I am Syaf (in french).

I can't find the girl who always wants to sneak out late just to meet a couple of people for merely an hour or two.
I can't find the girl who always rebel against her own mother just to meet the guy of her dreams.
I can't find the girl who always wanted a gin instead of a tonic.
I can't find the girl who always just want to be different than the rest.

I am seeing a monotonous girl who always wakes up to an empty house with chores to do.
I am seeing a monotonous girl who finds life just another stupid reason to actually not die.
I am seeing a monotonous girl who is losing her figure.
I am seeing a monotonous girl who is going to sleep early on a Friday night.
I am seeing a monotonous girl who is actually losing her charm and being cliche.

I can't be bothered anymore...