Yesterday's :

Alright. School on thursday is always a drag. Eeerah didn't come again. -.-" After school, skipped advance module and went for shopping spree with Wani. Went to Jurong Point to find another one more pair of that pants. Walaw. Wanted the black colour one. It wasn't in my size. Dont get me wrong. Im a medium. Not a large(: No offence though. Heh. Bought the cutecute things and ate at KFC. Saw Haini& friends. Then, strolled around. Found out that there's a sale. All in the range of prices from 8 - 20 bucks. OMFG. I was superr pissed seh. Fcuk you laa. Ohwell. Then, went home. Saw Azfar and his younger sis. He remembered me& smiled at me. :DDDDDD. He's hotter than anyone else now. Ohyeah~ Then reached home. And did practically nothing. Watched HP 1. Hothothot. Okay, thats all.

Today :

Alright. Today was atleast better. All the teachers were kind enough to extend the deadline for holiday assignment. Practically, it was funny to see Porkchop to dress as door-to-door salesman. Is that his real self? Uhuh. Hahahahaha. Ohwell. Nabilah& Faez didn't dress up. ): Korang dah plan ni kepe?! :D. After school, had to meet Daniel Ong. Ohman! He talked so much. I just said i didn't attend the module because i got family matters to attend to. LOL. Then, went to shop with Wani. She bought the on-sale pants. Hothothot. Went to eat at KFC before that. Saw Ezza& friends. Went to library after that. Read books and bought sushis. And went home(:

Pictorials,








Okaybye.

Vanity begins RIGHT now.





So you think im stopping here? No way. Continue please. And i realised having a Pretty Drawn Tattoo would be nice for once.




Rambut lama ):

Back to proper posting. Heh. Dance practice was crucial but me& yasser managed to pull through. Kan? Haha. Ohwell, this is really random and not proper. I know. Heh.

I've just opened up an account on deviantart. Woo~ Want the url? Go and look under 'Syafiqa' laa gundu. Okaay.I just realised that yesterday's entry has nothing to do with yesterday. So i'll update it for you readers' sake.

Monday was alright. Except for the afterschool program. It's succhh a bloody drag. Ohwhatthefuck. And i went home alone. Yes, alone. Kan orang takde teman special. Hahahaha. This quote doesn't apply to anyone horr. Dont be mistaken. Huahua!

Today was muchmuchmuch better. For me atleast. It was raining in the morning so dad sent us to school. Wait, even if it isn't raining, dad still sends us. Hahahha.No difference. Heh.

OhYOU. Yes YOU. I dare to do things differently okaay. And if you even make fun of me, it wont even bring me down. You laughed and looked at me weirdly, early in the morning. It ain't funny bitch. The only funny thing is seeing you trying and wait, are you even trying?. Whatever. Ohyes, you trying to get the girl of your DREAMS but wait, you didn't get her, did you? Hahahahahahahaha! Stop all the dreams laa bodoh. Okaay.

Pardon the part above. I need to bahasekan orang tu sikit. Heh. Okaay. Back to the story. POA today is superr laggy. Blaaahh. Okaay. I told Nabilah that i looked like Edna Mode in The Incredibles when i'm wearing spectacles with my height and hair. HAHAHAHAHA. I told ShuZhen about it too, she laughed. HAHAHA.

Samesame riggghhtt?

Went home after school. Was duperTiredtired. Bought Hot mag and drink redbull with my polkadots shorts cum underwear and black t-shirt, now, infront of the screen. Huahua. Ohwell, byebye.

Oh wait, i'm imitating someone in this picture. I think i pulled it off. Maybe. Hahah. Guess who(: Go to the tagboard and guessguess! Not from our school, and obviously i girl. Heh.


Byebye cooties!

Ohhellohello! Trip to Malaysia yesterday was somesort of fun. Butbutbut, i hate the weather there! It's freeakingly hothothot. The car aircon also sorrt. So i was practically sleeping hotly. Haha. Hotly. Funnyfunny! Heh. Firstly, me and sis spotted LOTSLOTSLOTS of hothothot cisco officers at the WoodlandsCustoms! Yesyes. Reallyreallyhot. But i'm sure they have girlfriends lorr ): Andand i bet Nabilah, Atiqah will agree with me. SuperduperHOTHOTHOT! (: Okaaaay. So we went to Komtar first. To send our HariRayaClothes for alterations and made there. PS: My clothings for this year is pinkpinkpink! Double pink lorr. Yayay! Then, eateateat. The kaki ayam is nicenice. And Mum spotted two gays. Hahahah. Guys wearing makeup and acts like girls laa. Hahahaha. Effing funny siak. Bought lots of Sushis at Taman Pelangi, Mum bought cake for grandparents. Oh did i mention that we visited grandparents too? Because Mum wants to send grandpapi's medicine. Went out of kampong at 8.15pm. Share ABC with Sis at jelutong then went home. Sis cutted my hair short. Slept at 1am. Huahuahua. Oh, pictorials.

