd week which is this week.
&i'm on afternoon shift for 2 days which means there isn't much to do and I won't get signed for anything. So I have to work harder for th remaining morning shifts that I have which means I have to rush which I do not like to do. Pfft.

Recently went to surprise 3 January darlings separately who is Nabilah(from her afternoon shift), Farahin(from her void deck)& Yasser(from Reis Cafe). &everything turned out awesome! :) Glad to hear that they love it cause' if they love it, I do love it :) Hehehehehe~ And thankyou to those people who make it happen! Love you all.

Following Ayah along w Kakak to Ayah's DnD on Thursday which means weeeee abang abang police...okay OR pakcikpakcik police so booooooo. Though I have to rush from morning shift back to home to get ready. Still....excited much!?
&I'm going back to school on Friday for Sims Training which is awesomeeeee cause I get to see people I miss! Wooo~ Can't waittttt yo.

Okay till here xoxo.
Pictures will be uploaded soon :)
Fahmy, i sayang you. Suke suke suke dpt tgk ni!? Heh :D.

I'll make this short.
He's gone since 31st December 2009.
I miss my late granddad :'(.
What a way to end 2009 and I'm glad his pain is over.
HE loves granddad more.
<3.

Attachment have started since Monday.
Me likeyyyyy my medical ward.
It's awesome but tiringggg :'(.
&th best and worst part is, Fahmy's in the same hospital as me but we're always in th different shifts.
Nvm baby! Handphone tetap ade. :P

Oh yes Happy Legal Birthday Today to my wonderful Gf, Nabililly :).
lovelovelove you and our kental moments since 2005 and our aimless outing(which we have to have one soon). Hahahaha! Love you more than I love Fahmy and more than Din does to you!!!! :P

(oh those kental moments how i miss my naive days.)

xoxoxox.

sorry i can't speak french :)

Went out w Rafi, Qeem, Nab, Tyra& Wanie over to town on Monday.
W a little gossips + frappe + window shopping + shopping + th boys joining us for th conversations makes th little outing a lil bit more fun than always :)
Love you all.


Was out the whole Tuesday;
over to Fahmy's place in the morning and thn to Jurong Point for a v late lunch, then Farah's grannyz place.
Thn to boon lay for karaoke session w Min, Yass, Aji, Syam, Farah& Fahmy(came!!! :P).
They ate their supper(-.-) and played crocodile(!!!) at th nearby playground. Hahahaha,
yes.
Love you all too.


+ Countdownnnnn w baby&friends :).
Byeeeeeeee~

Loveeeeee Sysse's classic face :}
Sysse has been really nice and sweet nowadays and even accompany me to get my stuffs.
Loveeeee her!!!!!
Hehehehehe.
Boredz and on a Saturday -.-
The boyfriend is being irritating right now.
Love u still gile.
(see i talked about you ok.)
enough mushy talk.

meet up w some of the e-Crew at t.j and we lepaked like minahs and mats w guitars singing out loud and playing silly games under Mudd's block on Christmas afternoon.
went out w boyfriend and his friends on Christmas evening.
hahaha hiiii bahan ketawa! :P.
his friends were all funny but nice and sarcastic(at the same time) bunch of people.
&i'm the youngest among them some more! :O.
hehehe okay i am typing bull crap right now.
I love Qwerty keyboards because i can drag my words till the receiver gets annoyed. Heh.
bye.

Say hello to my new baby :)
okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
merry christmas readers!

two days of madness fun

My whole Monday was spent w Fahmylove at Yishun Polyclinic then at his place, over to Causeway Point's Seoul Garden and finally, watched Avatar w love. Lovelyyyyyy day indeedz :)


My whole Tuesday was spent w Fahmylove, Kakak, Iffah, Filzah, Nazirah, Rishi, Wira, Azhar& Brenda, picnic-ing at Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve then over to Woodlands to lepak and Civic for dinner/supper w Wira's treat. Thankyou all of you for a lovely day especially love :).

&finally i gottttt some rest. Hahahahaha, imagine two days straight you wake up at 7 plus or 8 in the morning and will only reach home by 11pm. Still(!), i do enjoy it :)
&&i love my pink crocs! Hehehehe.

Byeeeeeeeeee!

In just one night,
I laughed.
I shouted.
I played.
I ate a lot.
I cried.
I pled that you will not talk about the past and questioned my decision anymore.
I forgave.
I convinced you that I don't regret my decision.

That's how my 'awesome' Saturday goes.
Awesome's a pretty redundant word actually.
First it was awesome then I felt like going home or wished Farah was there.
But the past is the past then.
Forgive but (im sorry i can't) forget it.
Don't worry I'll be fine.

"I love you." - Baby wanted me to put this only in this post. -.- Jangan feeling okay!

ok bai~