I'll just update about these little details about what had happened.
Yes my forehead is like a lohan fish -.-
Yes I wear mild make-up(to me, it's little only la because it's only eyeliner, mascara&my powder but nvm) to my attachment,
reason being I will look unlively(if there is such a word) if i wear that surgical mask around the ward &will be mistaken as a patient instead.
4 weeks into attachment already and one more week left w surgical& i'm off to medical ward for the next 4 weeks and also 1 week attachment at a polyclinic(which i rather not mention here).

Anws, I was happy today because I was v busy and I like it. Hehehehehe, and since tomorrow is Nurses Day, the ward that I am attached to was given cakes both in A Station& Central Station. Sister gave us student nurses a piece of the cake and it was bloody heavenly. Waaaaah can melt man, super sinfully delicious :P. After the morning shift, waited for Nab at tea room& Eddry the cute boy was there. Hehehehehe :D. He told me to wait for him since he's finishing his shift and wants to go back w me also since we're both heading for the train.
But then, Nab called and I had to leave early ): (should have wait eh) Hahaha!

Other than that, 'm getting panicky about another event. It's getting nearer& my helper is super busy w her school. How can that be possible!? :( Bingit for a moment sey.

My cheeks is getting chubbier& bigger. Lagi bingit now.

Okaydahthanksforreading. (is anyone even reading this blog? pfft.)

• 2 more months!!!
• Update pictures soon.
• Everything's good btw.

What more can I say? Everything's all a blur and confusing right now.
I really need some guidance. I really need help.
I might/might not be in denial right now.
I can't play these games anymore,
such a hassle and the pain is unbearable.

But why? That is what I am asking.

----

Apart from all these confusion, everything's alright.
"Rambut tak perlu macam air-stewardess boleh tak?"
I can't help it, sorry! :P

"That old auntie so cute, she pronounce diapers as pampers but she called it pimples!"
Hahahahaha! Cute or what? :)


okaythanksforreadingbye, i'll update soon.
I miss D, xo.

that 'thing' can't break me :)

Make up mc days is now not on Saturdays but it will occur during the Sept School Holidays, so good luck to me then.
Hopefully I won't get sick again and need not take mc again.
Fara(finally!)& Ria took leave yesterday so it was a boring day for me because the only people on duty for room 24 was only the SN, PCA& me. But lucky for me, both them guys are awes. &so is the male patients, so it's all good :)
&don't leave me w female patients because i'm so used to male patients already that I'm feeling all awkward when i'm w the females! :S

I have nothing else to blog about. Okay thanksforreadingbye.

"I keep falling for you over& over again watching all those videos and kept telling myself that it was not worth it but I love me that challenge."

for you for me.

I am where I am supposed to be,
I love it like this.
There's not a need for you to know what's happening in my life right now,
I'm just telling you that it's great, for now.
Hopefully it'll stay this way, just the way I intend it to be.
I'm still sick, but it's not up to a H1N1 case,
so don't worry.

Back to work tomorrow,
I miss my cute patients already :)

&what is the difference between cinta and sayang?
:/
xoxo.

feels right for now,

I need(or want!?) Friday to come faster,
I am getting sicker right now.
I can't afford to burn my Saturday just like that.
So so so darn sick right now.
I feel like puking.
Damn it, I think my asthma's acting up.
I want my weekend! No working on Saturday please.
On top of that, my house is filled w sick people.
Sysse is having fever, Ibu is having coughs, Ayah is having coughs also (both got those bad kind of cough)& me? Well, I've got sore throat w awesome badddddd coughs. -.-
Baik ah eh, who wants to come my house? :)

kbye tak perlu eh lagi.

Saturday's morning shift is so fun!
I mean like I dread waking up early and everything, but it was awesome.
He he he, I just got 3 signatures in my log book today -.- 2 weeks at Ward 47 only now do I receive my very first signature. -.-

Next; I don't understand why _ is so shallow and too self-absorbed.
I did _ a favor already and _ thought I was being stupid and that I wasn't being fair to _.
&what deep shit are you talking about!?
Selfish _.
Okay that's done.
I rather not talk about _ in here,
it's obviously polluting my space.
Pfft.

Next; Why does almost everyone knows their poly posting!?
I don't know about it luhhhhhh! Kimice betul.
Hopefully I get Jurong Polyclinic pleaseeeeeee. Why? Because it's a few bus stops away. Heh.

Next; I am left w thirteen weeks till _. He he he he he, I need help w it btw(!)
I've asked help from a few close friends and they said they'll help. Heeeee~
:D.
I don't want nobody else but _.
Okay, only some knows who I actually want deep inside,
butttttttt well, we're two worlds apart, at least i think we are.
Was i too late? :(
Okay dah, tak perlu.
kbye.

Today, Morning Shift.
Tomorrow, Morning Shift.
Today, me is not sleeping yet because 'm stuck doing case study for my teacher.
Decided to do solo instead of partnering because my stupid f partner is in his own world.
I am so going to be sleepy for today's morning shift.

I just got home half an hour ago after watching night show HP w the cousin.
Ending = cliffhang, seriously.
Dinnered at sakae before that.
Managed to wave to Fara who's working at that time.

