teen angst.

so where's the joy and happiness?
so where's the 'i hope we will stay united this way and no more fights?'
so where's your vows?
has it been broken?
if it has, then i officially have lost hope in school.
i am done.
i can't deal w the situation at home.
i can't deal w the situation at school.
i can't deal w the situation w everyone.
life is not = happiness.(fuck this)

if i am venting my anger towards you at any point of time, i am sorry.
i am just too mad at myself for not being able to fix anything and do anything right.
it always has to end at some point of time.
it could never last.
EVERYTHING could never last.

NO I AM NOT FUCKING OKAY SO STOP FUCKING ASK ME.