Damn.

UPDATE!:

I just checked my DPA placing. And I wasn't shortlisted, so nope. Didn't get it. No, I'm definitely not happy with it, though I was expecting that I didn't get it. Pfft.

I am really disappointed with myself. God dammit. It's Malay for god's sake. I speak Malay almost everyday, and this is the outcome.

Gaahh~ Obviously, I'll retake it. It's a fucking C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5C5! Omfg. I might as well, speak Tamil or Chinese from now on. Yes, I cried, for at least 2 or 3 times, in class.

Called Mother when I reached home, and cried again. I know, it's no use crying, but ^#!&*
Imagine having a B3 for the first time for Malay during Mid-Year, and still passing but getting a c5 now!? It's TWO, i tell ya, TWO grades down. Eventhough my oral's a distinction, so what? It's the paper that matter most, afterall. I studied like fuck. Jaw-dropping moment siaaakkk when Mrs Erh announced!

Fortunately, there was no POA since Mr Wong didn't come to school. Apparently, Ms Chee managed to spot Vikram and Me crying when she spoke something about the retaking part. Surprisingly, her so-called advice did cheer me up for a moment. And I was hyper eversince, despite the menstruation cramps that was occuring throughout the whole day, that made me not eat/drink at all. Except for after remedial, where my menstruation partner, Nabilah, and myself, bought a nice hot milo.

Thank you to Mr Sadali for dropping me nearer to my home![:

Thank you Eeerah and Iqah for the note. Appreciate it loads[:

Thank you Wanie, Nabb, Christina& Jasila for the concern[:

Thank you Faez for the tissues ;D.

And the rest too, if i've forgotten[:

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Congrats to those who passed well.

Yes, laugh if you must. Better yet, laugh in my face. You will feel the satisfaction of seeing me cry.

TTFN.