one of those nights

It's one of those nights where it's comfortable, cold and calm.
It's one of those nights where we all are able to sleep tightly and snuggle in our blankets.
It's also one of those nights where I'll sneak out just to meet the boy.
It's also one of those nights where we'll ask each other if we're cold and gave each other hugs to keep us warm.

But tonight, it's neither those four above.
Yes it's cold, but cruel cold.
I have no one to hug to because you're away right now.
I miss you.
Camp must have been tough on you, that's why I rather not bring your mood down by ranting all my worries to you.
This time, it's one of those nights when I can't sleep.
Maybe it's the anxiety since I know what is going to happen the next day.
I need you right now but I can't seem to tell you that.
So so cold, so in need of a companion.
So so insomniac, I need some sleeping pills. Anything, just to let me sleep peacefully.

Night. Not goodnight.