Kami mmg gila.
Okaay. Vanity starts now. Heh.
I wont stop.
Told you so.
Bang! Newhaircut! Woo~ I got labels by lots of people. Funnyfunnyremarks. Haha. Faez& Mirul called my hair penyapu which means sweeper. Haha. Umairah said i looked like an eygpt people, cleopatra. Haha. Nabilah's boyfriend said i looked like a real-life dummy. LMAO. Oh, and the rest said i looked like a kid. -.-" Haha. Ohwell.


Prepare for an ugly face!!!!!!


TADADADADA!!!!


Okaybye.

Neww Skin. Haha. And my homeworks all aren't complete. Muahahahah! Going Malaysia today. I want more Sushis.

(:

Sorry because i can't upload the video. Pfft.

There's no the term 'friends' in us. So dont try to turn things around.

Yesterday's movie date was fun. The movie was pathetic. Wait,

BE RIGHT BACK. (Dad's home for lunch. Must go and bath!)
Time check: 12.48pm.

Okay, i'm back.
Time check:13.07pm.

OMG. I bathed that fast. Okay. Back to the story. Before heading off to Plaza Singapura, went to get Farah's fringe cut. She looks cute cute cute cute. Heh. Then, we headed off there. So we watched Legend Of The Sea.


A really kental show. Free tixs mahh. Right? Haha. So we just watched it till it ends. And the language that the animated animals are using is in Chinese, Mandarin. Haha. The three of us laughed our ass off when the movie started. But it was quite wierd since the spectators watching are all chineses and we're the only malays. Hah. After the show, we practically ran out of the theater. Hah. Headed home since we're broke. Haha. Oh, did i mention that Farah and I was wearing one side of the contact lenses? Right that is. Haha. So we're like half-blind laa. Haha. It was uber hilarious. Sister had to guide us but instead she played around. Babi kau! Heh. Reached Lakeside and we headed to 7-11 and buy makanan kental. Hahahahaha! You know, i know, they dont know. Haha. Watched the tape that was converted into cd. Farah laughed her ass off when she watched the cd. Haha. We looked uberr cute kan, Farah? (:

I'll post the Video soon, then you guys can watch. Haha. FYI, i'm the one in red and white clothings but with red short pinafold. Oh, it's in malay laa. Haha.

Then, Farah went home. And i watched teevee until i sleep. I know i sounded like a pig laa alamak. Heh.





Ohbyebye.

I have a movie date with my Farah today. Yeahyeah. I miss Farah. Haha. Ohwell, Farah has two free tixs to watch the 'legend of the seas'. Haha. I know, kental. Farah ajaked Kakak. Kakak told me. So, i have to like pay laa. But i dont care. As long as i meet up with dearest(: She's cutting her fringe. Woo~ Ohwell, i planned to finish up all my homeworks by today. But since, it's about time i meet Farah, i rather do my homeworks by Friday. Heh. Ohman. Redgroupies are here. Stomach cramps.

Oh oh, and you, don't try to patch things up with me. Please don't.

PS: I know this post is random. Heh.

Ohyes. I cuttt and rebonded my hair. Woo~ And i'm having difficulties tie-ing my hair. Pffft. Oh, and homeworks are still not done! Yay! Grandparents going back to Malaysia today. Ohwell.

I want a groupstudy with my groovvy friends ASAP. I need help with my homeworks! NOWW!

Grandparents are here at Singapore. They are currently staying at my house. I have to take care of them lorr. Oh, did i mention that i dyed my hair again? Ohyeah~ I dyed my hair back to natural black. Dad took the time to dye it back for me. And it's groovy. One more week left to school reopening. Ohshit! I still haven't touch any of my homework. Like fuck. And my group hasnt even done any POA things for the project. Haha. Sis has been getting on my last nerve. Like really. She's such a bitch. And there's like alot of things people dont know about her. And i've seen those things. I pity Hashim. Alot. It's like he's been cheated or something. Ohwell, it's not my business kan?

(:

Oh. I like this picture i snapped at Tioman. It's preeetttyyy.

Pretty kan?

Byebye!

I'm officially back from Tioman. And i'm not really that dark! Woo~ And the clothes that i brought for the trip is either all black or white in colour. That was weird huh? XD. And a total of 180 pictures was taken during that trip. And i'm not planning to post it unless otherwise. I'll just summarise the pictures.