I miss the person who I told me to not behave like a minah or was it minahrep?
Anw, it's almost time btw :)
I just knew it.

I will have 2 hours of sleep only then wake up at 4.30am for attachment. zzzzz.
xoxo.

Shagged(read: tired)......or something like that :)

Shagedelic, I am phewyyyyy shag.
I've having afternoon shift tomorrow or shall I say, later, that explains myself, blogging at this time.
I have nothing much to say actually, just that 'm still alive and fine and dandy.
Oh, last Saturday I met up w the boys& girls for my high school's dance performance then vivo then bugis then haji lane then the last bus ride home.
Weekends were spent fairly between family& friends so it's all great.

Will be away again, too busy nowadays. Twittering again as usual :)

Take care lovelies, xoxo.

gone.

I am going to bed soon, v early you think? Methinksotoo ):
Morning shift tomorrow, the real deal starts.
*crossing fingers*Hope it would be okay, cause 'm all alone doing duty in the cubicle room w the patients.
Won't update much from now onwards.
Will still twitter though :)
Go apply for twitter if you still haven't apply for one!
(Then you can follow me& I follow you and we together-together follow each other.)

Btw, now, 'm on my 1.1 clinical practice on a surgical ward,
soooo I assume this will be a fun ward since I heard surgical is easier than medical.
But we'll see ;)

&I still sayang u. (you should know who you are. if you don't, then 'll maki you biskut again.)
I still sayang Jpa.
I still sayang my friends.

xoxo.

Alright alright, first day of attachment is awe awe awesomeeeeee.
We had hospital orientation today and tomorrow will be the ward orientation,
so we need not do anything much for this two days! :D

I'm going to get the morning shift on Wednesday onwards meaning the only person from Jpa that 'll be on the same shift as me in my group is Joshua. So at least, I got someone I knw who's going to be in the same shift as I am everytime. Same as Sysse's friend, Ria. So that's awesome too :)
We had hospital tour today and it wasn't that bad, in fact quite interesting. Btw, the SN in my ward is super friendly and nice, so I don't think 'll be that scared of attachment after all :)
&my C.P teacher is also friendly too. (for now only, i think.) :S

I think 'll be sleeping a lil late today since {insert private reasons} :)
Lastly, good luck to all nursing students& trainees(Jpa only eh *eheem*) for your C.P.

xoxo.

My Ohhhhh My.
I followed my horoscope today(!) Hehehe, it told me that today is the day for myself.
So I don't think I'll be going out at night, maybe following the boys, maybe not. Heh.
& I need to get stationery for my C.P.
&& There was a big big big big big dragonfly in the house, yellowed-colour tail some more! I thought it was a f bee. I know, stupid kan? -.-
&&& I ran and closed the kitchen door, thinking it would trap the f insect. I think it's gone :S

Omg, 2 more days to C.P! Nervous gile.

This post is v random btw. I have nothing to say but I want to blog.
Hehehe, itchy hand yknw.

Okaydahbyexoxo.

I love twitter! Twit twit twit!! :)

Anw, went to school today just to collect my disappointing result slip w Nab who was kind enough to accompany me eventho she had collected hers yesterday.
Headed to JP2 for my early dinner and again, she accompanied me. Then met up w Yass to give his result slip& hung out w him for a mo.
Then I saw C.B. Yes, and that Yass was afraid somehow or rather. -.- (he's not going to eat you even if he sees us Yass)
Yass had to leave half an hour later, and I headed home and used Uzap. Lol.

Nothing changed btw, so I was glad. Heh.
Want to go Beats& Breaks 2 tmw(!!!!), so going to ask my gf if she wants to follow or not.

C.P is in 3 days and I am freaking scared right now! Major goosebumps btw ):
I want to meet someone la before attachment! -.-
Those who knows who's the someone, please keep quiet, thank you.

I love Enrique's Do You Know :)
I also love Lady Gaga's Paparazzi; the beat's awesome to dance to :)

xoxo.

360 minus 30.

Shall not say much but here's some few pictures from yesterday.
You don't expect me to actually upload 360 pictures!?
Besides, Nab the Kental uploaded some at her blog already.
So go check hers& Wanie's also.
(:

"You always were a special friend."
You knew that. I knew that. Only I knew something more. I knew that I loved you and I have for so long. You complain because you can’t find the “right girl”. I guess friendship makes you go blind to see what’s standing right in front of you..
-Source, Sara Nadiah's Tumblr
(http://pre-eminentthoughts.tumblr.com/)

You still are, btw.

xoxo.

(Meet Nab The Kental& Syaf The Rambut Tgh Straight Muker Mcm Budak).

Hahahaha!
Okay so just now's outing w the gfs was awe awes awesomeeeee.
Saw my recent twitter? Hehehe.
Update soon about it, promise!
300++ pictures ftw! Haha.
Imho, it's too awesome to describe it so probably 'll just upload the pictures tomorrow or the day after or the next post.
(:

Btw, still feeling like I was, exactly a week ago.
Really really do.

&&&&why is twittering soooo fkg addictiveeeee!?!??? Hahahaha!
(no, not high right now)

xoxo.