Did i mention that i bought souvenirs for W.A.N.T?

(:

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Okaay. Now, a different topic. About that someone who i'm already avoiding. Okay. You post in your blog that i'm a useless friend? And that i lied to you? Ohreally? You used me dude. You said she's going to forget about you because of her results. The moment that happened, you get closer to me. And i'm your what? Extra girl? Yeah right. It's true what my friends said. I shouldnt have got near you in the first place or even get to know you with the late night calls. I was stupid enough. Yeah, i admit it. You suck. And i mean really. You so ignorant, self-centered, and really such an asshole. Fuck you! Because of you, my relationship with ___ was like destroyed. And i'm having second thoughts. Like WTH. Oh, and fyi, your bitchy useless friend ain't going to support you. May you lose.

(:

Bye.

It's official. YAY! And i meant that my family and Abang Yus is going to Tioman Island tomorrow. Expect lots of pictures when i'm back okaay?

Beach and Snorkelling, here i come!

(:

Bye.

Aku rindu kawan kawan aku.

PS: I'm not depressed or anything. Haha. If that's what people think. Ohwell. Mum& Dad asked me early in the morning after my morning prayers, when i want to rebond my hair. Since i was sleepy, i shrugged. And this means, i'll be doing it this week. YAY! Maybe we're going Tioman Island with Abang Yus. Woo~ Snorkelling yeah. At least, it could take my mind of the problems. One of them who im trying to avoid, texted me. At night. And this morning. I didn't reply. Well, it seemed that the other one didn't even care. Ohwell. It's your lost. Whereas, this one is trying too hard. WTH. Stop it guys. Please just stop it. Anyways, for the viewing of y'all, i had editted this picture. Well, i made two kinds. And i love it(:





Drink a glass of martini by the side of the road, and you'll do great.

Bye.

Christina Aguilera

Oh Mother

Oh, yeah

She was so young with such innocent eyes
She always dreamt of a fairytale life
And all the things that your money can't buy
She thought that he was a wonderful guy
Then suddenly, things seemed to change
It was the moment she took on his name
He took his anger out on her face
She kept all of her pain locked away

Oh mother, we're stronger
From all of the tears you have shed
Oh mother, don't look back
'Cause he'll never hurt us again

So mother, I thank you
For all you've done and still do
You got me, I got you
Together we always pull through
We always pull through
We always pull through
Oh mother, oh mother, oh mother

It was the day that he turned on her kids
That she knew she just had to leave him
So many voices inside of her head
Saying over and over and over,
"You deserve much more than this."

She was so sick of believing the lies and trying to hide
Covering the cuts and bruises (cuts and bruises)
So tired of defending her life, she could have died
Fighting for the lives of her children

Oh mother, we're stronger
From all of the tears you have shed (all of the tears you have shed)
Oh mother, don't look back
'Cause he'll never hurt us again (he'll never hurt us again)

So mother, I thank you (thank you)
For all that you've done and still do (still do)
You got me, I got you, (yeah, you got me and I got you, ooh)
Oh mother, oh mother, oh mother

All of your life you have spent
Burying hurt and regret
But mama, he'll never touch us again

For everytime he tried to break you down
Just remember who's still around
It's over, and we're stronger
And we'll never have to go back again

Oh mother, we're stronger
From all of the tears you have shed
Oh mother, don't look back (oh mother don't look back again)
'Cause he'll never hurt us again ('cause he'll never hurt us again)

So mother, I thank you (and I thank you for everything you've done)
For all that you've done and still do (together we always move on)
You got me, I got you, (you got me, I got you)
Together we always pull through (always pull through)
We always pull through, yeah

I love you mom.

I have been avoiding people. Not W.A.N.T. But other people. When i contact them, they said that if i want to ignore them, do it. They make it sound as if i'm the bad person. Ohyeah. Am i? WTF. You choosed to not contact me and i get the credit of being the bad person. One more thing. Don't make me hate you. You give me this BIG decisions that i have to decide. If i make one wrong decision, you'll blame me. What do you think i am? Seriously. Oh. I'm so glad that we're having this holiday. Even for a month. At least, i could get my mind out of you. Both of you. YES, i am avoiding YOU.

I miss my friends. I wonder when could we go out together. At least, have fun for the whole day. Ohman. I miss you guys.

I had fun chatting with Haziq in the wee morning. Seems like many people aren't asleep yet. Ohman. This just remind me of the old times we used to text eachother. Yeah. And we're this close to being together. But we made that promise. Yeah. 7 years. 3 years had passed. 4 more to go. I might have broke the promise. But i re-made the promise. Swearing and vowing that this time, i will not break it. Do you even still remember it? Or are you trying to forget about it? :/ But it seems that you gathered more friends during Secondary school. Can i still approached you about this matter after 7 years? :/ Many of my friends think that i would never last 7 years of being single. Yeah, they ARE right. I wouldn't. But i'm trying to prove that i can. Yes, i can.

Homeworks are too much for me to finish. And my artwork is still hasn't been pass up. Ohwell, might as well get an F right?

Dad is so irritating. Like really. Dad's trying to 'fit in' by being a teenager in his own world. Dad is really getting in my nerves. I always and EVERYTIME avoided him if he wants to talk or sit next to me. I'm not trying to be rude but mind your manners. He always asks me and especially, Sis, arounds. And when we try to rest or take a break, he'll try to talk us through to clean the house.

WELL, excuse me Dad, if Dad does fit you. You didn't contribute into any of the house work. In the weekends, you always go out the whole day. Because you want to avoid Mum's nagging right? So you dont have to do any housecleaning jobs. Then, you would get back home and asked for food. Then you watch tv. And go out again. Using the reason to fix the car and everything! Then you reached home and eat then, sleep. Is that a Dad's duty? Really, is it? If it werent for Mum who always work, we would be starve to death. Did you ever pay for any of the house bills? Did you!?!?!?! No, you didnt. Mum did. And did you ever know the reason why i never did ever want to get near you or talk to you this past few days? It's because i ever followed Mum to pay the bills and i asked Mum why your bills are so high. She told me that, "pasal ayah slalu call matair ayah kat kl." I dont know for sure whether it's true. But after that day mum told me this, i felt as if you are NOT my dad anymore. I dare not tell Sis. DAD, please change yourself. And not let history repeat itself. Please dont. I dont want you to fight with Mum and make things worse. Remember the time when Mum ever tried to kill herself because of your flirtatious manner. You even had the picture of the girl in your wallet. What has gotten into you, Dad? When Mum asked for a divorce, you refused to agree. But you still did this. Why would you? I dont want Mum to die. I really dont.

Oh, if you only read this Dad. You would really understand why i avoided you.

):

Bye.

I'll still remember the promise that we made. I may not know whether you might still remember it since it's been 3 years since we made that promise. Ohwell, all i know is that, i'm just wishing for the best in the future(:

Afraid of my feelings and falling too deep.

Yeah i am. Dance practice today is superr groovy. Clicked pictures after reaching home from dance.

My conversation with Priya was cool. And like i said, Short People Are Hot(:

p r i n c e s s ? q u e e n says:
hahahaha! hot? but short
Syaffff. says:
didn't you heard? Short is the Hot thing(:
Syaffff. says:
Short people is HOT!
Syaffff. says:
Woo~
p r i n c e s s ? q u e e n says:
ohhhhhhahaha!cool
p r i n c e s s ? q u e e n says:
lolxx. XD
Syaffff. says:
Im short, that's why i said that. Heh.
p r i n c e s s ? q u e e n says:
HAHAHAHA!! WELL, youre reallyy hoTT((: hehehe!






When i say, i love my hair colour. I really do love it.

Bye.

Finally, Sis and I went out of the house yesterday after rotting at home from Monday. Supposely, we wanted to go to the gym first. But since we woke up late, we decided to cancel it. Instead, went to return my library book at Jurong East. And we had our late lunch at Kfc. Saw Nas& Friends, they're hot now. Heh. Then, headed off to Farah's place. Near Farah's place that is. Sis wanted her hair cut there. I want that haircut too! ): Ohwell. Im getting mine soon! (: Went to buy some stuffs and headed to 7eleven. Bought magazines, Big Sheet of Seaweeds(: and both of us got the 'Whatever& Anything'. Hahah. Sis then got the stupid idea of acting out as the old man in the Advertisment of the Whatever. Hahah. Oh, the pictures will do the Adv.

ttpPS: Im the son, Sis the dad, Pooh the assistant.
I know Pooh is abit wierd, but we ran out of people. Heh.


Me: So dad, what do i get?
Her: *Whispers to the assistant*.
Pooh: He'll give you whatever.
Me: Whatever.. Whatever.... (continues yapping).
Me: (Still repeating it....)
Her: *shows the bottle*
Me: *giving the WTF look*
(blurred it cause i looked wierd. Heh.)
Her: *Dead*.
Me: *shrugs* Ohwell.
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I know its lame. Haha. Ohwell, random pictures(:










And im done! Ohshit! Tomorrow's dance practice. At least, i dont have to rot. Heh. Bye!


I'm happy right now.
I'm living my life to the fullest.
I don't need you to be a part of it.
Because i'm happy with what i have.